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  • deep_truth 4w

    If you truely loved me, you wouldn't find pleasure in another woman. Your words hold no value to me anymore.



    ©deep_truth

  • deep_truth 4w

    Millennium

    You hurt my feelings,
    I feel shattered,
    Your silence is killing me one after the other,
    I don't expect anything,
    Not even a banter,
    I just saw our worth
    and I thought this was the answer,


    But oh was I wrong,
    My feelings got the best of me,
    I'm utterly confused with your serenity,
    My confession I proclaim,
    I don't expect anything,
    all I wanted was a straight forward answer,
    with a sprinkle bits of clarity.

    Take advantage of me,
    Use my feelings against me,
    Shatter me into pieces
    for all that's worth of me,

    But know this,
    You're not gonna get this type of loving
    in a decade or even in a millennium,
    So if you'll ever wonder,
    why you're not worth it in someone's eye's
    Know that you were everything to me
    because you were my divine.

    ©deep_truth

  • deep_truth 17w

    Silence speaks louder than words

  • deep_truth 17w

    Winning is a mixture of hardships, sacrifice and dedication. One day you'll be proud of yourself and the growth you've developed.

  • deep_truth 19w

    When i was in year 10 in high school, i noticed a girl in my class who didn't bring lunch to school, students would mock her and she gave the reasons of fasting when other kids in the class asked her why she doesn't bring lunch. At that moment it reminded me what i went through in year 9, so i would ask my mum to pack an extra lunch pack for her from that moment we became best friends, even though my teachers told me to stay away from her because she was a wrong crowd for me because the teachers saw her as a failure since she hardly pass any of her exams, but i worked with her, studying together during recess and any spear time we could get, to the teachers suprise she passed her exams. When her exam marks was announced she was overjoyed and we were jumping in the class and hugged from so much happiness that she passed her exam. The teacher questioned "How did she pass?" the teacher asked if she copied my work but i proudly defended her and told the teacher " She sacrificed her recess studying with me, i'm happy to say that its due to her hardwork and diligence that made her passed her exam" We were overjoyed, i was so proud of her.  In year 12 my class was seen as the most poor performing form in mathematics, even our teachers gave up on everyone. So i pulled some diligent students who fail mathematics and worked one on one with them...teaching them maths during recess and after lunch, they passed and it kinda boost the reputation of our class. That made me happy, I built this mindset that no one is a failure and everyone can achieve excellence which motivated me to never give up on anyone no matter how much they've fell.

  • deep_truth 19w

    Year 13 was my final year in high school and this was the only year that i had to work on getting a scholarship, we normally had 3 terms of school, i didn't attend school for the last term of school because i got sick and couldn't walk and i missed alot of things to study since exam revision were underway, i couldn't study at night cause i was in so much pain that i would constantly cry from agony, in a 24 hr period i would be only get 10 minutes sleep and the rest of the hour i would cry my heart out, i was in the verge of giving up and almost died because of that sickness, i remember my prayer was " Lord we've endured so much to reach here, we can't give up now...even though i haven't studied for my external exam, i need that scholarship and if you can give knowledge to many individuals please give me wisdom and knowledge, alot of people including my friends expected me to fail especially the students who were competing with me...deep inside i had to fight this sickness and stand up comprehending all the pain. I went to school with my crutch sat for the exam, during the exam i went to school sat for the exam got an excellent mark which shocked me the most and the teachers, some of teachers accused me that i was faking my sickness, but i kept quiet and never utter a word and let them accused me but the medical evidence was with the vice principal so i don't need to explain myself and my truth if they won't believe my truth. Deep down i know the Lord was working wonders. Two weeks later i sat for my external exam and to my suprise i managed to secure my dream scholarship all thanks to the Lord for not giving up on me.

