If I have pocket full of fucks, i still wouldn't give you one������

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  • _the_nightmare 17h

    Unthoughtful !!!
    See yaa ��

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    "You know what, maybe the toxicity too much understanding brings is that we always refuse apologies. We simply smile and say, "It's okay," even when deep inside we are about to cough blood. We absorb all the droplets of mistrust and disappointment until one day we cannot breathe. We gesture a big no when someone thanks us for being there for them.

    Soon, when we are alone in our dark room at 3 in the morning,we end up believing no one recognizes our kindness, no one takes note of our feelings. More often than not, our miscalculated solution is to distance ourselves from everyone, including the ones who have no hidden agenda, only genuine care. And we have to prevent that. For an absolute isolation not to happen, we have to start accepting people's thank you and I'm sorry.

  • _the_nightmare 1w

    Rant !!
    May be temp��

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    If you have lost someone
    that was once a beautiful part of
    your life, remind yourself that energy
    cannot be created or destroyed,
    it can only be transformed that
    is a scientific law. Everything in this
    world exists within a cycle our bodies,
    the nature around us, the stars,
    the whole entire universe.
    Everything is constantly going
    through phases of life and death,
    and if we think of that law,
    we can appreciate those periods
    of evolution, those periods of death,
    and reframe that as periods
    of transformation. The energy that
    exists within that person,
    the love you shared,
    the hope you felt- it is never gone.
    It exists out in the world somewhere.

    Because the truth is we never really
    lose the people we lose. They are
    in the sunsets, and in the rain,
    and in the forests, and in laughter,
    and in the music that takes
    our breath away. We never really
    lose their love, their beauty,
    because that energy doesn't
    disappear it just finds new
    ways to reach us.

  • _the_nightmare 2w

    Zuba pe shabd hai nahi
    Tum samajh sako
    Toh samajh lo

    Khamosh hai mera chehra
    Ankhon se arj kiya hai
    Tum padh sako
    Toh padh lo

    Ki ho tum mere dil mein
    Ye kaise batayein
    Par, aakey pass mere
    Dhadkan sun sako
    Toh sunlo

    Ki yaad kartein hai tumhe
    Ab toh neendein bhi khafa hai
    Hichkiyan aati hongi tumhe
    Mehsus kar sako
    Toh kar lo

    Izhaar aata nahi hai karna
    Shayar ki bhasa he aati hai
    Tumpe hee nazm hai
    Tumhari hee baatein hai
    Wadein hazaar hai
    Tum nibha sako
    Toh bata do

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    Bata do !!


  • _the_nightmare 3w

    Mai jissey chand kahta hoon
    Aao usse rukh karwata hoon
    Mai tere chehre ko ayeena dikhata hoon
    Mai chand ko zameen pe manta hoon

    Leherte baalo ko sawaar lo
    Mai ishme khoo jata hoon
    Aa tujhe hosh mein khoya
    Insaan dikhata hoon
    Teri muskan ki chadar banake
    Raaton ko hodd jata hoon

    Tumhare khayaalo ke
    takiye ke sirhane
    Mai raat bitata hoon
    Aa tujhe apni nazron se
    tujhe khud ko dikhata hoon
    Sukoon kya hai
    Mai tujhe apni dil ki
    Dhadkan sunata hoon !!!

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    Bas youhii !!


  • _the_nightmare 3w

    Yes I joke,I laugh and I try to be joker of my group but that doesn't mean I am a swallow person. If we sit someday and really talk.
    you will realise how I have whole ocean within me while people just meet me at their seashore.

  • _the_nightmare 5w

    For a moment I was getting better,
    For a moment everything was good,
    I was Happy, I want to live.
    For a moment, I was having Hope,
    And in that one moment,
    I Lost Everything.

  • _the_nightmare 6w

    I'm a demon with dead feelings
    But don't you judge
    For, i was an angel once
    Who felt too much.

  • _the_nightmare 7w

    I try to be something more than
    Heartbreak more than
    Shattered glass
    But I'm still picking up pieces
    Belonging to the past.

    Against the window the storm
    Comes dashing
    Through tattered foliage the
    hail tears crashing
    The blue lightning flashes
    The rapid hail clashes

    The thunder is rumbling
    And the Nightmare crashing
    And crumbling

    The wind shows us how close to the
    Edge we are.

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  • _the_nightmare 11w

    NIGHTMARE is in the space
    Always try to escape
    From scars that he have
    From night that he suffered
    Darkness all around
    Planets behave like a ghost
    Fire spreading all around
    Trust me this is insane
    Hushed with some flame
    I'm no one to blame
    I tried hard to stay
    But all rants in my mind
    Nightmare want to escape
    Gravity pushed me away
    Nothing ever felt so real
    Promises are fake
    Hard to fathom what i saw
    I dream about my escape
    Found myself in parallel Universe
    perhaps it was just a hope
    Tripped into memories
    Night's rides under the moonlight
    Was broken heart
    Wanting to repair
    No more by tear am i enticed
    I shut my eyes and cease to respire
    It not hard to leave escapism

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  • _the_nightmare 12w

    #NewProse 5 ��

    Songs credit goes to the darshan raval, one of my favourite singer and I'm so obsessed with this song. ��Kabhi tumhe !!
    Hypothetical words��
    Do correct me if you found mistake !!
    Thank you !!��
    Enjoy reading !!��
    The Nightmare ��

    //Kabhi tumhe yaad meri aaye
    palko se zulf hata lena
    Saaf dikhunga mai tujhko wahin
    jo na dikhu toh bata dena //

    You are my ikigai as if the purlins of the sun are tried with surreal split ends of your hair. I am always there for you As if the shooting star crackling marmoris of atmosphere. It is all with you. I want to peer at the sky, count stars and giggle with you. My love came to me at my best I'm yours just remember as i always said I'm just one call away . Now NIGHTMARE says I'm just a dream away, a poetry away. Always there to hold you always there to be with you I'm there just believe in you.

    // Tum Agar Manaoge toh maan jayunga
    Mai tere bulane pe laut ayunga //

    You know when i miss you I don't read old chats, screenshots, no pictures just close my eyes and a glimpse of you comes infront of me and i smile.Yes this song is overwhelming and sometimes i imagine in metaphoric night what will you do when you miss me but then i wonder do you really do !!Now every notification was awaited. I'm here with much expectations

    // Kabhi tumhe yaad meri aaye
    Itni si baat samajh lena
    Phir se milunga mai tumko wahi
    Raah se meri guzar jana //

    I'm still there on the same roof, my whole soul is still waiting for you on that terrace where shooting stars are playing hide and seek. Where we have lot's of memories and peaceful talk. My heart Waits for yours, my eyes look for yours, my pen dances on the rhythm of you , i am waiting for you. Preparing myself to hug you tight till we meet again.
    Eternal love lives for beyond it stumbles it hurts it leaves permanent scars but the same will heal your heart.

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    Kabhi tumhe !!