Miraquill
Try again
There's more than one path ,
I must Never forget
I chose the first road
The path of the jaded cynics
Where the rain is cold and never-ending
Friends with two faces greet you with a sly grin
Lead you down their road of desolation
First you feel empty , hopeless and sad
Your feelings begin to fade as you feed off their misery
But I know there's another path
With my mind scrambled and knees bloody
I climb the wall To make my escape
Where friends are uplifting and the rain smells of fresh dew
Still rembereing the mistakes I've made
But its never too late to change and try another path
©dreamersneverlearn
dreamersneverlearn
FIRE WALK WITH ME/"I try my best to be just like i am but everyone wants you to be just like them"
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Dying light
Disapointment, anger & pain
Once again seduce me
Back to my comfort zone
Reunited with my toxic ways
The emptiness comes back like a punch
I chain smoke till I'm nauseas
Alone & silent I pop a pill
and sit and stare
Overwhelming thoughts of broken dreams
rembereing to never leave again
I must stay in my zone of despair
When I go astray to build myself up
Life reminds me of the excruciating fall
My limbs intact ,with a shattered mind
This numb feeling is nothing new
I remember the cost of chasing a dream
The debt has left me winded
My elusive happy future gives one last flickering light
Hopeless in my comfort zone
I reside
I have no fight
©dreamersneverlearn -
Ode to the introvert
I see your face as you walk through the door
Nervously glancing around the room
Just an average day ,
until your anxiety comes out to play
You don't want to be here
Too many people with endless conversation
You'd rather be home
You're being awfully silent
They put you to the test...
Questions and inquiries as to why you're not like the rest
You feel their eyes on you ...
They dont understand
You don't fit the mold
You're a problem that needs solving
Why aren't you laughing ? Why do you feel uncomfortable?
They will help you be normal &
become someone new
Don't change a thing , my fellow outcast
Everyone is different
There's nothing wrong with you
©dreamersneverlearn -
I believe in empathy
I don't believe in organized religion
Things that require faith over facts
A holy book that demeans women ,gays and promotes slavery
I don't follow any leaders
Actors playing their role
We cling on their words and choose a side
Politics and religion will always be our divide
I do believe in thinking for each self
I believe in living your own life,
And allowing others to do the same
Love is Real . Kindness can heal
Though we may differ from our beliefs
If united ,we're impossible to beat
Sadly
I don't believe that day will come
©dreamersneverlearn -
I bid farewell
Years of yearning , wanting and needing change
Finally, i walk down the right path
Happiness
Anxiety tries to smother it
Memories hold me at gun point
To remain arrested in the same place
But I've never been one to give in so easily
I will break the cage
I will escape this horrific past
Happiness, will be mine at last
So dear friend , i must let you go
I can't hold on any longer
You're in my thoughts everyday
Soon we will be miles apart
And i will embark on my fresh new start
I must let you go...
Still , we're broken in the same way
I hate myself for wondering if we'll meet again some day
©dreamersneverlearn -
Miles away (Governor declares He prefers Annapolis over Baltimore)
Eyes are blank
Backs are strong
Sorrow seeps through every pore
The grass is balding and brown
This is the hopeless side of town
If your luxury allows you to escape to the next
Where flowers grow ,
Wooden benches for gathering
All the pretty people sit and converse
Conformity is their fashion
Compassion is for the weak
Don't let the city plague your mind
Turn your head Stand your ground
This is the rich side of town
©dreamersneverlearn -
That girl
Theres a voice inside me , that lights the sky
A presence of both strength and pain
She laughs at anger and sings aloud
She is the girl
I always wanted to be
Her dreams are endless
And bound to appear
Her past is haunting
But still, nothing she fears
Anxiety is an illusion she can keep afar
She is the life of the party
No awkward exchange
She believes she's special..
An orchid that grew from toxic waste
Her life will be adventure
Her love will be intoxicating
Her dreams will not die
But i am a hopeless broken woman
A mere fan of her dance
Desperately clinging to that optimistic girl whose voice can light the sky
©dreamersneverlearn -
Stop Raping Us
Every two Minutes in America
A woman is raped
A sad unbelievable fact.
Imagine if every 2 minutes in America a man was sodomized by a woman...
Would it then be on the media?
Would those females go to prison
Unlike the men who rape women?
