Miraquill
Depression....
Is not a joke,
You may see someone smiling
But inside they are dying.....
©rubabwrites
#Depression
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^ Wlc to ma world ^
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So It's currently 8:49 AM, I woke up early because of Rudolf (my brother) who stole my pack of cigarettes lol. And yea I drank my coffee in my room while watching some "motivational" videos on youtube to study. But the truth is, that I don't feel like studying at all. I just wanna live the best week of my life and then die peacefully. Is it too selfish ??? :/
I don't care though, that's what I really want. Anyways, me and my mother always have this huge fights, nothing new. But each time we fight, she manages to hurt my feelings even more than before. How does she do that? She finds the perfect word to make me feel like shit.UGH. I'm so scared, I don't wanna fail my year. Everyone will be so disappointed.I'm not even kidding EVERYONE. Cause yea the whole town knows about my fucking loser background and expect me to do good this time. ( THE PRESSURE). The worst part is, in front of me, they motivate me and be nice, and when i go back to my room I can hear them talking shit about me and how much they feel sorry for my mom to have a daughter like me. Even her, thinks that too and said it to my face multiple times.
Now I feel bad for myself
For being born,
Born in an unwanted world
Where failure is not an option
Where being happy is just a word of crap
Where being who you are is define as haram
Where the only thing that matter is how people look at you
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WELCOME TO MY WORLD
*my fucked up world* (:
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- reneewolfcrowdenunez Please don't be sad you were born, I'm happy you're here, or i wouldn't Have got to read something like this, that really gets me thinking, i really liked this!!
- 0_winxclubgang_0 @reneewolfcrowdenunez thank u so much
D is for Darkness
The power of the dark side of my mind constantly telling my body to become comatose and atrophy
And the part of me where my soul resides, brandishing its strength and hurtling forward is the most remarkable thing about me, yet.
©layered_heartpoetry5 0
And I am here still withstanding the test of time
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alive__
3d
The Song of Storm
It's "the song of storm" people,
The kind your self preservative instincts make up to alert your organs of any perceived threat or present danger.
It makes your heart, beat as though it was under the influence of a malfunctioning pacemaker, while your stomach continues to protest in reaction to the overworking or nil functioning of your salivary glands.
It's "the song of storm",
Though majorly internal; it still causes your ears to tingle from within, your eyes to bulge without and brings with it a great blandness to your taste buds.
It's "the song of storm",
It's driven many to mental institutions and many more to hard drugs and alcohol, but non of those ever succeeded to calm it's tempo.
But hey,
There's a calming balm in Gilead,
There's an ocean deep depth of rest and peace as powerful as a customized atomic bomb made to meet the unique needs of those who will receive and choose to have faith in the gospel of Jesus.
There's a big musical break possible in every "song of storm".
There is Rest in Jesus!!!
©alive__11 0
Expression removes depression
©iforever5 1
nelehjr
4d
Read MoreOof. I shouldn't say all this but it feels good.
#depression #IDontGiveAFuck #HotMess #SaveMeNo I'm Not Fucking Okay
I'm chasing sleeping pills with rum
I'm chasing sleep like that's where I'll find my dreams
My boss asked me to stop crying at work
I'm just trying to hold it together.
I'm so fucking tired
I'm not certain I want to be alive
But hey,
Who gives a fuck?
There's people who have it worse, right?
©nelehjr6 0
skrishr 4d
Read More#love #depression #anxiety #selfhelp #poetry #poem #change #rumination #circles #heart #heartbreak
#firstpoem #miraquill #ink #writersnetwork
At some point in life, we all walk down a path consumed by-
Grief; Depression; Anxiety, crippling the scintillating marvel called Life.
Conquering those inner demons and achieving balance while walking down this narrow slippery path of convolutions make us all beautifully unique.
Describing which, I tried penning down my first abstract write-up (poem of sort)
Would love to hear your feedback. Thanks for reading!
@writersnetwork @miraquillA fence - an Enchantress
Bewitching warmths
Encompass both my vitals
Bewildering my senses
Promising a Utopia that
Lure me to tramp alongside
A ceaseless fence
A cognizance-
With no defense
The glints of Yellow
Incessantly basked in
By half naked orbs
Compose melodic lullabies
To an insomniac
Permeating hues of Blue
Across the barren spaces
The Green
Consequently conceived
Sprouts out transient
Threads of White
Along which I tread along
Leaving behind
Pale sanguine trails
Dripping from the scars
Adorned
From a battle
Long-lost
Encountering stale hints
Of the same trails
Truding forward,
Paradoxically
I march forward
Visions veiled
By rivulets
Plenishing the aperture
The evanescing
Yet
Resembling odor
Emanating from the
Arcane trails ahead
Echo:
A dwindling sound
A sharp feeling
A faded memory
Skipping a beat
Gasping haphazardly
Floundering,
For another step
I march forward
With a speck of hope,
To witness
A ray of wisdom
To imbibe the elixir
Of tranquility
To make an exit
From these volutions
And,
To pass through the fence
I march forward...
