Even though we don't talk anymore, I still admire you like I did before. Still you are someone important to me. Still i have respect for you. Still I care about you. Still I pray you're good Still I miss you the way I did on my lonely nights. Still I hope your soul will be in peace as in heaven. Still you hold that Place in my heart Nobody can have. Still i hope that you are going to look up at me one day. Still i hope that things will turn out as before. Still i hope that we are going to laugh together someday.
And then mostly I think that, maybe you have same things for me. Maybe those efforts are real. Maybe I'm not the one with this much of pain. Maybe oneday you are going to miss me the way i do. Maybe all those things you said is real as mine. Maybe i have to stop thinking this maybe.
But still my mind whirling around things, Even though i don't want to think any single thing. All i think is now I've refused to let you know all these things cause it doesn't matter to you. Because it's not important. Because you have other priorities now. Because i can stop thinking about you. Maybe everything Will be as good as before. Maybe there is still some time left between us. Maybe i don't have to write this things down. Maybe all this things is just one minute of my thinking. Who knows .
And lastly here i am hoping that all my hopes and maybe will turn into reality. Maybe all i said is fake as tomorrow's promises. Here I'm still thinking this endless loop of hopes and sorrows Here I'm with all my maybe and stills and also with causes caused by me. I've to go now. All my thinking have to go far away from me. Hope sooo.... 3 days to go
Char paayi pe aa utari he. Zindagi zinda lash bhari he. Rona likha gaya he rote he. Zimmadari to zimmadari he. Meri marzi jaha bhi sarf karu . Zindagi meri he tumhari he ? Dushmani ke hajaro darje he. Akhari darja rishtedaari he. —Afkar alvi❤️