Miraquill
Why is it that
No matter how hard
I try I can't help
But not fall in love with you
Everyday I say to myself
That we are nothing
More than friends
And I'm happy with that
But still every night
Before bed I pray
I pray if only I was yours
And if only you were mine
©akku_shrutz
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akku_shrutz
16w
Why is it that
When a girl
Loves a guy more
They never last long
But when a guy
Loves the girl more
They fight everything
With their power
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Darkness
When the lights fade out
In front of your eyes
When a happy face
makes you frown
When the sadness around you
Pulls you down
The darkness around you
Starts to grow
Sitting there in a corner of a big room
You stare into nothing but your doom
Your thoughts keep racing
And your heart keeps pacing
But you still can't move
You sit still in the darkness of that room
©akku_shrutz -
Why am I scared you ask
I'm scared to be left again
Scared that I won't be good enough
I'm scared that someone
Would actually like me for who I am
This weird feeling I get
When he talks about love
I can't open myself up
Showing only the happy parts
Neglecting the bad ones
I ask myself
Why am I scared?
What am I scared of?
Am I that broken?
Or that lost?
Am I never to heal?
Never to fall in love?
Have I already given up
Or have I lost all my love on someone else
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akku_shrutz
17w
It's been too long
Since someone spoke
Her name in our house
It had become a
Forbidden rule
To never speak of the one
Who left the room
A naive girl
Who took her life
In search for love
And her life
The walls screamt
Her name out loud
But no one spoke
About her death until now
©akku_shrutz -
akku_shrutz
17w
Sometimes I wish
I had the courage
To tell you how I feel
The love the connection
Everything is so real
Sometimes I wish
You knew how
I feel about you
How the days
Gets lonely without you
Sometimes I wish
You were here by my side
Holding hands walking the aisle
©akku_shrutz -
This emptiness inside of
Me is growing day by day
I'm afraid that it would consume
Me after a few days
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akku_shrutz
137w
And every night
I wish that you'd
Text me good night
And I'll smile
And sleep tight...
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akku_shrutz
157w
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akku_shrutz
158w
This weird feeling in my stomach
When I see you is overwhelming...
Cause no matter how much I love you
I know you love somebody else more...
©akku_shrutz
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And love,
If for once you would have looked into my eyes I swear I wouldn't have written such long letters explaining how much you meant to me.
©maiatamarain -
pink_berry
16w
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#ceesreposts #aalowrites Enjoy reading ❤Dear Death,
There was a point in my life where I craved for you.
My life felt suffocating, and I asked for you to kiss my breaths.
The venom of betrayal had penetrated down my veins and left my blood intoxicated.
The air of love seemed to be rope of thorns.
My wide open eyes had no water to flow down as tears.
My chapped lips whispered, "Oh, angel of death can you bring my restless soul at ease, it is tired of breathing hope!"
Healing is not an overnight process.
Believing is not a one day task.
They take time, but your faith can hasten things.
It took me years to realise the gift of life.
I neglected and so I regret.
I took things for granted and so I had to repent.
Dear Death, you are like an unpredictable storm. Your hug can take away my soul. It might even sleep with sukoon. But let me write the exam of life with the ink of love and patience. Let me dip my quill in the bottle of hope and faith. Let me carve my destiny with my prayers and let me live until you come.
//And honey, even if death pulls us apart , you'll still rest in my proses. Just like those still fragrant withered roses.//
©pink_berry -
hanaan_
40w
Broken
Hear that lonesome whippoorwill
He sounds too blue to fly
The midnight train is whinin' low
I'm so lonesome, I could cry
I've never seen a night so long
When time goes crawlin' by
The moon just went behind the clouds
To hide its face and cry
Did you ever see a robin weep
When leaves begin to die?
Like me, he's lost the will to live
I'm so lonesome, I could cry
The silence of a fallin' star
Lights up a purple sky
And as I wonder where you are
I'm so lonesome, I could cry
©hanaan_ -
Waiting for everyone
Loving everyone wholeheartedly
Keep helping them
When all that they do is stabbing
On my back
Because I can't hate
If I hate, my soul starts hating me
So i'll love
I don't care for their opinion or
What they'll think about me
I'll just love everyone
Cause
God knows
Heaven knows
And somewhere deep down
You know
That u can't hate me
Cause i've never hurt you -
born_special_04
18w
LAST TIME
We fell in love, she made me mourning dove.
We we're like a love birds, now divided into numbers.
I given her my bloody soul, she trowed into dark hole
When ever i felt love is end less, she proved me that i am eventless
Her presence was sentfull, the truth is poisonous school.
She always spoke beautiful words, beauty never spoked about true.
The every tear in her absance was pure, she rubbed with toxic love.
I felt she is sure, she proved impure.
Her trust full words truned into lustfull words.
Her kisses was sweeter, now they trunned into scars mark which remember me she was cheater.
A cheater cant be a true lover.
Last time we met was a end to bloody tears...
@shafin
Born_special_004 -
sumiya_ 18w
PANIC ATTACK
Ever felt like your heart pounding , sweaty palms ,nausea , fear of loss of control or death ,trembling , crying without reason ! Panic attacks it is
Panic attacks typically begin suddenly, without warning. They can strike at any time
The best therapy available is, talk to your loved ones about how you feel
Moreover
Take a moment to see it, absorb it, identify it. Accept it,” that is ‘3-3-3 rule’ to manage the anxiety.
I just want to tell everyone who could relate to this ! Dont get stressed just visit a professional !
Better is to go for counseling sessions rather than being on medication.
And above all only you can help yourself
Keep yourself busy !
The louder you laugh the happier you will be
Stay strong ! Stay positive.
©sumiya_ -
You Lost Me !
You lost me when I kept crying because of you,
But you left me shattered all the way rather than wiping my tears.
You lost me when you failed to understand the reason of my silence, you think i was full of attitude but truly i was deeply hurt.
You lost me when you let me wait for your messages while you yourself replied others.
You lost me when you failed to understand my "I don't need anyone", I needed you at that very moment.
And You lost me when you keep looking for a reason to break this bond, while i just stood for a simple reason of love. -
elmonia
17w
Here we go again!
When tears overflows like a flood
And sweat flows in my hand like blood
And nobody can see my fear
Nobody can hear my cry, cause they are not near
They are not near to my wounded soul and broken heart
And I'm falling apart
Falling apart, cause I kept it in for too long
Only cause I believed I would stay strong
Yes, I believed in forever
But I also believe in never
I thought I would never feel pain anymore
But it came to knock on my door
I was afraid to open up for it
But I forgot about the window and that's where we meet
Right there and now it's hard to let it out
It's not even scared for my silly shouts
Oh my, my.... Here we go again!
©elmonia -
Wanna be my rainbow.
First overcome this
pitch dark clouds...
©his_aesthetic_ink -
On my bad days.
I need to trust myself
rather trying to find
leaning shoulders.
As perception , judgement ,
opinion and view of people
are mere gossips of their
convience.
For I know my struggle
and they're mere spectator
sports..
©his_aesthetic_ink
