Miraquill
I wonder
I wonder
I wonder why my heart swells like the ocean waves when I look at you
Is it your eyes, your lips, your smile
Could it be the love you show
I wonder why my skin tingles like an electric shock when you touch me
When you hold me in your arms
When I'm you, a little spoon
Skin on skin
You drag me in
Deeper into the love that you have for me
Unconditionally
I giggle every time I think of you
Your scent lingers in my nose
From past nights
For future love
I wonder why it's me you chose
Why with all the flaws and scars I have
The phases I go through
The sadness I keep
I wonder if I'll be good enough
But every time I see you, my heart bursts
Exploding with the supernova of a distant star
Colors flood my head
If you only you knew what you mean to me
No words could describe how immense the love is that makes me cherish the passion we have
Thoughts flood my head
And I wonder what the future could hold
Our wedding, kids? Our house, pets?
But my love is not the obsessive side of limerence
And that's why I keep on wondering
That forever seems too short
But still, I wonder
Can you be mine?
Can I be yours?
Te amo mi novio y siempre estaré contigo y te apoyaré te amo
©jmaj161914
#WritingContest
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jmaj161914
1w
Read MoreFirst real attempt at a love poem. You dont have to like it. #life #pride #metoo #mylife #problems #thisisme #unashamed #feels #FR #writingcontest #creativearena #wot #love #2021 @writersnetwork @mirakeeworld @readwriteunite @mirakeeworldwidewriter
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jmaj161914
2w
Spontaneous
Looking in the past
Realizing the love we had ain't shit
I'm not surprised it's the thanks I get
I give up
I'm done with love cause it's failed me
I try and I try again
The result is being numb the the pain
I tried to be patient with you
I liked the feeling too
But I'm Trapped in my mind
It used to be a beautiful place
Imagination with abundant grace
Where I would lay a burden down
Escape the current situations in life I would currently be in
I'd push up out of the waves of pressure so I wouldn't drown
But it didn't last sadly
They drag me down hands grab at me from the ground
Clawing me making scars on my body that will stay
If what we said had a physical effect on someones body would they be pretty
Think be spontaneous in your choices cause you never know when they will be taken away from you
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jmaj161914
2w
WDIDT
Why do I do this
I trust in the people that will eventually hurt me
But what is this feeling
Abandonment, betrayal, why am I hurting
I want to be numb
The gift that keeps on giving
From the pain that scorches my body
Down to the iceberg that was my heart
Ice because eventually, it will melt into nothing
And I will be a shell of what I used to be
Caring for the things that do me harm
Why do I do this
I used to trust in the people that I thought would love me
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jmaj161914
2w
Laughter
'I love you so much'
'You make me so happy'
'I'll always care about you'
'You mean the world to me'
'I'll never replace you'
'I'm always thinking of you'
'I'll always be here for you no matter what'
...
But all you hear is laughter
Like did it ever matter
Did I mean anything
Now I sound crazy
But all you hear is laughter
For how stupid I was
For how broken I was
For how worthless I was
Laughter
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jmaj161914
2w
Read MoreI felt guilty not posting sorry #life #pride #metoo #mylife #problems #thisisme #unashamed #feels #cry #deep #dark #FR #why #writingcontest #creativearena #wot #love #2021 @writersnetwork @mirakeeworld @readwriteunite @mirakeeworldwidewriter
Saying
The more love you give, the more love you receive
The more love you give, the less love is received
The more love you give, the more love is taken
The more love you give, the more love is deceived
The more love you give, the more your heart is broken
The more love you give
Nothing
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jmaj161914
2w
Read MoreI've been gone I'm sorry I've been busy with college and life. You know how it gets in the way yet I felt guilty not posting. I do apologize. #life #love #life #pride #metoo #mylife #problems #thisisme #unashamed #feels #cry #deep #dark #FR #why #writingcontest #creativearena #wot #love #2022 @writersnetwork @mirakeeworld @readwriteunite @mirakeeworldwidewriter
A wanted dream
It hurts to love and leave
So I'll love you less
Cause I know you won't do your best
Even if you can see
Me struggling to be
What you've always wanted
I did try to give you my all
It's what I saw
It's how it all started
But it's not how you responded
You desperately needed my love
It wasn't what I had
I didn't think you'd understand
It's not something you could think of
Yet what pushed me away was your shove
It hurts to love and leave
So I'll loved you less
I didn't try to do my best
I know you could see
Me struggling to be
The dream you always wanted
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aparnamemoir
4w
Read MoreNight sky glistening with the moonlight;
Like strings of pearls stars radiates with their magical light,
She in her room shuffling through her old records;
Picking up the one and let it pull the chords,
Smell of Jasmine from her garden engulfs her mind;
She hugging herself starts listening to the song,
Like the burning candle at her side;
Her face starts shining in the dim light
With every notes of the song,
She starts feeling all the deep emotions in the depth of her heart,
She took a pen and starts framing the words;
Like the caterpillar beautiful words evoked takes the shape of a fairy from the other world;
With every stroke of her magical wand
She leaves the stardust of the pixie love on the Earth
Giving all the love the mother divine RightNow
Deserves.....
