And if you are struggling with your heart, give it some time, give it some space. Everything will eventually fall in place. If not, talk about it. With anyone you trust. I am there too :)) #oozingoneliners
I open my eyes every morning to my mother's voice talking to me like the moon talks about stars. Her voice tricky and homely at the same time. The sleep in my mind instantly clashing against the light coming from the window, my mom just pulled the curtain from. I sit down, on some days, shout at her too. She replies to my scream by bringing me a glass of warm water to my table. Our conversation ends there almost immediately, mine from guilt and hers from non-chalance.
I watch my mother everyday carrying nothing but a charm of her own, amidst hundreds of fault my family layers upon her and her existence. When we talk, we talk about everything. The 'everything' which churns my heart into another phase of reality. She talks about how her heart was burnt continuously until the pieces transformed into sharp shards of pain. She tells me about her tears, how dried up they are from crying everynight since she became a woman. Her silence makes me wonder when was the last time she smiled from her heart. The ignorance led me to the blue I never felt till eternity.
Here is a sonnet from my mother's point of view:
//The blazing sun runs back and ahead, With a fear avoided of burning in agape. I ask you O' sun, how did I end up in the shed Being devoid of your rays they scrape? Why do I need to gulp my vehemence And starve from kindness in the dark While each of my neighbour spit hatred in salience? My father etched in my heart, a mark, Parallel to the skies and bondings they art I walk by the fine line of love in my soul My mind stronger than stars, shattered is my heart. I bathe alongside the cursed rivers of foul Which took away my dreams in a pace. Home gone, life gone, all I live for is my children's brace.//
Her ringlets drown inside the courtyards of metaphors while inking the tales of womanhood and hopes; She meditates inside the barnyard of the courage while my intractable eyes can't squander the time to explore her verses more and more
Balladries portrayed on her melancholy pierce the heart inside a lone castle while I moan holding her syllables and I smile when she adorn that lone castle with some jingling lexicons
When the gaze of Medusa turns men into stones near the suburb of her verses my heart twangles and relapses but she lightens a candle of love While scribbling about the story of Apollo and Daphne
Hello Sadiah, wishing you a very happy birthday. Many many happy returns of the day. With some popsicles and many chocolates. @daphnae
You're sunshine, You're the most mesmerizing sky, You're the whiff of soil after the rain, You're the calm of the evening and the smile of the storm, You're the mystery resting between two lovers At the same time the discovery of the most beautiful planet, You're the silent lane hugged by nature somewhere in the silence of the world And at the same time a human holding the whole world in her eyes, You're the hope during the rage and the revolution during dead quiet, You're the most awaited 11:11, You're the month of October : it's my maa's favourite month and she says that it's here all seasons mix and form the most soothing time, You're the strength holding the bridges to the paths and the fragility of the flower, You're everything good and everything this world lacks, W O N D E R @daphnae
Time flies like a bird that sings at night and travels at day when we've the best people around us. And yaara you've been the best I could've ever asked for. You lovely lil lamplight shine above our heads day and night and the words you utter become songs and tales one can never forget. And the one who says, "Oh to take someone in an art gallery while they admire you more than the hanging portraits there" is the one with the most artistic of hearts I've ever seen. You're the aura of love and radiance that makes everyone a fan of your persona. Just keep smiling the way you do and you're utterly amazing. Happy birthday yaara and hope you stay happy forevaaaa!
Happyyy birthday yaaraaa and just keep smiling and stayy happy forever! Enjoyyy❤️ @daphnae
Forever and ever I've seen you grow. You've flourished more than anyone can know. You've twinkled in the sky and have shined brightly as if you're dancing upon clouds rightly. Trembling through winds that shake folks up, you've stood tall in the storm all day and night. You're an inspiration and a star too bright. In darkness of this world you look like a ray of light. Words can never tell who you're in sight of your friends. You're like an ocean with no visible ends. You're all we have and all we cherish. Wish you happy birthday jaan from your beloved Larzish. Just rise and rise and go across the skies where in the arms of prosperity your destination lies. Just bloom like a flower you've always been. And a magic felt deep yet left unseen. Just love yourself and brace your beauty, coz I love you beyond infinity.
