Miraquill
Distance
sometimes i wonder if it will be enough, looking away when you look towards me wondering if i'd recognise you from the not-so-distant past. sometimes i wonder what you'd do if you were me and i was you? would you look away, pretend we are strangers and not lost souls wandering in the depths of abandonment, just trying to survive? or will you smile at me and reminisce the beautiful past where strangers were just people we saw on the streets and not broken bonds and distant promises? will you try to solve the mystery of why we are apart or leave me in silence, hanging on a thread of hope that it isn't as loud as the demons that haunt you when you close your eyes, dancing in the flames of wanting retribution for crimes i do not remember? will you remind me of all that went wrong and all that could have gone right if we had just spoken and not held on so tightly to our need to be right? will you prompt me for wanting a bit more and not wanting to concede to the life we lead right now, following ideas like mindless sheep and words of idle men? or will you question all my desires and leave when you get tired, because it's not enough and it never will be? i do not know, for I am Me and You are You and while i wonder if all these questions are really ever enough, you become even more distant in the not-so-distant past.
©mane_auraa
#abandonment
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mane_auraa
8w
Read More"I find pieces of you in the pieces of me"
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mane_auraa
10w
Read MoreSo,
this seems like the end,
The end of something that didn't actually begin.
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A lot of history riding on our words,
yet you throw them out soo callously,
like it all seems absurd.
Your unspoken words and whispers of chaos,
leave me numb and, honestly, hurt,
yet I act like I don't care and then somehow cathart.
You pretend you don't see me,
as if this is all my fault,
but your brain creates scenarios that do not seem to halt.
You do everything to hate me and seldom wonder why,
yet sometimes that's all I think about at night,
and still, find nothing to deny.
I do not mean to sound soo vain,
soo self-obsessed, a snob,
but I cannot understand what did I, from you, ever rob?
Cause you make it out to be,
that the world will stop for you,
yes, you've got some problems,
but darling, I do too.
©mane_auraa11 0
pallavi4
27w
Read MoreDear you who hurt me,
I’ve spent an eternity willing for you to suffer,
Be in constant pain like I was for a very long time
All the while pretending my heart was not broken
That inspite of all the anguish you caused, I was fine
Through it all I might have appeared composed which
Couldn’t be further from a well cultivated lie
I’ve spend a considerable amount of time hurting you
In my mind while watching the world pass me by
I don’t harbour any ill feeling towards you now
Like a dead river, it has become dry
With the passage of seasons you’ve become inconsequential
And my anguished heart like a cloudless clear blue sky
But I do hope at least once in this lifetime
Someone comes along to teach you wrong from right
Someone who teaches you what it means to be wounded
And have no one around to help you in your plight
Pallavi
@pallavi4
14th of November, 2021
Pic credit: Pinterest, picture credited to its rightful owner
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- hallucination Damn
- 2chinmayee Like a dead river hits hard di
- 2chinmayee My anguished heart
- 2chinmayee Last 2 lines are poignant.... Fan of your write up
biswajitdev
28w
Read More*Bloom like a #wildflower stained with strong #willpower*
Dear Redolent #Florets,
Have a glance for sure and drop your favourite flower �� if you feel so within the verse.
A #Bud is waiting for your suggestions.
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** Are you worried, My #Flower !
Not being worn on the #Remembrance day nor drooped in the #Beauty's midnight hair
Growing in the lone #grace of #sun and #dew that none glare or care!
Smile like those #abandoned flowers
showcasing true colours of #summer and #shower
The art of #abandonment makes you wildly free wildflower
reminding all a spirit lives free and sustains with strong willpower.
Reach out, discover inner beauty and #bloom becoming #precious
as there's so much #hope and #happiness to share ... **
*GLOSSARY*
Remembrance Day - The action of remembering dead souls, Droop - Bend or Hang downwards (Decorate purpose), Beauty - Represents a woman here, Grace - Charm, Glare - Stare, Abandoned - Havinh been left, Showcase - Show or Display, Sustain - Undergo, Willpower - Dedication*
©biswajitdev
06.11.2021
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#start #wod #miraquil #pod #writersnetwork #somuchc #writersbay #novemberc #november #caesreposts #flowers #innerbeauty #beauty
Picture �� credit to the rightful owner
-- Pinterest --Wildly free Wildflower
Are you worried, My Flower !
Not being worn on the Remembrance day nor drooped in the Beauty's midnight hair
Growing in the lone grace of sun and dew that none glare or care!
Smile like those abandoned flowers
showcasing true colours of summer and shower
The art of abandonment makes you wildly free wildflower
reminding all a spirit lives free and sustains with strong willpower.
Reach out, discover inner beauty and bloom becoming precious
as there's so much hope and happiness to share ...
06.11.2021
©biswajitdevPhoto By Julie Blake Edison on Unsplash79 46 39
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biswajitdev
@lovethatneverfades
Delighted to have your precious presence here.
Thanks a zillion.
Love & Light ❤ -
biswajitdev
@timeblossom
Thanks a bunch for giving it a read and your appreciation means a lot to me. Delighted .
