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  • ambivertquki 8w

    Unfathomable abstract

    in the beginning of painting era
    I couldn't find my voice
    to tell the story
    how and what it's depicting
    then, I tried to hold a pen
    and explored myself
    and found the inner me
    the actual and damaged one
    emotionally and mentally
    and then spiritually
    and then physically
    confident but still messed
    and more authenticity

    then I began to translate
    each color on the canvas
    And began to complete
    the essence of life
    Besides the poetry

    ©ambivertquki

  • ambivertquki 8w

    when things get resolved
    there is no way
    to restart the dark agony
    for any evaluation

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  • ambivertquki 8w

    when a home is being like hell
    if heaven favors you a rose
    or with the courage
    or the blossom of love
    it gets burnt or destroyed
    within snap of quick seconds

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  • ambivertquki 8w

    if I couldn't find blame in others
    then there is infinite flaw
    in my existence

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  • ambivertquki 8w

    Who could know it?
    caretakers turn out
    to be the monsters

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  • ambivertquki 8w

    being positive means to accept the dark reality
    rather than labeling the low feelings invalid too

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  • ambivertquki 8w

    Worth of heart

    this heart hadn't been found
    the way it's meant to be secured
    if it could ever be found,
    it could be known by its worth
    it could be saved by its value
    it could be known for trying
    it could be known for bearing
    it could be felt by keeping emotions
    it could be felt what it went through
    the way it made this soul so quiet
    if it could ever be found,
    it could be saved from manipulation
    it could be saved from narcissism
    it could be saved without tricks
    somewhere, somehow,
    if it ever had been found,
    it gets misled in several ways
    because this heart kept secrets
    the emotional war,
    the toxic obedience,
    this narcissist cycle made all quiet
    nobody can predict sweet lies
    and others get trapped
    and blames survivors for suffering
    before they leave the door
    this heart hadn't been found
    ~eternally

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  • ambivertquki 8w

    this soul like other dark ones
    carrying the flashes
    time to time
    this heart like other dark ones
    went through a lot
    screaming and fighting
    for love and values
    but this fabrication filled gaps
    with the manipulation a lot

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  • ambivertquki 8w

    Q: What makes you feel good about love?

    She: It never left me in the chaos.

  • ambivertquki 8w

    this heart feels empty
    because it has been used
    but never been filled
    from its worth

    ©ambivertquki