#mirakee #writersnetwork #creativearena #writingcontest #Pod @miraquill @writersnetwork.
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aparnamemoir
4w
Read MoreLying under the starlit night
That resembles the fairy lights from the
Last Christmas
Remeniscing on the sweet memories
Changed her mood and heart
A flower seeps through her soul
Sending the tingling sensations to her heart
A fairy is lying on the petals
Whispered in her ears
The divine secret of the universe
It isn't a tale nor a line
But simple four letters words
That is God's Gospel
She tells her that love is
The key that unlocks
All the treasures of the
Bounty universe......
#writersnetwork #writingcontest #creativearena @mirakee @writersnetwork.
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aparnamemoir
4w
Read MoreTime is up
The moment is gone
The feelings that she
Holds on to
Left her with the
Suicidal note to her mind
All her life what she strives
Her faith in the four letter word
Had led her taking her life
Her fairytale ends,
Putting her pains
In to the caged boxes
Of her mind
Locking it inside
Her deepest gravial mine
Sealing her lips
Putting a mask
She started living as
Another man's ask,
Happiest face with the
Saddest eyes,
As the eternal gloominess
Ascended to her life
Taking it as God's decided Fate
She started living life with
distaste,
A day has arrived
When universe puts an
Angel in her lap
Turning her tears in to mirth
Like the Phoenix
She had Taken rebirth
From the ashes of
Her past,
And finally she turns the page
To write the first verse
Of her new fairytale....
#mirakee #writersnetwork #pod #creativearena #writingcontest@mirakee @writersnetworkTurning her tears in to mirth
Like the Phoenix
She had Taken rebirth
From the ashes of
Her past,
And finally she turns the page
To write the first verse
Of her new fairytale....Photo By Bruno Scramgnon on Unsplash6 0
aparnamemoir
4w
Read MoreTranslating my scars
By mending it with
The love that Sparks.....#mirakee #writersnetwork #creativearena #writingcontest #Pod @mirakee @writersnetwork @mirakeeworld.
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aparnamemoir
4w
Read MoreSitting beside the stream
Listening to the sweet music
Of the rippling water
A tear dropped and
Mingled with the flowing stream
Gentle breeze hugs her face
To comfort her
A leaf floats with her tear
Like a pearl shining
In the coral
A hand picks up the leaf
She looked up
Searching for the face
He Smiled but she
Shy away
Closing her eyes
Like the last petals
Falling from the roses
He sends her
The same leaf with
Jasmine
Fragrance so sweet
Is a reminder for her
That Night will pass
And the next day
Will be filled with
The new fragrance.....
#mirakee #writersnetwork #pod #creativearena #writingcontest @mirakee @writersnetwork.
