This is the last time I'm writing to you this year. I have decided to end our relationship for now. I no longer want to play your mind games. No, don't look for me anymore. By the time you receive this, I'm already gone with the wind.
I know you are not impulsive. But, you are too passionate for my taste. You are too calculative. For you life is a game of chess. You always have to think several steps ahead. I know it's just your nature. But, I'm getting tired.
It's not all bad. You're attractive and seductive. I love making love with you and our emotional intimacy is sky-high. It puts me on edge every single time and I love it. On good days, I love your unparalleled empathy, depth and commitment to our relationship. However, on bad days your desire for control and physical closeness is overwhelming.
I can no longer take it. So here we are at this point where leaving is my only option. I realized, freedom is more important than what we have.
I still love you in my heart but this is definitely goodbye.
P. S. I'll see you in a few days. I already packed your bags and gears. Just go skiing with the boys. Stop being sticky. I'm just at my mom's. Enjoy and I love you. Hahaha