©dreamersneverlearn -
Boys will be boys
A man who was accused of raping over 2 dozen women was released from prison.
Thanks America,
more proof that women dont matter in this country.
The more we fight for equality
The more hated we become
©dreamersneverlearn -
Take me to The woods
This hip modern world is not my place
Its filled to the brim with absolute hate
We judge and argue over a simple opinion
Its almost like we refuse to agree
All these hateful comments online
so proud you must be
You proved to the world you're ever so cool
This modern world is filled with fools
The earth is slowly dying
Wars continue to rage
You'd think we'd ban together
We are a " Christian Nation" after all
I thought you christians believed in peace?
Instead you're targeting gays and spreading more hate
Ahh even as a child i could see
this world was never meant for me
©dreamersneverlearn
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Circles
Sleep now child amongst the stars of us
In landscapes painted
by old masters hands
In the shadow of temples
raised for Gods
yet built by man
Sleep now child in the solace of past victory
fought by warriors you shall never know
out of blood-soaked soil cities grow
built on the dust of endless sorrow
Sleep now child
wake a man
and let the cycle continue again
Take your place in the halls of the lost
Join the whispers of ghosts
You served them well
©isalittlebroken -
onodera0988
44w
all i have
I don't have money
To buy nice things
I can't afford cars
Like a Lamborghini or Ferrari
I don't care much for materials
Such as Chanel, Gucci or Versace
I don't own a house
I don't own a business
I don't have anything
Worth the word priceless
The only priceless thing i have
Are my words, loyalty and love
Though in this day and age
It is not enough only becoming worthless.
©onodera0988 -
onodera0988
33w
A letter to you
Everyday I remember things that I miss with you.
The way you would sleep right next to me,
Or the touch of your kiss with your soft lips.
I miss the way we used to be,
Like best friends that could never separate,
Or worst enemies battling to make a point.
Though the arguments were petty reasons,
I miss the way you cared for me.
I miss the way you would talk with me.
The way you would get passionate when the topic was something of interest,
Or the sadness in your tone when it was something from the past.
I miss watching movies and shows,
I miss listening and sharing music as well.
I miss being by your side whenever we would go on walk,
I miss sitting and cuddling with you amongst the couch.
I miss everything we used to do.
I really wish I didn't have to write this and
I know I'm not a good person.
Because if I were, then I wouldn't have to write out these words of how much I miss you.
©onodera0988 -
onodera0988
29w
Winter is coming
The wind changing to a chilling breeze
As the sky often grey with the temperature dropping
My body shivers from the coolness of the air
Though it's only Autumn,
I can feel Winter is coming
Except in my heart and soul,
Winter has always been here.
©onodera0988 -
writins 32w
I am addicted
But not to you anymore
I care for everyone
But not that way anymore... -
YOU CREATED IT
Hell can exist inside any person
It does not have a preference
It does not have a type
It can come to any person
By many means
Leaving each scarred
Leaving each broke
Leaving each to long
For a self now gone
©thoughts_of_a_broken_mind -
Once there were days
When
They were just ours... -
There's the most different pain,
When u can't express your feelings to whom you love the most......... -
And then the music breaks you more
When u you get the deepest heartbreak... -
teamie_yusuf
33w
Magdalene
If one last time I could hear you
David dear, just for a second to see you,
Touch you, hold you in my arms
Hug you tight, let some tears out
And whisper.
I know we promised forever
But I guess mine is done
And I hate the thought of it
But the living has to move on,
Dear lover, find another make her glad,
Become a father
And I hate the thought of it,
She'll be the mom I was supposed to be.
I remember your watery eyes
At my bedside, almost midnight,
I was cold, battling cancer,
Death, closer than ever and you saw it
But the smile on your face, a heaven,
On earth, a heaven I wish to stay
And I heard your whisper,
I'd kill to hear it once again.
Your grip felt lighter, I felt lighter,
My pain all faded and, I was better
But you looked shaken, you shouted,
Your voice quavering.
"I'm here David", I was better,
You couldn't see, I couldn't feel,
You didn't hear me either,
Wasn't even looking at me, in tears,
I followed your stare, saw my body,
Breathless, eyes open, lifeless.
For a second death felt good
Until it took me from you,
I wish, I could whisper for a second,
Maybe two, "I love you".
©teamie_yusuf
