#AHBA

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  • nocturnal_enigma 1d

    * 18.1.2022; 6.54 A.M (Malaysia)

    * For my #crush #AHBA

    #NuEmUntitles

    Star Night Berry Fairy Queen Enchanted Cursed Moonlight Thieves

    #two #wod @miraquill (I use all 9 words though)

    ~

    Untitle 97 ~

    You are my star.
    Shine so bright.
    Like a diamond.
    On dark night's sky.

    My heart has more than a scar.
    Heavy with pains. It's not light.
    I have to face my inner demon,
    who force me to die; So sly!

    ~

    I don't want to play gooseberry.
    Are you 2 really in a relationship?
    So, why weren't you honest?
    Why you broke your promise?

    My heart is broken. Like half strawberry.
    I want to go on tour in a cruise ship.
    Imagine me as a queen. Your highness.
    Inhaling air. While look at the cold mist.

    ~

    You made me feel so excited.
    When U said U wanna come...
    to meet me, here. I wait for U.
    To me, you are like a moonlight.

    Can't I make you feel enchanted?
    Am I cursed? If so, how come?!
    I keep getting sweet-dreams of U.
    Well, will you wait for my flight?

    ~

    You are one of the thieves...
    who stole my fragile heart.
    Without giving any warning.
    Dear, can I do the same?

    Will you just stay stiff?
    Be my only sweetheart.
    You're a moon that waning.
    Can't our feeling is same?

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

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    Untitle 97 ~

    (Read Caption)

  • nocturnal_enigma 1d

    * 18.1.2022; 6.50 A.M (Malaysia)

    * For my #crush #AHBA

    5/7/7 A pair of Katauta

    #katuata #wod @miraquill #Sedoka

    Unbreak... ~ (Sedoka)

    Unbreak my broken...
    heart. You were one of the heart-
    breakers. But, well, I still love...

    U, though. You also...
    broke your promise to come meet...
    me here. I'll go there instead.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

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    Unbreak... ~ (Sedoka)

    * Read Caption *

  • nocturnal_enigma 1d

    * 18.1.2022; 6.47 A.M (Malaysia)

    #katuata #wod @miraquill

    * For my #crush #AHBA

    Poem adressed to lover. Unrhymed.
    17 or 19 syllables. 3 lines. 5/7/5 or 5/7/7

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    Tears... ~ (Katuata)

    Tears of mine fell when...
    you blocked me. For each 3 times.
    I felt hurt. I cried.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 1d

    * 18.1.2022; 6.32 A.M (Malaysia)

    * Song title: Raise your voice. Korean-English song by F-Killer. (Gummy, Kim Jong Kook & Haha). They sang it during Running Man's fan-meeting event.

    #song #wod @miraquill

    * For my #crush #AHBA

    #NuEmChangedLyric

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    Raise your voice ~ (Changed lyric)

    I listen to your voice.
    Listen to your hard breaths.
    You were so exhausted.
    I know, that you have a tough life.

    I wanna know, if you really liked me?
    Because I still like you & I love you.
    I'll never change my feeling for you.
    You're a sea-sponge. I'm a starfish.

    I listen to your voice.
    Listen to your heartbeat.
    You're the apple of my eyes.

    You really mean so much to me.
    You are so precious to me.
    Never going to change my feeling.
    Even after end of the world.

    Raise your voice
    I watch your videos at YouTube.
    I even subscribed to your channel.
    I'm your die-hard fan. Can you see it?
    You're among the stars. Shine in night sky.
    Wonder how's your day?
    Wanna hear you say!
    I’ll always support you.
    The one who shines. It's you!

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 1d

    * 18.1.2022; 6.24 A.M (Malaysia)

    * For my #crush #AHBA

    #home #wod @miraquill

    -ome ~

    Home: Where heart is. I want to be your home.
    Come to me. Let me be in your heart. Welcome...
    to my heart! You're my home, Mr. Handsome.
    You're also awesome, my Sherlock Gnome!

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

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    -ome ~

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  • nocturnal_enigma 1d

    * 18.1.2022; 6.13 A.M (Malaysia)

    * For my #crush #AHBA

    #NuEmSay

    * The ramyeon I mentioned is the one in pink packaging with Carbo written on it. (Samyang brand)

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    -nara ~

    Let's eat Samyang ramyeon: Creamy carbonara.
    Let's meet each other. Don't us say "Sayonara".

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 1d

    * 18.1.2022; 6.10 A.M (Malaysia)

    #place #wod @miraquill

    * 1stanza is for my #crush #AHBA

    @monsoonpaul & @lovenotes_from_carolyn
    Check this out. ��

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    My 4 favourite places to write ~

    I like to write on my bed,
    about crush. Cheeks turn red.
    It's him that I wanna wed.

    I also like to write on floor.
    Bed as table. Locked door.
    My handwriting is so poor.

    I even like to write on the chairs.
    Writing is strategic, like playing chess.
    It's how I get random things off my chest.

