I Get It
Remember when there was a certain time when you were talking about being pregnant? I told you then and there, your mind needs to be right. I don’t remember much I do remember that. You said yourself the other day “Mom, you just cloned me from you.”
Well, I must have and had no idea I did. Because you sure do all I did.
And I never wanted you to feel what you had to endure. I had feeling I tried to convince myself otherwise. Just like me, the history repeats itself.
I prayed, prayed more than ever it wouldn’t be that way. Because I am not sure how to help you. Besides to be there for you, listen and try to keep your mind directed elsewhere. There’s not much I can do. I feel so bad. I told you before go get a blood test, see what your blood type is. I also know doctors aren’t to nice when you going in saying you want this and this done.
I get it. I wish they could have been more on it than they were. I’m just so very sorry. You need to heal from this now. Not masking it. That’s all you’re doing. You need to mourn now. Not a month from now, not a year from now.
Today, you need to do it now. I will leave it alone.