Miraquill
and why do I still care.....
Why ?
_kind_heart
kindness is all i have, kind i am :)
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_kind_heart
3w
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_kind_heart
6w
की तेरे करम में आचाई की तलाश करता थक चुका हूं...पर उम्मीद अब भी है...मैं बेबस अब भी हूं |
की रास्ता कोई और नहीं, तुझ पर विश्वास के अलावा...की गुस्सा आता है..पर डर जाता हूं...मैं बेबस अब भी हूं |
की विश्वास अब भी है !! -
_kind_heart
10w
Only I should be the one, known to your dark side.
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_kind_heart
14w
ए वक्त आज थोड़ा थम के तो देख,
क्या पता दो पल चैन तुझे भी मिले... -
_kind_heart
14w
That's actually wonderful, the world can rotate around you, amuse you with all it have but you still can be unaware cause you are more conscious about all you have.
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_kind_heart
21w
की जिंदगी इतना तेजी से चली जा रही है की मन चाहता है की Times Please बोल कर उससे थोड़ा वक्त मांग लू,
की बोल दू उसे की थोड़ी देर थम तो जा,
की सोचने का मोका तो दे,
की समय से कहने का दिल चाहता है कि भाई क्या जल्दी है, क्यो हमेश ऑन द रन रहते हो।
आओ कभी बैठो, दो बात करो...आपनी सुनाओ..कुछ हमारी सुनो।
क्या रखा है इस भाग दौड़ में...
बचपन से ही तो तेरे मुताबिक चले हैं...हमेशा हर कदम तेरे साथ ही तो लिया था
पर आज, सिरफ एक बार ..प्लज़ एक बार मेरी सुन ... या थम जा कुछ पालो के लिए
कुछ पल चैन की हमें भी लेने दे...
की उनमे आराम से बैठा कर सोच सकू,
सोच सकु इस जिंदगी के बारे में ....सोच सकु उन पालो को जो तेरी भाग दौड़ में पीछे रह गए
तब कहता हूं ए वक्त आज थोड़ा थम के तो देख
क्या पता दो पल चैन तुझे भी मिले -
_kind_heart
23w
In conclusion, I am sorry I bothered you with my existence
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_kind_heart
26w
You were never like this
and
will never be like this, again -
_kind_heart
28w
My soulmate is out there
Somewhere, pushing a pull door
l just know it. -
When was the last time you really hugged your mum or dad and told them that you love them.
Think about it ...actually, some of us never do....Growing up, we really got so busy with this world that we even forget the only reason of our existence.
How hard is it to say, a simple thank you, or love you or Mum, I miss you.... it is not, right ?
but
Most of us just feel that uneasiness doing it and I don't blame you, we're not born doing it and never did our parents ask for it.... but believe me it hurts, even thinking about that, one day, when they will no longer be there to even let you think ki
कल बोल दूंगा.
I would love to hope that, that " tomorrow " always stays with us.
They might never ask you for it because what they do ....they have taken it as there responsibility...which, surely they are fulfilling for last so many years.
And what are they paid with ? ....a mere look of us.
सुबह शाम निकलते हुए अगर Time मिल जाए हमें तो....... अगर..
I would say, start paying them a little more plzz
Pay them with your smile.... pay them with your gratitude ....pay them with random calls ki ...पापा बस यूं ही हाल चाल पूछने के लिए कर लिया था
and you know what.... they won't even ask for any increment because for them all this is saving.
कि जब ऊपर जाकर भगवान उनसे पूछेंगे कि...क्या कमाया है तुमने इस जिंदगी से... तो शायद वे बेझिझक, हमारी खुशियों को उनके सामने बिखेर कर कह देंगे कि बस यही है हमारी कमाई तो.
No, it's not mother's day or father's day but do they also wait for any day to love you... so why do we.
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fallen_42
31w
Post birthday realisations
I have turned 24
And there is no turning back to twenty three now
Even if I try, I don't want to
There had been so many messages
From lost contacts
Who didn't know how to continue the conversation
And I guess they deserve a fair window
Through which I look at them
And see them fidgeting
And thinking what next to say
How do you even say," I am sorry but this is all I have got besides the gap that resides between our lives now"
I am detached from my own self
I see myself as another body living and functioning
Is day two of 24 supposed to feel like a miss?
Nobody who wished me yesterday has contacted me today
And perhaps that's why I hate birthdays
All this limelight and nothing remains after a day
But just broken light of fading sunset.
Maa says nobody salutes a setting sun
Maybe our birthdays are like that too.
Setting suns, stories ending and beginning all at once
Like magic candles
My birthday cake had one.
Twenty four feels like twenty three
And twenty three feels like twenty two
And I feel like a child again who needs attention?
My grandmother yesterday told me a new perspective of looking at my birth
And I am quite astonished by it
It was the day my mother went through labour
Just to let me come in a world I wasn't ready for
But then who is?
I have turned twenty four
And it feels less special and more like a slap
From a teacher who thinks I am not paying attention
But nobody is telling me where to look
Or what to feel
Exhausted?
Or do I need to spice up my life with this new shade of lipstick that I wear
And go on in the world
Barefoot,
With a pair of roses
And gift them to someone who has never received a flower
Should I start with myself?
I have no way to know what to do with this number
24
But I did put my feet in river water
And saw it flow at peace
I hope to be at peace someday
Today I am not
Today I am thinking of life at its edges where it ends
And I want to tell everyone I have met is that I love them
I am looking at the temporary life of a girl child
Who didn't know what to say to the man who thought she would change the world
But I am looking at the permanence of life too
And I want to take revenge
Postpone my doctor's appointment
And say," hey what is the symptom of turning 24?"