  • deep_truth 19w

    i always felt inferior to people, because i was always quiet and looked naive so i grew up being hated alot even when i never did anything wrong. We stayed in a house that had no water supply and electricity, it was during my year 11,12 and 13 which is kinda challenging since i needed to study, i didn't complain but appreciated the little blessings i had and most importantly is the food that i ate everyday..i would sit beside a river that was located beside our house and study..it was beautiful and peaceful. I usually study with lantern light at night and i loved it because it helped me focus and write my notes everynight and study till late night. The place that we lived in was isolated and we were the only house located in that area, it was a few minutes away from the main road...sometimes when it rains it floods and while getting to the road my uniform would be entirely wet and i still got into to the bus and washed my uniform in school and iron it to dry it so i could arrive on time in class. I enjoyed this challenging experience cause i wanted to achieve a scholarship and if i had to go through this hardship i would do it. Most days i go to school without breakfast, lunch and would have dinner at home when i return. Sometimes when people ask me i would lie that i'm fasting so they wouldn't interrogate me further. Even though i hardly eat, i still maintained an excellent grade, my mind was focused on my studies only cause i wanted to have a secure future. Then one day my teacher noticed i hardly bring lunch to school so she requested to the school to provide for my lunch the entire year, I was grateful and made use of that opportunity and studied extra hard. Alot of people especially from my dads side of the family hoped that i fail. When i reached year 12 in high school i sat for the external exam and gained an excellent grade for the final exam

  • deep_truth 19w

    When i was in high school we had a successful poultry commercial farming but due to some losses and mismanagement of finances my parents lost our house and the business entirely and i had to spend my high school of year 9 going to school without lunch but that didn't hinder the fact that i needed to study hard and achieve a scholarship, i prayed so hard for it and one of my teachers noticed i came to school without lunch most days and instead of eating i spend my lunch hour studying and pray that i don't go hungry the entire day... I heard conversations and gossip which i normally told my parents and all they ever taught me was to let them say what they wanted to say all i have to do was pray about it. That's how i started growing closer to the Lord, infact he was my only best friend❤. He says things in my heart and i could feel it, he taught me how to read through the bible, that's where i started learning, I usually tell him how my heart hurts and my goals and whenever i feel like crying i go crying to the Lord, he hears and comforts me everytime, i enjoy talking to him because he listens to me and never judged me. When he feels i'm going astray, he express himself either through a dream or through his words in the bible, he would whisper into my heart the scriptures i need to read to know what he wanted to teach me. He taught me how to be patient and have faith that there will be a brighter day. I sticked to that mindset that there is hope for a better day, he gave me the heart to forgive when people treated me cruely

  • deep_truth 19w

    My favourite memory of class 1 was watching toy story with my class mates and reading from the blackboard fikled with sentences. Growing up at a young age i knew how hard life was, i never had the best childhood experience, at the age of 7 while my parents went to earn money, i stayed home and looked after my 1 year old baby sister and few months baby brother, I had to act like a mother to them, put them to sleep and fed them when hungry, chnaged diapers and prepare their milk bottles. We lived with my dads mom and his sisters, they were cruel people they would never help any of us but said really cruel and mean things, especially shitty things about me since i had a different dad so i faced their torment when my parents were away, one time i shited myself while carrying my baby brother because they locked me inside a room and i was calling out to them yet no one bothered to open the door for me, they would say mean and nasty things to me that made me felt like less of a human being, sometimes they would starve me and never offered me anything to eat...when i'm hungry they would eat infront of me, sometimes i had to eat salt and drink water while they would sit at the table and ate all the good stuffs, for me bread was like the most richest menu because sometimes when there isn't food i would drink water and go straight to bed.

  • deep_truth 19w

    Since my parents were always busy trying to provide for my family, I hardly asked my parents to help me so i taught myself how to read and write and learn my multiplication times table every night till i sleep, sometimes i forget to eat because i wanted it to work and tried so many times but never did i gave up on learning because i wanted to read so badly and fill my test paper with words instead of tears. I had only 1 friend his name was Ranjiv, he was our class 1 teachers son...he was a great boy, very intelligent but would play really roughly that he at times he hurts me but would buy ice block to place on my wounds...but i still continued being his friend because i really had no one and everyone was so cruel to me.