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I want to see clearly every expression on your face,
And may be this way it won't shatter the heart.
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I write and I write and I write but no matter how many words come from my thoughts they never seem to encompass anything I'm feeling ever. It's as if the perfect words and phrasing needed to explain my brain are just out of reach. And the more I write the worse it gets, it feels like. The more words I put down, trying to explain the gaping hole inside of me, the further and further I feel like I am to showing how I truly feel. How come no matter how many words I use it never seems to fully describe the things that go on in my mind? How can I be able to explain someone my own brain if I can't assemble it into words? How am I supposed to find the words I need to get my point across?
#miraquill #writersnetwork #pod #wod
And all I can tell you is that
Sometimes it feels like my brain is eating away my heart.
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To use all the things I possess,
To measure my worth,
Is being oblivious to the truth.
My hands will be empty
When I leave this Earth! -
You make my heart feel shredded into pieces
But you also make it feel so complete and whole.
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And all I can do is hope
That when you close your eyes
Your mind is filled
With thoughts of me.
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The only thing it brought,
Was PAIN and a BROKEN HEART.
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I may not be tired enough to go to bed,
but I know I'm tired enough to shut everything down and drop everything and just leave this place once and for all.
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If you look at her closely
You can see how fake her smile really is
And you can see all the wreckage behind her fake smile.
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For darling
Not all use words,
Some use silence
To cut through
The uproars of pain!
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And when did it happen?
You know, that feeling
When we became afraid to fly
Because we saw the ceiling before the sky.
And when did it happen?
You know, that feeling
When we became afraid to grow
Because we saw before the high the lowest low.
#mirakee #writersnetwork #pod
And when did it happen?
You know, that feeling
When we became afraid to dream
Because we saw no point in it as it may seem.
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I can never forget you
And the moments we had
Everything about us was special
Even though we are not meant to be together.
I can never have you in my life
Without you, I will be barely alive
But I can live writing about you and us
Maybe this will heal me to some extent.
I can never ask you to stay
Because I know there is no way
For us to be together
So I will wait for you, somewhere in the parallel world.
I can never tell you
What you mean to me
Because I guess telling you
will never change our destiny.
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thelonesurvivor
16w
Read MoreA gratitude post to a small family I found here��❤️
Mentioning everyone here is difficult because I am not good at memorising. Give me sometime.❤️
It's been 5 years I guess since I am here on Miraquill. I started writing to express what I feel and I am not that good at it. I am an introvert and from my childhood, till now I don't share what I am feeling with anyone. When I was a child, I used to write letters to Mom and Dad if I wanted to tell them something. Often got scolded for doing so. This thing will always be with me I guess till the day I die. I used to write on Instagram, and one of my friends suggested me this app, I came here and started writing whatever I felt. I am not good at grammar and vocab. I am still learning. And you all are giving me the strength to do so. Sometimes I think it's not that good but all your comments and praises motivate me to do good. It tells me it is okay to be simple. To be honest, I don't understand some of the poetries because of my weak vocab but I have saved them to understand and learn from them. And I will do better with your help. Thank you to all of you for reading my posts and giving me your reviews. Thank you for motivating me. Thank you for being here on this platform. I never interacted with anyone on this platform and I don't know anyone here. But I feel great whenever I write something and reading your comments is add ons to my happiness. Even if I am sad and upset, reading these posts gives me the strength to be strong. I am grateful to be here with people who understand me even if it's through the writeups only. Truly blessed to be around lovely people like you all. Thank you for being here and showering your love and support on a rookie like me. And thank you miraquill to let me be here. Love you all. ❤️
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A male bestfriend
I had a male best frnd...
Who listened to all my shouts...
Who heard all my silences...
Who healed all my wounds...
And cured all my pain...
Who wiped all my tears...
And smiled all my fears...
Who typed all my words..
And Skyped all my thoughts...
Who read my eyes...
And answered my why's...
Who loved my silliness...
And completed my emptiness...
Who knew my flaws...
And flaunted my laws...
Who liked my voice...
And siked my noise...
Who adored my choice...
And commented noicee...
Who was exactly what I ever longed for...
And remained exactly what I ever prolonged for....
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his_aesthetic_ink
16w
Read MoreWhen you ask for forgiveness one
is asking for guidance. When you're
forgiven , you're guided.
Taken from Ustad Nouman Ali Khan lecture.
