Was 13. Suddenly...No, I think my instincts already gave me a hint back then That my eyes gonna be nothing but an accessory organ instead of sense organ!
All I could see was Eigengrau in the shades of phosphenes, Getting up early in the morning turned out to be meaningless as now I can't even see the sunrise!
I always lifted my neck to the sky,but not anymore, All I now do is imagining things!
●Many thoughts popped up in my lil brain "I can't see my mom and dad anymore" "I can't neither enjoy nature nor it's outcomes called creatures" "I can't pen my beautiful writing as I did back then" "I can't even watch any movies too" Life seemed really horrible at that point!
My hands,legs,infact my whole body was immersed in the sweat and got completely numb!
I was able to hear mom weeping,out there But no matter how hard I tried,it was just difficult for me to find her in crowd(caressing her head is just far beyond my control I guess)
●At times I burst out into laughter when others said:- --"close ur eyes when you're at temple & pray to god" In malls they said - "Plz,try this clothes on,will like it!" In restaurants they said - "Mam,plz recheck the bill,u have paid just half of it!" Even my cam suggested me often that "Hey dumb,flip the cam to selfie mode"
Everyday I used to just listen the voice of mom & used to just mock at my dad's scoldings but the visual just didn't exist in my life I guess!
The Last times~ If every first times are this special why don't we take a time to be grateful for the last times✨
Do u remember?
The Last time u were born,funny isn't it The Last time u saw ur mom singing, The Last time u saw ur dad crying, The Last time u scolded ur siblings, The Last time u cried in school, The Last time u wrote something beautiful about someone, The Last time u met ur friends, The Last time u tasted ur favourite dish, The Last time u met someone accidentally while u were on ur way and made friendship, The Last time u waved a kid bye with wide smile, The Last time u went to an exhibition, The Last time u planned a trip, The Last time u missed ur flight/train/ bus, The Last time u took time to appreciate someone, The Last time u failed, The Last time u adopted a pet, The Last time u went to a movie, The Last time u texted ur crush The Last time u were feeling low, The Last time u were angry on someone, The Last time u shook ur hands with someone, The Last time u clicked a beautiful pic, The Last time u fooled someone, The Last time u received it graduation, The Last time u were leading a bachelor life, The Last time u were in a hospital, The Last time u said u will achieve something great , The Last time u played splashing water on each other's face, The Last time u said someone that u will remain forever with them ❤️!
And the list goes on...... Of all those mentioned above replace all the Last times with First times, for u would remember them well for it's obviously special and close to heart! But sadly that's not the case with Last times, u will never knew that they were the last bcoz we can't trip down of all our activities everytime ✌️. You people keep Agreeing it Right with beautiful smile!
Yes, Let's make the best out of whatever we have right now, Just keep creating memories bcoz a moment lost is lost forever . Hopefully u will create memories I believe⭐
The Happiness Is the One People Tend To find It in a Crate, They Even do this To The Invaluable Possessions... Try to fix their Own Rate, But few Blessed people Know that, The Happiness The More is In Little Good things, Like Meeting Friends After a Long Time, Or Remembering the last sweet you ate .... BTW Happy Friendship Day to All ! Cherish The Invaluable Moments with your Friends And It's worth a lot more than you think ☺️ #diminishing#wod#friendship