I Don't Miss It
Used to write about my feelings
Because it's all I ever knew
I was looking for some healing.
Loved deep talks with my friends
Loved to focus on worldly things
Loved focusing on the stress and
How I felt empty.
Look back at all the memories
Seeing how life used to be
Back when I was struggling
To find a reason why
Back when I would think too much late at night.
Wish it had been different.
Wish that I knew Christ then
Gave stupid advice then.
But I wouldn't take it back for anything
I learned from all my stupidity.
I learned because God changed me.
Now I know that Jesus is king.
Now I just keep growing
I don't miss it for the world
I just thought that you should know it, God
You are my staff; you are my rod.
You are my standing stone.
I know I'm not alone.