Love & Light ❤ -
biswajitdev
@lovenotes_from_carolyn
Honoured to have your enthralling appreciation & support .
Means a lot to me.
Heartiest thanks.
Love & Light ❤ - thoughtsprocess You are welcome ♥️
- lovethatneverfades Good to see you back. And did read your msg on kinjo. More power to your strength. The very fact you back and healing makes you more powerful.
Wayfarer
Be Good,
They said,
You are so fair,
People must like you a lot
They said,
You are so Tallented.
They said,
You are so caring.
They said,
You are so lovable,
They said,
You are so good at your work,
You sould get a good job.
They said,
You are so beautiful,
You should get a good Guy,
You are so adjustable,
You deserve the best
They said,
You are such a wonderful being,
You deserve happiness.
They said.
They said so much
In the sea of Shoulds and Woulds and Deserves
I fare my way.
Crashing in the waves of
Uncertainty, apathy, discord, loneliness..
I want to figure out my solitude.
For the role performance is paramount
And your mere existence means nothing.
Your likability does not guarantee you a placement.
There are so many reasons
to Abandon
you
no matter what you deserve.
©eyeenma12 0
pranksy0310
34w
Story of abandoned homes
Unfastened hinges could perhaps open doors of dilapidated buildings,
Which were once open to all, without misgivings,
Sheltering their inhabitants from dangers and strife,
Waiting to offer comfort and security at every point in life,
But when the hinges got noisy, and doors creaked at night,
The same shelter transformed into a source of fright,
Easier to abandon, the inhabitants chose to leave,
The furniture and valuables were sold, leaving these once bustling buildings alone to bereave.
©Priyanka5 0
writtersfeelingz
34w
Read More#betrayal #love #lies #cheater #liar #narcissist #narcissisticabuse #cheating #quotes #cheaters #betrayed #relationships #divorce #emotionalabuse #healing #trauma #lovequotes #brokenheart #infidelity #deceit #sad #toxicpeople #adultery #ptsd #poetry #betrayalquotes #abandonment #cheatersbelike #realtalk
Instagram user....
Nowadays it's the one
I see everytime someone
Leaves just because
We loved them truly
Lust won the aces
Breaking my heart into pieces
©writtersfeelingz7 0
You fear that, don't you?
There are times, you just want to stop,
stop hearing, stop sharing because
In your head, it has become loud and smothered.
all the noises and their perspectives,
Which aren't yours, is too much to take in.
sharing allows for your situation to live in two minds, creates room for two reasons.
no more, it remains just yours.
You start feeling the divarication,
Which you've had always shunned.
Genuine conversations, shared life is almost like stripping every chunk of your clothing in front of someone.
Time and again you fear your trust to be not respected, you fear that the priority you give is to be scarred. You fear; you've over-shared, it's gonna hurt. You fear the person you chose to get along with is going to do you wrong.
You fear that, don't you?
You believe that
every time you fight
You need to cut the ties.
either you're too attached to be able to break something by yourself or you keep cutting your ties after every time someone disappoints or mumble lies.
Bestowing someone the power is startling
When you have abandonment issues.
You fear that, don't you?
©medha_himanshu7 0
mane_auraa
39w
My Vice
You say they made you impuissant,
And you hated feeling that way.
Yet you open up to me,
And say I'm not your friend.
I listen to every word you say,
And give you sound advice.
And in the end you hit me back,
And call caring, my vice.
Sometime I feel like a ragged cloth,
Used to clean the mess,
And then I'm thrown to the side,
Replaced by a brand new dress.
I gave you many chances
To show me that you care.
Yet then again, I forget,
You've caught me in a snare.
A part of me wants to escape,
And prove my worth to me.
But I'm still stuck in an endless loop,
The other doesn't want me free.
And tried, I have,
To free myself and find a better path.
Where pain won't be the only thing,
I receive, along with wrath.
And though I know,
You are soo good, and loving towards all.
I still feel like a thousand souls,
Will reach you before my call.
So help me understand the reason
Why every time we talk, I lie?
Cause to me, you are my bestest friend,
Yet you often make me cry.
©mane_auraa11 1
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monette
40w
Healing Temperature
The umbrella, the morgue, the abandoned home, the broken heart
COLD
The cemetery, the sad songs, the goodbye, the rejection
FROZEN
The quiet, the packing, the reveal, the replacing
NUMB
The loving memories, the justice, the rebuilding, the forgiveness
WARM
The renewed hope, the fire in your soul, the introduction of new passion, the self love
HOT
©monette10 0
Cigarettes
You used to say cigarettes are no good for me
~so are you.
©saphyrahhh9 1 1
Broken dolls.
You and I are broken dolls belonging to our own mind, the mind which is childish. A young mind. Our mind decided to grow up but our heart didn't. We both are still craving for our mind to notice how broken we are.
Among the chaos we both lay in the room in the darkness which we are afraid of for our mind is ashamed of how wild we are. we are left inside beds to fight with the monsters which we feared the most at night. Remember our mind cling to us thinking of the demons? We fight those demons in the darkness every night.
You and I are broken dolls abandoned in darkness. we have observed all the demons we once feared, now we won't listen to anyone. We would go running to the arms which loves the child in us.
