When I'm gone dont tell me that you miss me, don't tell me i am beautiful and perfect As when i was here you called me ugly and unworthy. Please don't tell me you will miss me as you didn't value me. I never wanted to be perfect or compared with your kind of perfection. I'm far from it. Please don't tell me lovely words as they won't cover your actions Thanks
"what's she like" I used to think how hard can it be to explain what someone is like until I met you. God, you were so different. How do i even explain your spontaneous character?
Clueless staring at the sky, Comparing the shape of clouds with animals. Waiting at the side of the road just so that you can click "the perfect shot". Listening to Enrique, arijit and maneskin one after the other, Dear God your Playlist was a mess. Staying up all night binge watching dragon ball, I still cannot believe that you never saw Naruto. To be honest it was really hard to accept that you were into anime, haha. Buying a cake for yourself? No occasion whatsoever? Come on, I can't explain this even if I want to. And oh my god your eternal love for stars.
You know what? Maybe you were weird! Maybe you were different! But, You were perfect, Just the way you were. You made it pretty clear that we were not meant to be. It was hard to let go, to move on. And honesty I still think about you. Wouldn't be writing this otherwise.
Not that I still love you or anything tho. It's just that, I'm not used to "normal" anymore. I look for your "weird" everyplace I go.