milliondreamsarekeepingmeawake@rumanrulesneverend i will Google it alhamdulilah coz you only use it. And i am curious to know how it sounds and it's meaning. Tbh struggling fighting. But this is life . We need to spread happiness. And put a smile on our face everytime. Fake it till you make it..
milliondreamsarekeepingmeawake@beast09 dear there are a lot of armys here . Even armys have a chatroom here. I will tell you everything and tag you there too. I'll remember everyone here. Don't think anything if my comments are sounding a bit weird . That's because of some issues . And yes whenever you want to share something you can comment under any of my post i will be there soon for you.
Am i a wanderer No that wind who sleeps in the hammock of my long wavy locks is a wanderer . Some sand grains sit on the carpet of the warm wind and form another dune like those adults who build the castel of their dreams leaving the nest of wizened parents behind .
Am i a wanderer No that imbecile cerulean water is a wanderer who sings lullabies to me.She crosses millions of pebbles , get hurt thousands of times by the small stones,fenced by the long bridges and eventually commingle with briny ocean losing her identity like the humans who taste their sweat and tears , fight with fears , sell their glee for living in an acquisitive society only to get buried deep in the ground with an epitaph inscribed on the tombstone.
Am i a wanderer No that smile is a wanderer who jumps from lips to lips holding the hands of her amour euphoria. But when the euphoria abandons the love, leaving the desolation behind smile dies on the lips letting the tears fall from eyes like the ephemeral spring of young love who touches every heart on the page number 16 and stain the pages with the 21st fall leaving wisdom behind.
I sat under the sky counting twinkling stars wearing my favourite pink sneakers. My icecream was melting and staining my white frock while my mind was drawn to a boy who was secretly staring at my icecream gulping the saliva.I took small steps towards him and asked "you want this? " he sighed and hide his urges behind his fake smile.
That day i realized even a simple icecream can be someone's dream.
I checked myself in the mirror for the 15th time and complained "mom I don't like apricot skirts I won't wear it." I was going to my school when I saw a old women shivering in the cold,covering her hands with her torn shawl the cruel cold wind drying her tears.
That day i realized the piece of cloth I am eschewing can be someone's wish.
I glared at my father and complained " how many times i have to tell you that don't interfere in my matters ? And went out from my home "I saw a girl crying wearing a black overcoat.Her brown locks swaying in the wind,with puffy eyes she was screaming "comeback dad. "
The wind of realization hit me hard,the father's love i am denying to accept can be someone's fantasy too .
Why god shower golden dust over barons flooding the veins of vagrants with desires? Why moon has zillions of stars while sun roam around the sky all alone ? Why fruits are destined to fall while flowers are always plucked with care ? Why beauty is choosen over heart ? Why the loafers born golden spoons while dreamers always struggle? Why the beguiling lies are picked over the harsh truths?
fellowtravellerAm sry am late.. This is beautiful.. Beyond beautiful actually.. .. Congratulations on WN repost bub
murrybenTerribly sorry I am this late in my read Jen
murrybenWell, I am awestruck here. The way you used the clover and had it titled "contentment" was just enough to make my heart clench in pain for god-knows-what reason. And then of course, my emotions moved along to the heartache and the final stanza that left me hopeful despite the pain.
murrybenCongratulations on the repost. Well deserved