The mind abandoned us, now it shall fear the little demons we are.
—hearts are broken dolls with demons who fear abandonment.
©saphyrahhh5 0
Abandonment is an aching wound that never seems to permanently heal. It continues to open up even during the best of times.
©karenallen28410 1 1
Abandoned property
The house was on sale
Had been for the last 60 years
The paint was chipped
There were gashes across the hallway
The windows needed a touch up
The curtains were frayed
And yet, as old as this house was
She was beautiful
She had worn her beauty
With grace and dignity
I loved the way the wildflowers
Had floated up into the second floor
They decorated the place
Like a new set of furniture never could
She was beautiful
And so I spent every day that I could
Refining her back to the glory days
And getting to know her old soul
©rachelatherton11 0
If your schedule was a garden, then I feel like the weeds. I am sprinkled around in places where you're not focusing on things. Always outside the box, not the gift being received. Never the last one that's still standing tall if there are changes in the breeze.
©ananias8 0
alanna_argudo
53w
You left.
The night you left, I remember.
You kissed me for the first time.
I told you I loved you.
Now, tell me.
Why do I see faces in confusion?
Why do I see faces in pain?
When I tell them you left, they say,
"You have to let go,"
"This isn't healthy,"
I know, I know I need to let go.
It's just that I can't get out of my head,
"We all thought you stopped seeing him."
"Seeing who?" I finally asked.
"That man none of us can see."
©alanna_argudo9 1
"Goodbye"
Have you ever seen a "good"-bye? They must be pretty rare. I have moved around, come and gone, and seldom good is there; in abandonment. Or would you call it tough love? Are you teaching me a lesson by reticently giving up? I would be surprised, no really I would be shocked; to learn that you still cared when your messages and calls stopped.
©ananias14 0 1
karenallen284
61w
When I found you, you appeared somewhat fragile. And all I've ever wanted is to be there with you. You opened up and spoke to me all about her.
Amidst your own chaos, you helped me make sense of mine. I adore what we have built together. I have never valued a friendship to the same extent as ours. Every interaction is bliss, every moment is precious, every date - a treasure.
Today, you gazed towards the floor as you sat opposite me. I sipped my coffee while you wiped the lens of the glasses you usually wear. You begin talking about how you're fixing things with her, slowly. You tell me it will never be the same, that you resent her for whatever she has done. However, your words and my gut instinct are asynchronous. For I wonder, how long is it going to be before you decide to leave me for a future with your past.
©karenallen28442 2 3
- knicii The last sentence gutted me. Such a gorgeously painted scenario
- karenallen284 Thank you soo much...it's a sequel to one of my other pieces of writing.
suwayda_aroosh
62w
Read More#frenzy #dew #abandonment #eyes #pod #potd #mirakee #writersnetwork #poems #poetrycommunity #quotes #myarchive #qotd #micropoetry #microtales #poetsofmirakee #deepthoughts #suwayda #madquote #readwriteunite #poetryisnotdead
#writerscommunity #poetrylovers #words #writingcommunity #inspirationalquotes #wordsofwisdom @mirakee @mirakee_assistant @mirakeeworldwidewriter @mirakeeworld @writersnetworkNameless Frenzy
i
was smelling the rose.
a few beads of dewy pearls
fell;
kissing the petals in a fluid
artfulness -
and in a nameless frenzy,
permeating their velvet
interiority.
ergo, leaving my eyes
in a perpetual abandonment.
- the last few drops.
©suwayda_aroosh6 0 1
girlnextdoor477
63w
Abandon All Hope
Being left behind is one of the most gut wrenching feeling to have.
The abandonment is like a ghost that lingers.
You try to ignore it, but it only ever gets worse, and you begin to question yourself.
You attempt to find a solution, but often enough people just assume you’re crazy, so you give up.
You give everyone excuses on why you’re being distant, but if for only a minute, they would look into your eyes they would see your pain they hold.
“It’s not you, it’s me” they say, but if that were the case why do they always leave me?
Not everyone can be wrong, can they?
You fixate on an idea, an idea of what more can you change about yourself until eventually the person staring back at the mirror is a stranger.
So maybe they do stay, but is it really you they’re staying for, or is it the persona that you’ve created.
Maybe you’re okay with that, but deep down you’re empty inside.
Love is like a flower; you can’t just plant it anywhere and hope for it to grow.
You must find the perfect spot where the soil is turn and its full of nutrients, water, and sunlight.
But if you put the flower in soil that’s bone dry and forget about it , it will die.
So you can go through life as a stranger, pretending to be what they want.
But let me tell you, if you try to force that love, it will never be genuine.
The love you formed will never grow ,it will slowly dissipate until it’s transformed into something dark.
It will spread through your body like necrosis.
Unless you acknowledge it and treat the infection it will continue to spread until it weakens every aspect of you and kills you.
In life we rarely get a reset button, but I guess that’s what makes love so extraordinary.
You can’t find great love if you don’t take big risks which means they might abandon you.
Only you can dictate if they’re worth the risk.
©girlnextdoor477
