You Are Mine
You are the infinite of my universe
You are the indefinite of my curse
You are the epitomy of my coerce
You are the journey of my traverse
You are everything I had ever hoped for
You are mine and so much more
©bemeekle
bemeekle
I use poetry to deal with PTSD
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Jacob, my military brother
I'm proud of you
I look up to you
No amount of pain ever brought you down
And when my tears roll out
I know you'll smile through
You're creating a life that we never knew
Was possible...
And when you leave please don't forget
How far you've come and don't you let
Anything ever make you feel tethered
You're free from the cage of your past
Now anything is possible
So spread your wings and fly
So high that you'll never
Fall back to the ground
Now you're gone and this old house
Is lost, without the sound
Of your voice, of your presence
Your laugh and your pleasant
Way of making everything okay
But I promise I'll make it through today
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Michael
I love how raw you are
Our conversations are bliss
I love how strong you are
You have no weakness
I love how funny you are
You're so hilarious
I love how true you are
So much trustworthiness
I love you, Michael
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Friend
You misused me
Not used- I allow myself to be used
No, you misused me, abused me
The pain still consumes me
Don't try to get through to me
Because loneliness makes me happy
It didn't used to be that way
I can still remember a day
A long time ago, memory a bag in the wind
When I was a person who wanted a friend
Well now I have seen how hurtful one can be
And that is why I'm better to be lonely
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Mom
You're going back to your favorite place
You're going back to your only safe space
You're still stuck in your sin
You're going back to prison
And I hope that you'll forgive me
Because that thought makes me feel free
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Mom
I am going to court to testify today
Against the hurt you caused your bay
And though this may prevent future pain
I still feel as if it is all in vain
Because every morning I will still wake to
Remember the ugly scars I have from you
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Leave with me
I was so determimed to be different
That I became one of the flock
This life hurt me so badly
My own heart has grown a lock
Will I ever make it out?
The only way I can find that key
Is if we leave
This town
This place
This life
This hate
Behind us
So leave with me <3
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An alibi I live by
I am barren and broken
Filled with words unspoken
You treated me like a token
Until I was left on empty
Am I really such an abnormality
When in critical confidentiality
And in all actuality
You are one of many who hurt me
It is a generational sin
To hurt each other over again
I wonder what is it that gives men
The right to use that self-justification
I want to become a recluse
After all of the abuse
Maybe that is another excuse
It is my favorite alibi to live by
©bemeekle
