bemeekle

I use poetry to deal with PTSD

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  • bemeekle 149w

    You Are Mine

    You are the infinite of my universe
    You are the indefinite of my curse
    You are the epitomy of my coerce
    You are the journey of my traverse
    You are everything I had ever hoped for
    You are mine and so much more
    ©bemeekle

  • bemeekle 149w

    Jacob, my military brother

    I'm proud of you
    I look up to you
    No amount of pain ever brought you down
    And when my tears roll out
    I know you'll smile through
    You're creating a life that we never knew
    Was possible...
    And when you leave please don't forget
    How far you've come and don't you let
    Anything ever make you feel tethered
    You're free from the cage of your past
    Now anything is possible
    So spread your wings and fly
    So high that you'll never
    Fall back to the ground
    Now you're gone and this old house
    Is lost, without the sound
    Of your voice, of your presence
    Your laugh and your pleasant
    Way of making everything okay
    But I promise I'll make it through today
    ©bemeekle

  • bemeekle 149w

    Michael

    I love how raw you are
    Our conversations are bliss
    I love how strong you are
    You have no weakness
    I love how funny you are
    You're so hilarious
    I love how true you are
    So much trustworthiness
    I love you, Michael
    ©bemeekle

  • bemeekle 149w

    Friend

    You misused me
    Not used- I allow myself to be used
    No, you misused me, abused me
    The pain still consumes me
    Don't try to get through to me
    Because loneliness makes me happy
    It didn't used to be that way
    I can still remember a day
    A long time ago, memory a bag in the wind
    When I was a person who wanted a friend
    Well now I have seen how hurtful one can be
    And that is why I'm better to be lonely
    ©bemeekle

  • bemeekle 149w

    Mom

    You're going back to your favorite place
    You're going back to your only safe space
    You're still stuck in your sin
    You're going back to prison
    And I hope that you'll forgive me
    Because that thought makes me feel free
    ©bemeekle

  • bemeekle 150w

    Mom

    I am going to court to testify today
    Against the hurt you caused your bay
    And though this may prevent future pain
    I still feel as if it is all in vain
    Because every morning I will still wake to
    Remember the ugly scars I have from you
    ©bemeekle

  • bemeekle 150w

    Leave with me

    I was so determimed to be different
    That I became one of the flock
    This life hurt me so badly
    My own heart has grown a lock
    Will I ever make it out?
    The only way I can find that key
    Is if we leave
    This town
    This place
    This life
    This hate
    Behind us
    So leave with me <3
    ©bemeekle

  • bemeekle 150w

    An alibi I live by

    I am barren and broken
    Filled with words unspoken
    You treated me like a token
    Until I was left on empty

    Am I really such an abnormality
    When in critical confidentiality
    And in all actuality
    You are one of many who hurt me

    It is a generational sin
    To hurt each other over again
    I wonder what is it that gives men
    The right to use that self-justification

    I want to become a recluse
    After all of the abuse
    Maybe that is another excuse
    It is my favorite alibi to live by
    ©bemeekle