The Religion of Your Father - Prophet Ibrahim (AS) Series
Episode 14
#bayyinah_institute #Nouman_Ali_KhanAsking for forgiveness and
asking for guidance.
Is one and the same..
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a_cosmicwitch
16w
And don't we all deserve to be loved, in our own special ways.. so why should I hold you in the past, where none of us exist anymore. I deserve to be free,.. and so do you.
I wish you find your happily ever after.
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_writeria__
16w
Read MoreI feel bad for us,
The way we ended,
Because I never saw darkness while watching the stars with you,
Because I never felt how bad it hurts when I touched the thorn loaded roses with you,
Because I always thought that love is always like spring and storms has nothing to do with it,
Because I wanted us till the very end.©_writeria__
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iamanshu
170w
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Little did I know that I would fall somewhere, Even knew that I would be standing back,
But i did not know that after falling,
I would be alone in that "us" word.
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But how?
It was couplets at 3pm.
It was sunny outside,
But the room was filled with complete darkness.
Like my life.
Was asleep in that darkness,
And was likewise in a dark dream.
I Was on the point of freeing myself from me.
Was probably crying.
Sitting in front of the mirror, I just rebuked that
I have to go open the chains.
But where to go?
Maybe to live life.
But I am living that.
Well, does a bird in a cage also have a life?
One minute was I crying?
No i don't cry
No, it was not me, it could not be me.
Probably yes, but I was not so.
And what kind of chains?
Then I was realise that I am bound by the chains made of fear, memories, love and deception and I just want to be free.
But how?..
©anshujain -
❤️
I like one thing about the problems that
They are exactly like the story.
They began because they end!
And eventually give us a moral.
©iamanshu -
his_aesthetic_ink
17w
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Depression
Depression and misery
is inseperable from the
man who disobey ALLAH .
I thought to come up
with this topic a long
time ago but i couldn't
as i was unable to
write this messed up
thoughts of mine but
Alhamdulillah ❤️ I will
try to put my best efforts to
make this topic easy
to read, understand
and ponder upon the
blessings of Almighty
Allah which you , and i
have taken for
granted .
I will be real with words
rather beating around
the bush I myself
was dragging
close to depression
lately I've realised I'm
victim of my thoughts
and it's devil's Whispers
which is preying upon
my soul as It's sheer
fact and only possible
enemy of believing
soul is SHAYTAN alone.
Irony of today's ummah
everyone is depressed
with something or other
might be with grades ,
dream job , physical
appearance, acceptance
by society , market
fluctuations, validation
with self, marriage, departure
of their loved one's ,
childrens, health on
and on and on .
Mainly we all are screwed
up for wrong reasons
and taken this duniya
and it's people way
too seriously than required
whenever there's a problem
instead of seeking help from
Almighty Allah we are
relying upon false hopes
which isn't serving the
purpose for instance
youth are getting
addicted to drugs ,
fellow sisters are
hooking upon virtual
world (dramas , tik tok,
social media) , and parents
are too busy in making ends
meet as everyone is busy
with their own reasons
initially it gives
you bliss in pleasing
your NAFS and the
hangover is temporary
later happiness is unheard
in life as depression and
misery is synonymous to
sinner.
A person in sin
gets the thrill, wholesome
bliss and it gets adverse
effects on soul as a result
which worsens the relationship
between you and Almighty
Allah and you won't be
under his shade of mercy
and you feel hallow and numb ,
you will be alive yet dead
inside as a matter of
fact your NAFS will
overpower you and
we'll be controlled by
it as you and I are
blinded by our own
ignorance none to be
complained expect
we alone .
Clearly Almighty Allah has
caution the Mankind in Al Qur'an
AL QUR'AN SURAH
TAHA VERSE [20:124]
وَمَنْ أَعْرَضَ عَن ذِكْرِي فَإِنَّ لَهُ مَعِيشَةً ضَنكًا وَنَحْشُرُهُ يَوْمَ الْقِيَامَةِ أَعْمَىٰ - 20:124
Stating
" And whoever turns away from My remembrance - indeed, he will have a DEPRESSED LIFE, and We will gather
him on the Day of Resurrection blind ".
So we are alone responsible
For this Depression as we
know we have a problem
and we turned deaf, dumb
and blind in not acknowledging
the solution which clearly
says we failed to remember
Almighty Allah and taken his
blessing for granted which
HE ( ALLAH) bestowed
upon us.
