2022Jan17 #wod These are some reminders in my diary from last year. I don't really like writing about the lessons of my mistakes but growing up, I thought it was necessary to keep track cause I noticed patterns of my mistakes and the people's personality who comes into my life. I am not used to thinking for myself but now that I do, I felt #brave . Brave to face more of this life's challenges. Brave to come out of my comfort zone. Brave to let go and move on.
~When you're often betrayed, sexualized, and disrespected by people, you learn and learn and learn until you truly learn your lesson. Know that there are dysfunctional people and the key to escape from their bait is to not let them have things their way. Start saying no and see what they'll do next. Patterns are real but try hard to not let them show you those. It is better to leave early with minimal damage than leave later with physical, mental, or emotional trauma. Lastly, everything starts with yourself. Respect and love yourself so you can know how it is to give those to yourself so you will know who to avoid and who to let inside. Cause if you don't see your worth, you'll only give what those self-absorbed people will want and you'll start to lose sight of your judgment. Be soft but defensive. Don't be afraid to put rude people where they belong, outside your life. Let egoistic people be with someone they love the most, themselves not you. Normalize healthy boundaries.
This collab is about two lover talking to each other. They were beautiful together but something wasn't quite right for them. //-//~person 1 And -- ~person 2 Tbvh I loved doing this work with you vamp aka pappu @maiatamarain Moreover ig collab is less about poetry and more about how well we both have understood each other and ig we did well for this❤ This was first collab attempt for both of us. What you guys think about it?
I remember listening to you for the first time when was in fourth grade, I guess. I was totally mesmerised by Kareena-Shahid's onscreen chemistry and their mad rain dance. Gradually, you had become my go to song and I had completely fallen in love with you and would listen to you every single night to feel calmed and relaxed.
But it was only until this year (almost 14 years now) that could grasp your real worth, the essence that you hold and the idea that you wanted to talk about! Now I've gotten a better understanding of you, which has helped me understand myself even better. So I'd like to THANK YOU!!
~ना है ये पाना, ना खोना ही है~
Thank you for making me understand that my feeling does not need any approval or reciprocation, it is absolutely within me and so neither can i get it from someone (approval) nor can i loose it to someone (rejection).
~तेरा ना होना जाने, क्यूँ होना ही है~
Thank you for letting me wholeheartedly connect with both- the feeling, I have and the one for whom I have it.
~आँखों में आँखें तेरी, बाहों में बाहें तेरी, मेरा ना मुझमें कुछ रहा~
Thank you for giving me a reason to cherish the beautiful memories and making me understand that these memories are sufficient enough for me to live and exist.
~मैं कहीं भी जाता हूँ तुमसे ही मिल जाता हूँ~
Thank you for giving me this little bubble of joy, that wherever I go, whatever I do, this feeling that I have and the one for whom I have it, will always remain with me, if not physically, then atleast emotionally in my heart!! And thankyou for celebrating the beauty of loving someone, even when the person doesn't love you back!
I really hope we could someday meet and dance together madly under the rain, and cherish the moments that we've spent with our loved ones or hope for memorable moments with you filled with endless smiles.