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  • bhootni 13w

    To the cracked rhythm of my heartbeat
    resting on the nature's fluff,
    We may not share the same sky,
    the warm buzz or the horror in our dreams,
    But trust me, I see your smile every morning
    when I open my eyes, golden and warm,
    The gloom radiating through the moon's changing phases,
    I watch your stars wrap me up in darkness,
    Blinding me from every worldly despair,
    The dawn comes following the night,
    leading me closer to you, narrowing my sight
    while the stars blur out in the past.
    Every passing breeze whispers about you;
    Be blessed with my every dust of rusty hope.
    The summer pollen guides me to your cherry blossom
    But you were gone long away .

    Don't be down, I'm right behind your back,
    A night without the moon is scary.

    But maybe, we never were far, but the darkness
    kept us isolated dumb little kids, all delusional.
    Or maybe I was dreaming all along and there's no you?
    What was golden and warm? An eternal dream just broken.
    ©Oishee




    Makes sense? ABSOLUTELY NOT.

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    "Two poles are meant to stay apart"
    Maybe because they were never separate to begin with?

  • bhootni 41w

    Hi people! I'm zinda.

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    They say I'm cursed, bad for health.
    The cracks once home to strange colourful flowers
    are now filled with mud and dirt .
    Walls painted with the fragrance of cologne
    now give out foul smell of dead rats.
    The jacaranda tree at the end of the street
    once crowded with affection
    is dead with despair now.
    Devoured by the darkness of hearts,
    I've forgotten the warmth of life.

    I'm the long forgotten street
    Once witnessed souls blending together,
    Now abandoned by everyone.
    Salty emotions sucked by the walls
    Keeping me alive yet my charms are paralyzed
    I long for destruction but my hopes are alive
    That someday someone will come,
    cross the heart of mine,
    Might chase the fear away of others hearts.
    Maybe...
    someday soon?
    ©Oishee

  • bhootni 64w

    Posting this just to let you all know that I'm still alive��✌️

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  • bhootni 72w

    Nya saal ki bht bht subh kamanaye sabhi ko ��


    (Sorry for posting this again, dopehr wali delete ho gyi thi galti se)
    @someone_alive firse le ��

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  • bhootni 73w

    I wasn't sleeping, I wasn't awake either;
    Paralyzed memories, floating around
    in my dark cold room, kicking my subconscious mind,
    forcing my eyes to open wide and peep into the world of nightmares.

    Shining ghosts from the past,
    Licking the salt my tears gave up.
    The young yet haggard soul of mine crying of guilt
    Trying to escape the cage of life
    But the heartbeats chained it to the walls of the cage.

    I'm a breathing corpse with a wet pillow under a dustbin
    Which creates mess and stabs my heart with the sharp reality.

    Nights are beautiful, maybe because they never lie!
    Sweet memories framed with awful lies,
    The discoloured present with toxic thoughts,
    The future turning into the Bermuda triangle.
    Every night, the room experiences silent screams
    of a soul struggling to free itself from the
    suffocating and spherical world of monsters.
    And gradually turns life into dry alphabets,
    Balancing between lines of an unevenly torn piece of page,
    Page meant to bid the world a good bye,
    A suicide note.
    ©Oishee


    Thanks for the like WN ����

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    Maybe,
    Night's the greatest enemy of life.

  • bhootni 76w

    One night, when the stars gathered
    enough power to shine the brightest,
    Compared to the other nights,
    She woke up and went to the roof,
    Hoping she could get a glance of
    the close one she lost.
    She looked up, trying hard to see
    Whether anyone is hiding between
    the stars, and watching her.
    But she found none.
    When the whole city was dead asleep,
    She kept searching for the person
    She loved the most,
    She needed the most beside her.
    She screamed her lungs out
    Not caring about her surroundings,
    "Maa, are you there? Can you see me?
    Can you see my condition without you?
    Why did you leave me in this cruel world
    when you knew they would kill me when you're away?
    Can't you see the love for you in my eyes?
    Can't you feel the pain my heart's choking on?
    Why aren't you answering maa?"
    She cried a lot that night.
    She was a kid, with a heart where
    her innocence mixed with pain,
    Which gave out blue tears out of her blooming eyes.

    She realized that night,
    The world is an awful lie, where liers
    rule their kingdom of profits and deception.
    No city of stars exist,
    No dead people live there,
    She was just a kid,
    whose nonsense heart ate all the lies people spitted
    When she refused to accept the reality.

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    The way he looked into her eyes for the first time,
    Verses of nature started melting into raindrops of metaphors.

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  • bhootni 77w

    Senseless like my existence.

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    And darling,
    All my hopes died between the love letters I wrote to you
    Leaving behind regrets on my diary
    ©bhootni

  • bhootni 77w

    Recalling those faces,
    Familiar yet unfamiliar
    I looked down
    From the roof of the skyscraper.
    The chaotic world seemed so little.
    The clock was ticking breathlessly,
    Eagerly running to snatch away someone's life.
    11:57 p.m
    More three minutes for me to turn 18.
    I felt my heart choking on memories
    My breathe getting slower with every passing seconds
    I started losing all the hope to see
    The sunrise of my 18th birthday
    Everything paused, my vision blurred
    The glorious world gradually drowned in darkness
    My eyes filled with salty tears of fear,
    Fear of the upcoming tragedy on my family.
    Silence spread, nothing could be heard
    Except my heart, screaming for some more time
    Death knocked on my shoulder
    My heart beat for the last time
    Death stood in front of me, coldly.
    It spread it's arms, embraced me like
    The very first day my mother did.
    “Time to leave for the land of peace,
    Little girl”, said death.
    I looked down at the moving people
    For the last time and said,
    “Let's leave, I'm ready”.

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  • bhootni 81w

    @cosines teacher��

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