You and I are to be
blamed for our messed
up depressed life in not
seeking guidance from
Almighty Allah.
As today's Salah is turning
into mere obligation as
we have lost connection
with Almighty Allah (SWT).
With pity issues we are so
frustrated and gets
agitated there by losing
our cool , some find
escape through pills
few find through
intoxicants , and each
one of us try to find
excuse to pleases our
NAFS .
Mostly we are depressed
for wrong reasons today
it is mostly relate with
worldly affairs i wish Ummahtis
ponder upon the blessings
of Almighty Allah yet we
only complain this is the
sad reality of today's
ummah we are living in.
To all those Ummahthi who
are going through this phase
let me tell you something
Almighty Allah didn't lose
hope in you neither
he has taken you for
granted he loves you
more than anyone else
loves you it's a bad phase
not a bad life afterall this
isn't Jannah tests and
trails are part of
believers life.
This is evident in Holy Quran in Surah Al Baqarah : Chapter 2 Ayat 155
وَلَنَبْلُوَنَّكُم بِشَيْءٍ مِّنَ الْخَوْفِ وَالْجُوعِ وَنَقْصٍ مِّنَ الْأَمْوَالِ وَالْأَنفُسِ وَالثَّمَرَاتِ ۗ وَبَشِّرِ الصَّابِرِينَ - 2:155
"And We will surely test you with something of fear and hunger and a loss of wealth and lives and fruits, but give good tidings to the patient" .
Hold on Sabr , seek refuge in
Almighty Allah by glorifying
HIM through Salah and by
counting the blessing rather
complaining of ifs and buts.
Here is any incident which
happened to our Prophet
Muhammad (may peace be upon him) Prophet did not receive
any revelation from
Almighty Allah scholars
cited it as taken 12 , 15,
19 , 25 , 40 days some
even says 6 months
without any revelation
in these days Prophet(SAW)
didn't see any dream ,
either Angel Jibril came
and so Prophet(SAW)
thought that Almighty
Allah (SWT) hates him ,
he thought Almighty
Allah (SWT) does not
want him as NABI
anymore so all the
thoughts were coming
in his mind .
So what did Almighty Allah say?
Almighty Allah revealed this Surah....
Allah said "WAD - DUHA"
By the sun and the
morning in its
blazing glory ..
Surah 93 Ad -Dhuaa -
By The Morning Brightness
سمِ اللَّهِ الرَّحمنِ الرَّحيمِ
وَالضُّحَى - 93:1
وَاللَّيْلِ إِذَا سَجَى - 93:2
مَا وَدَّعَكَ رَبُّكَ وَمَا قَلَى - 93:3
وَلَلْآخِرَةُ خَيْرٌ لَّكَ مِنَ الْأُولَى - 93:4
وَلَسَوْفَ يُعْطِيكَ رَبُّكَ فَتَرْضَى - 93:5
أَلَمْ يَجِدْكَ يَتِيمًا فَآوَى - 93:6
وَوَجَدَكَ ضَالًّا فَهَدَى - 93:7
وَوَجَدَكَ عَائِلًا فَأَغْنَى - 93:8
فَأَمَّا الْيَتِيمَ فَلَا تَقْهَرْ - 93:9
وَأَمَّا السَّائِلَ فَلَا تَنْهَرْ - 93:10
وَأَمَّا بِنِعْمَةِ رَبِّكَ فَحَدِّثْ - 93:11
Translation
1.By the morning brightness.
2.And [by] the night when it covers with darkness.
3.Your Lord has not taken leave of you, [O Muhammad], nor has He detested [you].
4.And the Hereafter is better for you than the first [life].
5.And your Lord is going to give you, and you will be satisfied.
6.Did He not find you an orphan and give [you] refuge?
7.And He found you lost and guided [you],
8.And He found you poor and made [you] self-sufficient.
9.So as for the orphan, do not oppress [him].
10.And as for the petitioner, do not repel [him]
11.But as for the favor of your Lord, report [it].
In this Surah Almighty
Allah is conversing with Prophet Muhammad
that Almighty Allah
is always with him
and giving hopes
that he hasn't taken
Prophet for granted .
This implies to all of us .
So be patient and be steadfast
by performing Salah and count
your blessings .
Indeed in his remembrance
(dhikrullah) our hearts find
rest.....❤️
Remind to be remembered....DEPRESSION is the
sign of weak IMAN
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