All I can say is
Break my heart please break it now
Before it could go and love again
Abandon me in the crowded rooms
Were people stare because
I don't want to feel alone
Don't Give me something I could cry about
Take back all the fairytales
That you have brought
©charvy
charvy
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I think something is wrong with you
I am looking into your eyes
They are becoming someone new
You were talking and suddenly
You ran out of words to say
I was waiting for you on the stairs
But you decided not to stay
You can tell me if you are hurt
Tell me if you are going to leave
So I can prepare my heart
©charvy -
Don't huge the pillow you still have me
I know what you are afraid to be
I know you cried yourself to sleep yesterday
And I know you do this everyday
I see every tear that you wipe
The cut on your wrist was from kitchen knife
I know I promised you I will not ask again
But I can't see you in so much pain
These pills can't bring the smile back
But I will try to fix every crack
Even after so much struggle with life
You act as my happy wife
©charvy -
Listen to my part of story
Things that reminds me about you
I use to hate them all but
Now when I look back
All I see is endless love
Where is all the grudge that
I was holding all this time
I use to avoid the memories
But seems like I have given up on you
It's feel okay to play the music
That hold your essence
I no longer see your face in people
Your name doesn't make me pale
There are hours when you don't cross my mind
I see you and feel happy
It's funny to think how
You were almost my something.
©charvy -
I like to sit in silence when
All the shadows comes alive
In the dark hours of night
I fear nothing except myself
The shadows make me feel home
I don't feel left out or alone
I like to sit in chaos when
The wind move to fast like
The ones that goes through my heart
The storm inside becomes reality
Black clouds, heavy rain
No guilt, no pain
©charvy -
Frustrated I slipped into shadows
The thought of not having you
Made all the metaphors true
The cold wind made the feeling stronger
I don't want to be lonely again
The heartache, the pain...
All I could think about was you
Suddenly a warm presence
Started an illusion covering your absence
The nameless love embraced me
And all the emptiness was permeated
My destiny was anticipated
So the stars gazed at me helplessly
The universe gathered around me
And the possibility of infinity didn't scared me
But everything started fading away
With the sense of loss and betray as I recall
But the night sky left me before I could fall
©charvy -
Seems like you forgot again dear
Your wallet at home
The kiss on the forehead
Hurts a lot when your heart is on edge
I know I should say no but
There is no one else to call my home
I saw those text you sent last night
Wishing I remain out of your sight
There are things I remain silent about
But you are removing all my doubt
I can't leave you with that reason
But our love is stuck in winter season
©charvy -
The fluster of autumn leaves
Tears her parched heart
She was yearning for the rain
Her presence was neglected
By the cold winds
Leaving her with agitation
Of being replaceable
The dismal weather
Withered the last petal
Of her love..
©charvy -
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I remembered you again today
After trying to forget you everyday
The memories are still in my head
Stuck like your favourite song
switching between right and wrong
Playing all the stories
Where you were mine
I still sometimes wish upon the shooting star
But we both know our worlds are apart
Your brown eyes are filled with guilt
You knew you broke something that I built
The saudade still makes you uncomfortable
But in my fantasies you still stayed
You were looking in my eyes
Not the other way.
©charvy -
Invisible
I lost my poems to you
I love how you make me red
And my heart blue
What I see on your face
I wish it was true
I can't blame you my love
I was always invisible to you
©charvy
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Saudade
And even though He comes,
Every night,
In His carriage of gold,
Silver horses and,
A free dancing red whip-
But the moment,
The dreadful Sun wakes,
And He disappears into its rays-
Leaving a wave of deep saudade,
That washes over me-
Yearning for the Dusk,
And the high tides,
On which He rides home to me.
©mariswritings -
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Dear diary,
For someone like me who feared talking about past or incidents that froze me whenever it crossed my mind, I was an empty boat broken enough to never travel alone, you became my anchor, my support.
When everytime my voice choked and tears stopped me from being free of the burden of negative thoughts, you rescued me and made sure I was never weighed down again.
I never really appreciated you and your patience, but Thank you for being there for me from the time when I was in pieces and hopeless, failing to articulate words about how I felt to now when I can write and talk to you about anything. You made me grow and I know you are proud of the person I have become.
All this time when I was busy running behind people, the ones who pretended to be happy and whole, I barely realised that some empty pages with my scribbled incidents would love me more, heal me, and solve the puzzle of happiness that I could never do on my own.
©unleashing_feelings -
lilac_lily 76w
through all that loss
amidst all the feelings of losing something, someone, or just many at the same time
maybe life is about losing
It becomes necessary to lose
'cause the more we lose,
the closer we get to ourselves
©dabria -
insane_memer_ 100w
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chadorw 76w
This heart has not learnt
The new tune;
It just keeps on repeating
The missed beats
Whenever you showed up!
©chadorw -
chadorw 76w
This winter too shall pass
Like the last winter
Cold and lifeless
Without you~
©chadorw -
pallavi4 76w
Letter to oblivion
To oblivion,
You are a dark yawning void lost
In the depths of despair
A constant state of nothingness
That in the face of the abyss stares
The weight of the profound silence
Is a necessity you constantly bear
The voracious murkiness of being
A part yet not being there
I am in you and you in me
Both of us are universally compared
To the obscurity of destitution
And the shadowy recesses left bare
When in the face of destruction
Sordid thoughts at obscurity stare
Vitality stagnates when you loom large
Mindless sinful crevices life impair
Yours gratefully,
Pallavi
@pallavi4
19th of February, 2021
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pallavi4 76w
Letter to my empathy
To my empathy,
Deep seated you reside cocooned
From the outer world concealed
You soften all my rough edges
Helping me understand others in need
Being able to empathise with another
And having the ability to their mood read
Sympathising alone isn’t enough
When another’s feelings you can feel
Thank you for everything you do for me
Pallavi
@pallavi4
20th of February, 2021
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the_homeless 109w
I was standing by your side,
but you didn't even realised.
I wanted to hold you tight,
But you were busy in the fight.
Although the sun was shining bright,
I was fighting the tide;
Which was killing me from inside.
I wanted to call you out of fright,
But then only I realised
That
You are a free flowing river
And I was the one captivated by it's side.
©the_homeless
