Midnight thought
Sometimes a pinch of craziness is necessary
for your sanity ,
It's just a lil reminder for you,
That you are alive.
@manya's words
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Fifty shades of Anxiety
I don't know how it started,
But anxiety is one of my annoying friend whom I don't want to see.
Some times It makes me fearful of every single thing,
Some times it forces me to rip my wrist into two .
I feel the pain within my chest ,a pain that's worse than any physical pain.
I scream,
I cry ,
Still I hide my secret self under a thick layer of anxiety.
Sometimes I cry but believe me I don't pretend to be like that just to gain your sympathy.
Because that's the real me .
Each night the anxiety sweeps me up in his arm ,
He is a story teller,
Who narrates all the stories of my fear ,it shakes me ,
Im always overwhelmed by anxiety.
Sometimes I look at the mirror but I can't see myself,
I see a person ,who always
pretend to be strong and bold but under this layer of anxiety there's a alamort person .
Sometimes people suggest me to try counting sleep ,
But my mind can only count reasons to stay awake .
People ask if I'm afraid of dying, may be i'm afraid of living .
well ,I don't know
I'm confused, I'm confused about everything,
I'm even confused about my existence.
My wounded soul is searching for a place to hide .
There's a thing inside my head ,dear ,which you cant see ,
Its anxiety ,
fifty shades of Anxiety.
~Manya6 1Broken
I woke up next to him
He called me beautiful
He told me I was his world
He called me mesmerizing and I smiled
Now, I look back and wonder
Did he mistake me to the other girl he was seeing?
Did he actually think I was beautiful?
Was it wrong that i smiled and pulled him closer to me?
I was naive, I still am.
But now, I'm broken.
This world's cruel, just when everything was perfect or I thought so
It had to break me
Broke me to millions of pieces from which i could never recover
When I saw his lips that told me i was beautiful on someone else
I was devastated or should I say
I'm broken.
©ichigokurosakiPhoto By Alex Andrews on Unsplash14 0 1Journey
Looking at the sky,
closing his eye,
thinking ahead of time,
listening to the soothing chime,
believing his heart's voice,
started his journey on rejoice.
Without knowing what future awaits,
unfolding the numerous gates,
every moment goes on fear,
every closed one started disappear,
overcoming the hurdles with courage,
taking multiple irrepairable damage,
believing his heart's voice,
started his journey on rejoice.
with unbreakable ambition in mind,
leaving tragic past behind,
constant smile on his face,
slowly, steadily catching the pace,
now comes the major turn,
written fate he can't outrun,
couldn't see what's ahead,
now comes the time to take a break.14 2-
__anjalijha
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the_intermittent_expressionist 13w
In our heads we paint so many pictures of how our first intimacy is going to be. With freehand strokes of brushes one after another, painting that moment in every possible shade we can.
So titillating!
Pictures so fragile, constructed, deconstructed and reconstructed with changing fantasies and as we see fit. When it happens for real, we enter the arena with etiquette and precedence set out of crafted acts of intimacy.
"Raw and Organic" we wanted it to be, but ended up creating a flavour that tastes nowhere close to the original, the kind of original we saw on our screens or atleast we believed so.
Finally we've achieved that pleasure that we waited for so long. After landing those kisses, hickies, caresses and thrusts in precision to the manual that has been played over and over again on our screens and inside our heads.
... and yet at the end of it there we lay empty, still unsatisfied and missing something, wondering did it went wrong somewhere?
Maybe it did!
Maybe if we wouldn't have followed the protocol, landed our first kiss not where it was prescribed to be but where we wanted it to!
Maybe scratches and hickies were not needed after all and that we were supposed to leave marks of our passion on each other's soul, not bodies!
And those thrusts!
They were not meant to measure the depth/grip of a vagina or length of a penis but to experience the melting of two physical forms into each other.
Maybe! next time we wouldn't be so rigid in method rather free flowing in the moment.
©the_intermittent_expressionist
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The old and the new.
You are young today.
you could walk the earth,
swim the ocean and soar the sky,
you know death as an old fable
"I won't grow old, neither will I die."
You could conquer the world,
rip out trees, and blow down houses,
tear the mountains and drink the river dry
nothing mightier than thou
"I am god, and I am invincible."
The old man that tread your roads,
often, with small strides, resting every few,
he is frayed and he is gray,
he is torned, and wrinkled
"You old weakling, you disgust me."
That old weakling of a man reminisces
it was only yesterday that he was,
the strongest man to roam the earth,
and all the women it seemed begged for him,
"Oh time! what have you made of me?"
He merely watches him, the old man.
Weak although, but wise he's been made,
he knows his fate all too well,
and of that lion of a man, and he laughs,
"Roar all while you can, I am you and you are me."
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tarh_tapung 14w
Better Lover
There you are again today
With the same innocence on your face
As it was the first time I saw you
Didn't know you already had someone else
Not unapparent how u're happy with him
It's all over the place when he holds your hands
No reason why I should be telling you this
No words great enough to defend me
Chances, you won't even like me back
Chances, I could never be the better lover
But I want just to let you know
How much adorable of a person you are
The city talks about your kindness
The flickering diamonds in your eyes
Unparalleled the way you paved into me
Nobody else could ever be
©tarh_tapung6 0Lent me an ear!!
Why so silent?? they asked
This question is irritating me...
Why am I silent?
I am not.
Let me ask you something
Have you ever listened??
Have you ever been cut off while talking,
Or had to stop in the midway as nobody was paying attention,
Or are you a full time listener??
Then buddy you may understand me.
People say the ocean is so silent
But it's not....you never listened
If you had, you will be startled by how loud they are..
I am an ocean,
that speak through its waves..
