Saw the night freezing in cold, it's been days without feeling you, I'm gone back to the old ways once again or it's just a matter of another coincidence? oh girl, you tell me because my brain's paralyzed Thus, can't able to think right now Take my body so it can get your love He needs you so you can purify and wipe it clean so I can return to the old lovable times.
Give me your hand, so I fall in love again, because you know I'm the best, when I'm with you, why you can't be here?. just tell me the reason Because I feel in fear If something happened to you, I would never forgive myself it's just the way it's meant to be I can't change anything about you it's just my heart which beats too much for you, and I won't stop it, even though I had too, if you loved me, why would you ever leave me? I miss you at every moment of my time, specially when you flew and never came back, without seeing me, That did numb me, I never told you so, you were just a happy princess smiling all the time How could I hurt you at that very moment of time?
Come back for last time, so I can die in your open arms, Thus, I can lay my head and close my eyes, It would be the perfect moment for me to build my paradise, your hands would engulf all the pain, at my final stages of life, I would tell you, how much you mean to me, you would smile looking at me too, it will be the perfect wish I would hope when I'm gone far away, Therefore, you also would be with your guy I promise I would still protect you, you will never feel alone Even though when I'm gone.
Blood is shattered all over the palace filled with my deepest desires carrying me into oblivion of your beautiful glimpse which I always wanted. Each walls around here shed tears in your absence the sound echoes in my ears whispering, " bring her back" you're still here, hiding in a corner, watching me in pain, deep down inside, she knows, I need help because her scar is filled and carrying havoc inside of me knowing one day, I would happily close my eye.
I play her beautiful song, everyone, including walls, my soul and me goes into deep silence, Feelin' as she is singing with her beautiful voice The pain, The frustration fades away for a second I start to dance with my lonely shadow the palace is back filled with love, the good old times are back, but we're aware, aware of the fact this isn't real, this is just a happy dream, as everyone else is dreaming with closed eyes.
I could have fallen with another girl, lived another life, but the only one who took my heart was her our promise was meant for lifetime but God didn't trusted me He took her away because she was too damn special our promise was meant for lifetime but destiny kissed me on my forehead, telling me you won't get what you desire thus, I became mad I walked into that balcony where we kissed, where we always used to be together, happily forever, she always used to talk , never ever stop, ironically, she isn't there she is not doing her job as I write in pain, my blood are shattered all over the palace coming to meet in her heaven soon Thus, she smiled because she always wanted us to be together Therefore happily, I granted her wish.
I was gonna die, as I didn't had anyone After all, it was my fault. I said sorry too but people had other options Well, i was improving. It was difficult overall, but I was fighting, But they thought I'm acting They made me alone, as I shed my tears throughout the night, When I thought my life was over, she entered.
Drowning I was in her eye, as she saw me. She was a magician, she made me fade in this perfect autumn, Jealousy was inside me, when everyone used to see her, Love at first sight exist as everyone said but I didn't believe, Well, her flamboyance made my opinion look wrong, Everytime she walked on that road, my body started shivering, I didn't know why? It felt like a scar, as I needed her, Everytime she stepped, I felt her footsteps, Ironically, when I close my eye, she came everytime on to my scene I felt it was real Damn, it wasn't After all, everything happens for a reason.
I danced idiotically, as I imagine her in the mirror, After all, my Life went on a different level I started breathing her, It was an addiction, as she drench in every part of my body, Damn wherever I walked, she came outta no where It made me difficult to concentrate, as I got fallen in her presence She made my life difficult , Her smile was only the reason which kept me happy.
As the road was gathered with the flamboyance of a tree, The days passed but she didn't marched her step, And I kept waiting for her angelic presence, But she was missing, wasn't she ? I started finding her at every edge, infact every corner Beacuse she was the only thing I wanted to touch, I wanted to see eclipse of her,as she use to fathom my heart everytime As it was the only reason why heart beat for.
And that's when I thought I got the reason to live, she disappeared What would you do when Karma bites you ? My life went back again through the dark, as I thought I'm not the one who deserve her, How could she leave me so unexpected ? I needed her It was the pain, which I couldn't explain, Relationship was with no one, There were people around me, Every time the people looked me, they laughed And with this essence of life, I gotten lost somewhere I sat in the dark, suicidal thoughts arise to chosen me I was not the real me after all And after passing the days, I chose to become a writer, Because this was the only place I felt alive, Now , that's what the destiny meant me to be And the boy inside of me still awaits knowing she will be back one day.