And here's something more for ya in Assamese (Oh ya Google helped me) :
chirdinsukhi howk aru bapkovaave hanhib nizke bhal paon aru adhik hanhib
Many Many Congratulations on your special day. I wish that this year, your smile widens, your happiness grows and your heart, it remains the same, pure as ever. You're a beautiful person, a chirpy soul and kind hearted. Here's a little dedication for you -
(D)etermined to change the world with her (A)dmirable kind nature, little rosy hands and her (P)erky peaceful smile, beautiful as the crescent moon, (H)er eyes shining bright as fireflies on a dark lost night, (N)oble in her deeds, she's an angelic being like an, (A)lluring little cloud as pure as a white lily, (E)manating positive hopeful poetries in the sky.
I wish you endless joy and peace. I wish that all your wishes come true my sadiah. I remember the first time we talked on discord and you said that you've always wanted to talk to me as if it was a big thing, but the truth is I have always wanted to talk to you too. It's my pleasure and I feel so lucky to have you in my life. Imagine how the stars must've have aligned to make us meet with each other. And through this letter I wanna thank those stars too, the ones who brought us where we are. Remember you're strong, and you're more than what you appear to be and world's strengths and powers reside within you.
With warmth and love. (And loads of cakes and chocolates) Always by your side, Harshita / @_firefly
I met you when I was like a wilted flower. Bruised and lone. When the only thing I knew was how the world is not a kind place to live in. It haunts you. It breaks you, and leaves you alone until you learn to stand on your own. And I knew I could never heal or forget or move on. But then, I met you here. I met a girl, with the most vibrant and beautiful smile. A girl, who would adorn the comment section, just by her presence. A girl who would shower people with praises and appreciations, covered in an infinite love. Every day I noticed it all, and the immature person in me wanted you to notice me as well. And the day I commented on your post for the first time, you replied saying "Goddd. Thank you so much you beautiful soul". And that day I knew how happiness smells like. Like you.
There was a time when you were gone, so was I. But when you returned, you weren't only the sweet, kind, and buoyant Sadiah I knew. You were stronger, even kinder, and even more optimistic. There was love in your poetries, but even pain in those metaphors. I wanted to tell you, how proud I am of you, For you've been very strong. I wanted to tell you, that your beautiful existence, your words, and you as a whole, inspire me. But I could never. And the day I tagged you in my post, you got to know, how much I admired you. And maybe it was my turn. To read words, woven from your kindness. You told me, "Real life and virtual life are different. Dont trust people, I want you to be careful and happy. you sweet creature. love you so much." (Well the post was related to this topic, do yeah :p) And that day I realised why mirakee felt home.
I always thought our bond is that of a text, a voice message, calls, poetries, and kindness. But when you appreciate me, when you write 5892345334 words to make me feel okay, when you gift me happiness even from a million miles afar, I do realise that our bond is beyond any definition. It's pure, like you. And I think it is amazing, how we never made things obvious about ourselves or our pasts. But we both know, where we are coming from or who the person in us is. And maybe that's why I admire you, even more.
The more the days pass, the more I get to know about you, the more I know how the world's kindness, genuinity, love, and care begins from you. But you know there isn't any word, yet to describe the person with the most mellifluous voice reading this. So I'll name the descriptive word as "Sadiah". From today, "Sadiah" is the epitome of beauty, elegance, and hope. From today "Sadiah" means every bit of purity, the world has. From today "Sadiah" is everything that a perfectionist possesses.
Talking to you proves, how I've been a good girl so far:") You are like my best deeds' result. WE WILL MEET SOON, OKAY?!! If the flights don't open soon, istg I will make a rescue plan:")
Happiest Birthday Sunflower. @daphnae Keep smiling. Because it's those hues of your smile which paints the skies with a sunset, every day.