My anxiety sits in a corner of my heart Caged but pricking like a persistent dart I struggle to make it one with my mind But it detaches itself as a different kind So I'm left to cater to the raging feelings Of railing fears, budding doubts and dealings
Theres a transparent ocean in your eyes Though which I behold your depth of lies It bleeds through the blue orbs like red blood And my heart shatters with each rising sun I crave they rather be murky brown waters So I could decieve myself of no clutters
I have never known the address of your heart So it could be mine forever with no missing part The veins that lead hide and shrink from me Like snakes cautious of a predator's machete I search each green line with rising despair For I know not the key for your heart to repair
1. Out of sight, out of mind 2. Absence makes the heart grow fonder
Without you, life is going to be tough Your virtual presence is not enough Frightening is the thought of losing you If you think I feel insecure, it's true You'll receive love no matter where you go and like a bright refulgent star you'll glow We do not know how long this phase will be But certain things I can clearly foresee Soon, I may become a blur; that's my fear Some heartbreaking news I may get to hear In due course you may find a better mate I might be abandoned and left to my fate The thought scares me though you're faithful and kind Haven't you heard, "Out of sight, out of mind?"