Maybe this time it will be different
Happily
It will end differently
On a happy note
Who knows?
Aren't we all floating like dead fishes through life?
But I am little more dead than others
Does that even make sense?
To die a little more than others?
I have no answers
But I know that yesterday my parents decorated the room with four balloons
Two stars
And a sticker that said ,"happy birthday"
I guess that is a good enough reason to live
To know that someone will always be there, decorating the small room for you as you return
Someone who will be excited enough to call you again and again and ask why didn’t you reach yet
Someone who will order pineapple cake even when you don't ask them to
Someone who will reach specially for your birthday
Just to remind you that even if time is a line that sometimes stretches the proximity of a relationship
All you need to do is
Drive to a riverside
And sit by its side
Waiting for the sun to set
Because truth be told
Setting suns are indeed beautiful endings
And this birthday was a setting sun too -
espoir_
61w
Read MoreHow to live (forty pieces of advice I feel to
be helpful but which I don’t always follow)
1. Appreciate happiness when it is there.
2. Sip, don’t gulp.
3. Be gentle with yourself. Work less. Sleep more.
4. There is absolutely nothing in the past that you can change. That’s basic physics.
5. Beware of Tuesdays. And Octobers.
6. Kurt Vonnegut was right. ‘Reading and writing are the most nourishing forms of meditation anyone has so far found.’
7. Listen more than you talk.
8. Don’t feel guilty about being idle. More harm is probably done to the world through work than idleness. But perfect your idleness. Make it mindful.
9. Be aware that you are breathing.
10. Wherever you are, at any moment, try and find something beautiful. A face, a line out of a poem, the clouds out of a window, some graffiti, a wind farm.
Beauty cleans the mind.
11. Hate is a pointless emotion to have inside you. It is like eating a scorpion to punish it for stinging you.
12. Go for a run. Then do some yoga.
13. Shower before noon.
14. Look at the sky. Remind yourself of the cosmos. Seek vastness at every
opportunity, in order to see the smallness of yourself.
15. Be kind.
16. Understand that thoughts are thoughts. If they are unreasonable, reason with them, even if you have no reason left. You are the observer of your mind, not its victim.
17. Do not watch TV aimlessly. Do not go on social media aimlessly. Always be aware of what you are doing, and why you are doing it. Don’t value TV less. Value it more. Then you will watch it less. Unchecked distractions will lead you to distraction.
18. Sit down. Lie down. Be still. Do nothing. Observe. Listen to your mind. Let it do what it does without judging it. Let it go, like the Snow Queen in Frozen.
19. Don’t worry about things that probably won’t happen.
20. Look at trees. Be near trees. Plant trees. (Trees are great.)
21. Listen to that yoga instructor on YouTube, and ‘walk as if you are kissing the Earth with your feet’.
22. Live. Love. Let go. The three Ls.
23. Alcohol maths. Wine multiplies itself by itself. The more you have, the more you are likely to have. And if it’s hard to stop at one glass, it will be impossible at three. Addition is multiplication.
24. Beware of the gap. The gap between where you are and where you want to be. Simply thinking of the gap widens it. And you end up falling through.
25. Read a book without thinking about finishing it. Just read it. Enjoy every word, sentence, and paragraph. Don’t wish for it to end, or for it to never end.
26. No drug in the universe will make you feel better, at the deepest level, than being kind to other people.
27. Listen to what Hamlet – literature’s most famous depressive – told Rosencrantz and Guildenstern. ‘There is nothing either good or bad, but thinking makes it so.’
28. If someone loves you, let them. Believe in that love. Live for them, even when you feel there is no point.
29. You don’t need the world to understand you. It’s fine. Some people will never really understand things they haven’t experienced. Some will. Be grateful.
30. Jules Verne wrote of the ‘Living Infinite’. This is the world of love and emotion that is like a ‘sea’. If we can submerge ourselves in it, we find infinity in ourselves, and the space we need to survive.
31. Three in the morning is never the time to try and sort out your life.
32. Remember that there is nothing weird about you. You are just a human, and everything you do and feel is a natural thing, because we are natural animals. You are nature. You are a hominid ape. You are in the world and the world is in you. Everything connects.
33. Don’t believe in good or bad, or winning and losing, or victory and defeat, or up and down. At your lowest and at your highest, whether you are happy or despairing or calm or angry, there is a kernel of you that stays the same.
That is the you that matters.
34. Don’t worry about the time you lose to despair. The time you will have afterwards has just doubled its value.
35. Be transparent to yourself. Make a greenhouse for your mind. Observe.
36. Read Emily Dickinson. Read Graham Greene. Read Italo Calvino. Read Maya Angelou. Read anything you want. Just read. Books are possibilities. They are escape routes. They give you options when you have none. Each one can be a home for an uprooted mind.
37. If the sun is shining, and you can be outside, be outside.
38. Remember that the key thing about life on earth is change. Cars rust. Paper yellows. Technology dates. Caterpillars become butterflies. Nights morph into days. Depression lifts.
39. Just when you feel you have no time to relax, know that this is the moment you most need to make time to relax.
40. Be brave. Be strong. Breathe, and keep going. You will thank yourself later.
An excerpt from the book Reasons to stay alive by Matt Haig. :)
P.S. - I’m back, and I will write something soon..