    I write at backseat of car.
    But, NOT about erotica!
    Poems on heart's scar.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 1d

    * 18.1.2022; 5.30 A.M (Malaysia)

    #month #wod @miraquill #NuEmMonths

    * For my #crush #AHBA (My song You're the apple if my eye can be found at Anchor & Spotify (NuEm's Songs) & Soundcloud (NuEm)

    #JangMiKwan (See also my acrostic poem for my favourite Korean actor)

    #Acrostic #NuEmAcPo

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    JULY ~

    Jang Mi Kwan oppa & your birthday: 21st July
    U will turn 40 years old. While he will turn 33.
    Love you with all my heart. I only like him.
    "You're the apple of my eye." My song for U.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 1d

    * 18.1.2022; 5.23 A.M (Malaysia)

    Is there an era or decade you wish you were alive in? Write a poem as if you were there. How do you spend your day? What type of clothes do you wear?

    Today write a poem about living in a bygone era or decade.

    #bygone #wod @miraquill

    * For my #crush #AHBA

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    If I was born on 1982, in Singapore ~

    I wish, I was born on 1982,
    instead of 1995. Him too.

    Well, I was born in Malaysia.
    A part of a continent- Asia.

    I wish, I was born in Singapore.
    I grown like a mushroom; Spore.

    5 years old in 1987. Same like crush.
    We met at kindergarten. We blush.

    We learnt alphabets and numbers.
    We ate veggies like cucumbers.

    We played our favourite toy.
    I was a girl, while he was a boy.

    He and me, we had play-dates.
    We believed, we were soulmates.

    Pinky-promise to marry each other.
    For forever after, we remain together.

    We knew each other for 20 years.
    Laughter of us. Plus, our tears.

    At 25, I wore a wedding dress.
    It's him that I had impress!

    15 years married. Now, we're fourty.
    With our kids, we live in prosperity!

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 2w

    #DearDiary #NuEmDiary

    It's for a local writing competition. Malaysians only. @miss_rose_gold Kat website one-hbs.com, bahagian Contest dan Peraduan. 8 Januari tarikh akhir penyertaan

    It's name is: YOUphoria’s Online Diary Writing Competition, ‘Hey YOU! What’s Your Story?’
    Theme: Self-Care and Coping with Life After Lockdown 

    * Bae definition: Your bae is someone you are romantically involved with or in love with.

    Romantically involved. ��‍♀️
    In love with. ��‍♀️

    �� So, my #crush #AHBA is my #bae ��
    (So does celebrity-crushes. �� So many baes!)

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    Dear, Diary (2) ~

    Friday. 7th January 2022. 3.00 A.M (Malaysia)

    Dear, Diary. I'm sleepy, but, still not sleeping. Self-care include to get enough sleep. Well, I'll sleep after I submit this, for the competition. I have finished uploading few of my new writings at Miraquil app. I've written 800+ pieces of writings. I will include this, as a new piece later. I'm going to upload my new made-up short song at Anchor and SoundCloud. It has 3 stanzas: Heart-break, Unbreak and Break. I also will complete my manuscript/s, send, and then, hope can be published as book/s. As a writer, I must take care of myself, so that I can keep on writing. Self-care also include taking care of oneself's health. Especially, during the pandemic. Since lockdown, I've been eating a lot. Now, I've become obese. I used to be skinny. Well, I've been running on treadmill while using Zombies, Run! app plus, playing music in the background while singing, to make exercising more fun. I keep measuring my waist. Not much change. While numbers on digital weight scale seems inaccurate. I only rely on how much calories burnt, as shown by the treadmill. But, I don't count calories in the food that I eat though. Today, my Mom will be taking her 3rd dose of Covid19's vaccine. Hope there will be no side-effect. It's been 1 year + 3 months since I met my estranged biological Dad, step-Mom and younger half-siblings, who's also in Selangor, but, different district. It's been 29 months + 21 days since my bae and me know each other. He liked me first. I liked him back. He promised to come meet me, but, he couldn't. One day, I will go to Singapore, to meet him, instead. I hope that we can meet. That's all for now, diary.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 2w

    * 7.1.2022; 1.17 A.M (Malaysia)

    * For: My #crush #AHBA

    #NuEmLanturne (S, T, U, V, W, X, Y, Z. S- Stanzas of Lanturnes was written long ago.)

    #Lanturne #wod @miraquill

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    Y ~

    You...
    liked me...
    first. Liked you...
    back. You look like...
    me.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 2w

    * 7.1.2021; 12.52 A.M (Malaysia)

    * For: My #crush #AHBA

    #lanturne #wod @miraquill

    #NuEmLanturne (S,T, U, V, W, X, Y, Z. Stanzas of lanturnes was written long ago.)

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    U ~

    U...
    used to...
    like me, but,
    not anymore,
    huh?