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aparnamemoir
4w
Read MoreHer Anklet bells
Her rose tinted lips
Jasmine decorating her mane
Sweet fragrance like the
Smell of the Mogra
Musky with Subtle sweetness
He Is enchanted by her beauty
Deeply mesmerised by her aura
She oblivion of his feelings
Gave a gentle smile
To him
He fumbles with the gesture
Picks up to not to fall
In her presence
He tries to say something
But the words seems
To fail him
At last he just smiles
Which makes her
Heart flutters
Like the butterfly wings on
Finding the nectar
They Pause for a moment
Eyes telling the tales
Which lips fathom to answer
Both pulled by magical cords that
Binds them with the
Eternal symphony
Of the love
That surpasses
All the boundaries of
Realms defined by light
Or utter darkness....#mirakee #writersnetwork #pod #creativearena #writingcontest @mirakee @writersnetwork.
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vaish_pardeshi13
12w
Read More#writingcontest #creativearena #mirakee #stories #writersofmirakee #writerstolli #wordporn #writing #writer #mirakeewriters #mindspeaks #thougts #mywords #readwriteunite #writesomething #writewhatheartfeels #writerscommunity #writerscorner #writingislife #writerslife #mirakeeworld #laugh #wod
@writersnetwork @miraquillRemember you don't need to hold your pain forever.
Remember everything's gonna be alright.
Remember you have a purpose.
Remember you are destined.
Remember your worth.
Remember yourself.
Remember you.
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jmaj161914
13w
Read MoreTbh I wouldn't be here without her I wouldn't have found my love of poetry or singing without her #bonds #wod #writingcontest #creativearena #2022 @writersnetwork @mirakee @readwriteunite
Bond
Secrets
Laughter
Jokes
Crafter
Survival
You were there
Suicidal
You made me stronger
22
Where'd I'd be without you
On the street
Without you
You brought me in
You helped me understand
You didn't know how to bury a body
So I stopped trying
It'd be messy anyway
To take the life you worked so hard
to keep alive
I'm thankful
You cared
Some bonds are stronger
Others grow weak
But we carry the same scars
We help each other through
The door of our life's
Cause I for one
Wouldn't be here if you weren't
When I came out
It didn't matter
You were happy
And so was I
Finally peace
From the knawing feeling
Of thinking you'd abandon me
But the truth was
You filled me with laughter
You made me stronger
I couldn't have asked
For a better sister
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jmaj161914
13w
Time consumes damage
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jmaj161914
13w
On a journey
To find someone's shoulder
To cry on when I'm sober
I haven't forgotten that winter
What happened to me
It made me colder
Is it over
Is...it...over
It's just a shower
It's.. just.. a.. shower
Where's the blow dryer
When you had a piece of me
It made it harder
To resist
It hurts when I wonder
What could be
It's over
Where do I go
Who do I tell
Who can I call
I'm shaking
It hurts
I'm weak
The mask has broken
I put the blade to my arms
Laughter
rises from my lips
I sob. It's over
Water mixes well
I'm broken, couldn't you tell?
What was I
Who was I to you
I ask this question too
What was my worth
What is my worth
I can't find my worth
You picked me apart
6ft down
Is where you left my heart
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jmaj161914
13w
We die from our emotions and feelings
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jmaj161914
13w
Read More�� hi its been awhile #writingcontest #creativearena #2022 @writersnetwork @mirakee @readwriteunite@readwriteunite
You just don't know how broken we all are inside
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Love is an emotion
Love is a feeling
Call it a notion
Maybe even fiction
It may seem foolish
Might seem bizarre
To love someone with all your heart
But when the shoe fits
No other feeling can compete!
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the_late_night_tales
14w
Read More"Sleepwalking"
Sitting on the side of a road
I watch people walking by
And it makes me worry
What if I miss something?
What if people reach great places
that I don't know of
Although many roads have I taken
They took me nowhere
How could they?
All roads take you
Nowhere but graveyards
When the time is right
'Where are you going?'
I ask them all
But no one answers me
I get closer to them and learn
Even they don't know
They're just dreaming
Oh, God, they are sleepwalking
#Mirakee #wod #writersnetwork #pod #creativearena #writingcontestSleepwalking
All roads take you nowhere but graveyards
when the time is right
©the_late_night_tales