But barely heard as foams ,
that vanish on arriving the land ..
I am deep ,that is known only to the ones that delve into...
I am loud ,For those who were attentive ..
Let me tell you something
Lent me an ear
!
©meraki_riya4 0Kyun Mere Jesa
Khubsurt haseen log
Hzaro kaynaat mein.
Fir kyun chuna ,Ajnabee musafir
Tune , mere jesa .
Na nen naksh kuch khaas hai
Na baato mein koi baat hai
Na akal, na surat na bolne ka lehza
Bata sehgal ......
Aakhir kyun mere jesa
©sehgall4 2Why are breasts called titties
and
not
Jiggly-puffs!
©the_intermittent_expressionist4 0The Hidden Cry
The earthly smell after the first rainfall on summer will also remind me of you !
Similar to the hidden seed seeking a chance to share her dark past,
I am waiting here to share my stories to you.
Every thunder and the lights gives me a hope that
you will be arriving soon.
Yet it feels like years ,for you to come
And show your mercy upon me.
My lonely soul is longing for you,
to tell you my untold stories.
Come soon and give me your lap,
so I can relieve myself from the tangled thoughts
Yearning for you ,alone in this path ,
For you to wash away my worries and troubles eternally.
©meraki_riya3 2lifepoetryy 38w
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Kal ek dost ne pucha
Kaise kar pati ho bharosa
Itni baar tootne ke baad bhi
Hum muskura kar bole kya pata
Shayad tum jaise doston ke wajah se
©lifepoetryyPhoto By Bartek Garbowicz on Unsplash9 2Kehna to bohot kuch tha usse, par,
Kahin se ye fiza aayi
Gamon ke baadal sang laayi
©p_thegreatest6 1Lost & Found
I have come to the end
I struggled and found the dream
But I lost something unknown
For which my heart still scream
©yash_shivamPhoto By withdarkshades on Unsplash8 0 1Monsoon of Life
Winds of happiness, Rain of joy
Petrichor of satisfaction, Enjoy before it cloy.
©yash_shivamPhoto By Mohamed Nohassi on Unsplash8 1the_intermittent_expressionist 44w
अब मन नही करता मेरी खिडकी से झाक्ने का,
क्यूंकि वो जान्ता है सामने वाली में अब तुम नही होंगी।
जब मन उदासीनता से भर उठता तो अपनी खिडकी का पल्ला हल्का सा हटाके झाक लिया करता था ,
इस उमीद में के झरोके के उस तरफ तुम होंगी।
तुमहरी ओर से मोहोब्बत की कोई गुन्जाईष थी नही,
क्योंकि जो भावनाए थी, मेरी थी और सिर्फ मुझ तक थी ।
ज़रूरी नही था मेरे लिए कि हर रोज़ तुम्हरा उनमेष दीदार हो,
अक्सर तुम्हारे कमरे में जल रही लालटेन के उजाले से झरोके पर बनी तम्हारी परछाई से काम चला लिया करता।
जब जब मौसम करवट लेता और मदमस्त हवा आनंद से कभी मेरी खिडकी से टकराती तो कभी तुमहरी से,
तो लगता एक दूत की भाँति मेरे मन का संदेश तुम्हारे मन तक पहूंचा रही हो,
और जो तुम कभी उस बीच मेरी ओर देख कर हल्के से मुस्कुरा देती तो मान लेता मेरा संदेश तुम्हे मिल गया।
किन्तु अब मौसम करवट तो लेता है, बस तुम नही होती।
मेरा मन अब उस बन्द झरोके कि भाँति फड़फड़ाता है, अकेले जिस्का शोर उस खली घर में है ।
मेरी खिडकी पर लगे मेरे एक तर्फा प्रेम के जाले मुझे साफ दिखाई देते है,
और लगता है की अब वो तभी उतरेगे जब तुम फिर आओगी और उस झरोके को खुद हटाऔगी ।
तब तक मेरा खाली मन तुम्हारी राह देखेगा।
- @the_intermittent_expressionist
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©the_intermittent_expressionist2 0CAGED
Trapped within a humongous cage of expectations.
Legs chained by somebody's limiting beliefs.
Mastered the art of being an eccendentesiast.
Wings paralysed by fear of those around us.
Monophobia no longer a fear as loneliness is the new companion.
Waiting for the moment of disenthrall.
Witnessing moonglade and abendrot in awe, wondering if could ever have a piece of it.
Freedom and dreams now seem sweven.
We all are caged birds wanting and waiting to be who we are and to live our dreams.
©the_intermittent_expressionist10 0 1Life
Shush yourself, love
When the said hurt
Leave it be
Let the unsaid heal
That's what we call 'life'
©jani_love10 1 1houseofnovice 49w
[[Novice]]
[Chased that pursuit
to become that desirable star
in everyone's eyes;
Strolled myself miles and miles
to see myself
lost in the path full of lies.
What I am,
and what I want to do,
I don't know what's my value and price.
Cried all night
till I fall asleep
to make myself feel nice.
While folks much younger than I
are so sorted in the ladder of success
and they continue to rise;
And now, I get up after losing
over one third of my life
beginning again as a N-O-V-ICE.]
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Chased that pursuit
to become that desirable star
in everyone's eyes;
Strolled myself miles and miles
to see myself
lost in the path full of lies.
What I am,
and what I want to do,
I don't know what's my value and price.
Cried all night
till I fall asleep
to make myself feel nice.
While folks much younger than I
are so sorted in the ladder of success
and they continue to rise;
And now, I get up after losing
over one third of my life
beginning again as a N-O-V-ICE.
©houseofnovice13 1 1enchantedpen 50w
Don't go pessimistic. It can be difficult but not impossible, pal! More power to you.
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