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 2w

    * 6.1.2022; 5.15 A.M (Malaysia)

    #NuEmMonths

    #remember #wod @miraquill
    #NuEmRemember

    * 4th & 5th lines are for my #crush #AHBA

    * Sober = Serious
    * Sombre = Serious or sadness
    (Mine is the latter)

    #JustinBieber #LoveYourself #Yummy
    #BlackPink #SelenaGomez #IceCream

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    Remember. Remember. ~

    Remember. Remember.
    "You should go & love yourself."
    Like said by Justin Bieber.
    Take care of yourself.

    I remember. Last September,
    I ate Gulapong's ice-cream.
    Yummy song by Justin Bieber.
    Vs Blacpink + Selena's Ice-Cream.

    I remember. Last October,
    I went to the Fruit Valley.
    My mood was not sober.
    There were cats at an alley.

    I remember. Last November,
    I was blocked by my crush,
    again. 3rd time. Sombre...
    mood I felt. Heartbeat rushed.

    I remember. Last month, December,
    I thought, "3rd time is the charm."
    I still save his phone-number.
    I am really such a chump.

    "Remember. Remember."
    I'm saying this to myself.
    If I go mad, I must remember,
    I shall just love myself.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 2w

    * 6.1.2022; 4.58 A.M (Malaysia)

    * DTR - Define the relationship

    * For: My #crush #AHBA

    Affine - A relative by marriage

    #NuEmLetsUs

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    Let's us (2)

    Let's us know each other's future affines.
    Let's us not pretending that we are fine.
    Let's us just pay each others fines.
    Let's us do DTR. We must define!

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 2w

    * 6.1.2022; 4.44 A.M (Malaysia)

    #NuEmKpop #NuEmRemember

    * For: my #crush #AHBA Abang Hadi

    * #NuEmHann 2nd post of changed-lyric of Hann (Alone) - G-Idle. (This new one is for my crush. Older one was for my ex.)

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    Do you remember what you said? (2) ~

    Do you remember, you remember, remember what you said?

    You said “So far you are pleasant”
    and “your face is pleasant”

    Do you remember, you remember, remember what you said?

    “Is there anything strange, that I can anticipate?”

    Do you remember, you remember, remember what you said?

    “Just message me, if there’s anything.
    I’m here for you.”

    Do you remember, you remember, remember what you said?

    You promised to come and meet me.
    I’ve been waiting 2 years+ for you.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 2w

    * 6.1.2022; 4.39 A.M (Malaysia)

    * For: My #crush #AHBA

    * Don't fear me. I'm NOT a ghost! �� Unless, if I suddenly die. Well, my spirit will come instead. ��

    #clerihew #wod @miraquill

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    Clerihew for my crush ~

    Dear, my crush, Abdul Hadi.
    I wonder. Are you ready?
    I'll come to U, my dear.
    Don't you feel fear.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 124w

    * For: my #crush #AHBA & my other love-ones.

    #NuEmUntitles

    * An entry for
    #lanturne #challenge
    by @mirakee
    #NuEmLanturne

    * Lanturne
    (1-2-3-4-1 syllable count)

    * Mine has 4 stanzas.

    #StanzasOfLanturnes ~

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    Stanzas of lanturnes ~

    I'm...
    okay;
    Don't worry...
    about me; I'm ..
    fine.

    Keep...
    living;
    Life goes on;
    Until death come;
    Dead.

    When...
    I'm gone,
    Will you miss...
    me? Would you be...
    sad?

    Once...
    I die;
    Don't mourn; Say...
    a prayer for...
    me.

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 139w

    2nd stanza is dedicated to: my
    #future #spouse/#husband @ #zauj #AHBA

    See also: my other post title:
    I've been... ~ #IveBeen

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    I've been... (2) ~

    I've been alone
    All by myself
    With nobody else
    No one, but me

    I've been longing
    For my other half
    Want nobody else
    No one, but you

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 144w

    Dedicated to: my future husband that I haven't meet, yet ~ #NuEmSoulmate

    #AHBA

    See also: #NuEmIfe (it's also start with 'Dear, future husband')

    * Word ends -bo that I use: Yeobo, Haribo, Hada Labo, Hobo.

    *One of the common phrases in K-dramas is 'yeobo'
    (여보) It means darling or honey etc. (usually used by married couples)

    * Coincidentally, my ex-crush's old WhatsApp profile picture shown him touching a packet of Haribo candies. It's one of my favourite candy!
    (but, he can't be my future husband though ��)

    * If you also watch Hada Labo commercial or even tried any of its product, you'll be familiar with the brand.

    * Hobo is a homeless person.

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    -bo ~

    Dear, future husband; let me call you 'yeobo' (여보)
    Please buy for me; the candies of 'Haribo'

    I'll touch-up my face with facial creams of 'Hada Labo'
    Plus, make-up& dress-up , so I don't look like a 'Hobo'!

    © Nuruliffa Emirah
    @ nocturnal_enigma

  • nocturnal_enigma 164w

    -ife ~

    Dear, future husband; I'm your future wife, 
    I wonder how it's like to have a marriage life, 
    Shall I; just stay at home and be a housewife? 
    Still together; untill hereafter; our second life

    ©Nuruliffa Emirah