©skrishr8 2 1
snehadas_css
4d
He was my only salvation, I thought
Until I found out he was a nightmare
My worst nightmare that came alive
I wished to be freedom
I wished to be free from these shackles
That he held me in, cackling at my misery
He loved to torture me, he loved to see me cry
He kept watching as I kept falling apart
Unravelling all my weakness for him to see
One by one,
He enjoyed it, he loved to tear me apart,
He loved to watch me unravel my soul,
Unravel my vulnerability in front of him
For him to see only the ugliness inside of me,
There was no beauty in me he spat,
I had lost my way out,
I had lost my faith,
I had lost my senses to recognise beauty,
I had started to believe his ugly words against me
Once again,
Once again I had fallen into his trap and this time
He made sure to break my wings and keep me
Locked up,
He made sure to abuse me so much that I forget how to fly once again,
He tried his best to ruin me into dust and pieces of trash
After all that's what he always wanted
He wanted to see me weak and unable to fly,
He wanted me crushed down heavy onto the pebble ground,
Unable to ever move again and limit my freedom to zero
That's all he wanted - to see me crushed, utterly defeated
©snehadas_css (Sneha Das|ChristySeraSwiftcc)16 7 3
- last_love @snehadas_css how you ppl don't understand who is good or not then get into relationship but I know love is blind..
- snehadas_css @last_love sometimes you realise it late. Sometimes it is too late ...
- last_love @snehadas_css sorry to hear that hope my relationship won't be bad and we support each other very good
- snehadas_css @last_love don't worry I'm sure it will turn out well since you support each other
- tezpallabdas If this is based on true incidents then are you out of that relationship yet? Are you alright?
Tear my heart into two
Or throw me in the fire of hell ,
I won't let you
destroy the fire within me .
I'll build a shield around ,
Yeah ,
I'll will keep getting up
When I hit the ground .
@manya's words7 2
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melisa1_2
प्रिय लेखक,
हमने आपकी रचनाएँ पढ़ी, वह सभी अद्वितिय हैं। हम आपको अपनी नई पुस्तक में सहयोग देने के लिए आमंत्रित करना चाहते हैं। पुस्तक आपके नाम के साथ प्रकाशित होगी साथ उसकी प्रतियां भी आपको दी जाएंगी। आपको सम्मानित करते हुए स्वर्ण पदक भी दिया जाएगा।
अधिक जानकारी के लिए संपर्क करें।
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Why?
Why?
Am I not good enough for you mom?
Is what you're saying true?
My self-confidence is plummeting cause of you
Why?
Can't you listen to what you're saying dad?
I'm screaming my feelings to you
My self-esteem is low because of you
Why?
Is it so hard for you to show affection?
Why do u always point out my imperfections?
I have depression due to you
©maxine5 1
dreamer_broken
1w
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For his happiness,
she's disappearing from him
withdrawing forever, leaving her
fantasies with him.
She feel the torment even in the wake of reassuring herself.
It's a distress for her.
She can't acknowledge reality
They are getting isolated
and it haunts her forever...
©dreamer_broken15 0 3
Lonely Walk
On a lonely road I continue
Walking in sadness and depression
Walking in darkness towards a far away light
Walking, Walking, in endless confusion
All alone sacred of the demon called life opening it's jaw above me wait to consume me while I watch other souls free and moving forward, like running a race I will never catch up to or end up chosing the path of death which is the road to a new beginning and a miserable end.
I am confused and conflicted between two worlds the do not have a will to understand one and other and believe one way is the answer but the reality is that there is no such thing as a right
©ahya179 0
Triumph
Trials come and go
Sometimes we feel really low
Depression self harm and tough time
Mental strength needed but cannot find
At that point it is a war
Between mental low and life some more
It is a fight till end
Collect all your energy left
Clear the doubt clouds
Have faith in yourself another daylight
Can you triumph this low?
The fight goes on more and more
Finally the victory mindset comes
Failure set aside
Another try is a must
Tomorrow is another day
Triumph it shall be our way
©iforeverPhoto By Piyapong Sayduang on Unsplash6 0
Poet
Poet poet
What you see in this beautiful face
I see a cut of various pain which hiding under the smile
What you see in this beautiful mountain
I see people came to go away from their life problems
What you see people loving each other
I see they are bearing the burden of each other hearts.
©dmforstars9 0 1
bclark2681
1w
Desolation
Each night we sleep
Hoping to wake and
Finding our despair has changed
Each day we wake
Hoping to sleep again
For our blues stay the fucking same
©bclark26816 0
Climate of The Heart
The air was cold that day,
but not as icy as your heart,
Not as cold as my hand on your bare torso
the warmth of your skin in sharp contrast to my open palm
That longed to clasp you
But alas you are forbidden to me
So my hand remained
Open
And
Empty
©layered_heartpoetry2 0
Climate of The Heart
The air was cold that day,
but not as icy as your heart,
Not as cold as my hand on your bare torso
the warmth of your skin in sharp contrast to my open palm
That longed to clasp you
But alas you are forbidden to me
©layered_heartpoetry2 0
Today when I look back at it, all of that seems to be nothing but only pretty lies.
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Sometime it feels like
Sometimes it feels like, you are alone
Despite being surrounded with tons of people
Sometimes it's feels like no one hears you,
Despite so many people around to listen.
Sometimes it feels like you are shouting with your whole strength,
And still no voice is heard.
Sometimes it feels like you are trying too hard to explain,
But still there is no one to understand
Sometimes it feels like so many inner voices are strangling u down ,
But still u r silent and calm outside .
©___someone__
