Dearest Somebody
I feel so alone. Truth is I am.
Knees on the sand with tears in my hands.
Fighting in the darkness, fighting against time.
Finding a way to keep lit, this little light of mine.
Dearest somebody somewhere please hear my plee.
Help me find peace in this world, help me remain me.
Share your life stories, teach me all that you know.
Listen to mine, be there for me as I grow.
I feel so alone, Truth is I am.
Accepting nothing seems to go quite like its been planned.
Almost as soon as I get excited.
The darkness gets delighted.
Ive noticed the pattern, so walk a different path.
Still see lifes flames, still feel its wrath.
I tried to continue on for as long as I can.
But I no longer see a way, Ive ran out of land.
Goodbye my loved ones, sunshine, rain.
Goodbye universe, the sea and my pain.
So many times it was written, my apology and my goodbye.
Each paper smeared with tears I had cried.
Even with no response, my deepest feelings I would share.
I was sure some how someone some where would care.
It became a ritual though even now the reason why im not certain.
But Id tell the universe often how I felt like the biggest of burdens.
How the weight on the world has me brought once more to my knees.
How if I could be granted more strength Id be still willing to please.
For I have enough hope, its positivity I need.
Ive sacrificed all I have, and Im willing to sacrifice myself.
All I ask is that my kindred be happy and remain in good health.
But maybe theres a way to grow out of my present self.
End a phase and start a new book for lifes shelf.
Maybe being so lost just happened to be fate.
Maybe theres some magic to knowing how to wait.
Lately its been a challenge just to stay focussed.
As I fell under a ferocious hypnosis that has me feeling atrocious.
But im certain my absence not one soul would notice.
Then I overcome this overwhelming feeling, inner song plays a new beat.
Refusing to be under the category labeled defeat.
I raise to my feet, with head held up high.
I know my limits are those beyond the sky.
Regardless of speedbumbs my soul will continue to try.
And Ill cherish each memory, the dark with the light as they both pass me by.
Watching the probable and impossible Intertwine.
Odd against me seem astronomical but ill keep trying.
Fight with all I have to stop my soul and this world from dying.
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Heaven comes to me
When I see you smile
Like a morning sunshine
In my stupid dreams!
Never realized
How real you were
And how close I was
To breaking!
I left that town
You once lived in
To ice my bruses
And to shelter your pain
Within me!
The shelves in that old corner
Of my mind
Are now full of dust,
Full of blood stains!
I was trapped by the demons of the day
And they were asking me to stay
I was so stupid to try to ignore your pain
And tell myself that you were gonna be okay,
Over and over again!
And I knew the pain that you were
Dealing with
Broken and unseen
And I knew the smile
That was fading in that smoke screen!
I know it wasn't my fault
But I was so busy crying
That I chickened out
Instead of even trying!
Now I have blood on my hands
And it creeps me out
Just won't let me sleep
And it makes me scream!
So I roll it up
Into some fancy words
Trying to fool myself
Trying to fool the world!
Am I losing my mind?
Am I losing my soul?
'cause it hurts so bad
But I just won't let go!
-Pakhi✍️
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47 64 11pakhi1738 81w
You feel hatred and rage
With your whole heart
It's buried in your soul!
You keep telling the same story,
Over and over again
To feel a long lost pain!
You don't want to fit in
You don't want to play
This follow up trend game!
You don't want to be
Who they want you to be
You don't want to stay
But you stay, anyway!
Playing the same old song
To make it all fade away!
Making a toast for the lost one's
You try to reincarnate those souls!
People ridicule you again
For being so dramatic and insane!
You break the last vial of hope
You never knew you had!
It's a mixed feeling
Of being angry and sad!
You realise you should have said something
But now, the moment has passed!
Living in a limbo of dead
People pretending to care when you are around
And laughing at your back!
In one moment they say you are useless
In other, "you need help!"
Lost somewhere in confusion and hypocrisy
You lose patience, you lose your sanity
And as the memories from your past starts to linger
You smile back at the world with a middle finger
-Pakhi✍️
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खोया है तू खुदमें यूँ
सात समंदर ढूंढे क्यों
कहानियों में लिपटा हुआ आसमान तेरा
क्या चाँद, क्या सितारा
उलझी उलझी सी ये कहानियां तेरी
दास्ताँ कोई सुनाती हैं
पलकों पर सवार सपने तेरे
कहीं दूर उड़ा ले जाते हैं
पंख फैला, उड़ता जा
चल एक नया नाटक दिखा
दुनिया ये ना समझ पाए
नासमझ से परिंदे सारे
उड़ना ये जो भूल चुके
पिंजरे में कैद
सारे टूटे तारे
टूटकर बिखरा ये जो ख्वाब है
समेंटकर एक जहाँ बना
फिर जीना सीख
फिर उड़ना सीख
ये जंज़ीरें तुझे अब रोकेंगी क्या!
तू आग है
तू ही तूफान
तू बात है
और तू ही मकान
तू रात है
तू ही सवेरा
उड़ जा पंछी
ढूंढने एक नया बसेरा
-पाखी✍️
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pakhi1738 85w
They say, God is a light
I say, he is a man
Who never had to fight
For his rights!
They say, God is positivity
I say, he is a man
Who got to say anything
Without understanding the gravity
And the sensitivity of the topic!
My body is not my own
It never was
Because I never got a chance
A chance to say
I don't want to be a part
Of this stupid role play
A play where I bleed
And I plead
For it to stop
But it never does!
God is a man, I say
Because I wasn't asked
Before imposing his own way
I cry out of pain
As I die over and over again!
They say, they don't like the way I walk
They say, they don't like the way I talk
And he gave them right to talk about my stain
When I should be the one to complain
"Motherhood is a blessing
Brining a new life to the world a magic"
They fooled us with their stupid logics
And we kept smiling and bleeding
As they kept on ranting
How our screams are deafening
And then I call his name
God oh god!
Here I pray
Bring apocalypse
Let them pay
Either kill me
Or take this pain away!
I don't know "who" he is
I don't know "where" he is
But "if" he is
He is a "he"
Because no women will ever choose
Eternal pain and suffering!
God is a man, I say!
God is a man, I say!
-Pakhi✍️
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58 65 15- daunting_phoenix Of course if god was a woman she wouldn't have chosen eternal pain and suffering for us
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सालों से बंज़र पड़े सूखे मैदान सा हूँ मैं
बारिश के जैसी आती हो तुम
मुरझाए फूलों की सुस्त पंखुड़ियों को
धीमे - धीमे सहलाती हो तुम
पागलपन ये इतना
न जाने कहाँ से लाती हो तुम
सावन आए, तुमको लाए
मेरे मन की मिट्टी को महकाए
मौसम न जाने कितने आए
पर दिल को न कोई तुमसा भाए
ले जा मुझको अपने संग तू
खोले बाहें बैठा मैं हूँ
ख्वाहिश तेरी यादों में है
सपने तेरे ही बस आंखों में हैं
ए बारिश मेरी बस इतना बता
तू हकीकत है
या है महज़ एक हसीन ख्वाब सा
पलकें मेरी ये झुक जाएँ
आंखें ये बस बंद हो जाएँ
सपने मेरे उड़ना चाहें
तुमको जो न खुदमें पाएँ
बैठी क्यों है छुपकर तू
चल अब श्याम हई
घर आजा ना तू
-पाखी✍️
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48 69 20- the_charismatic_soul @pakhi1738 di mai toh ye sab chiz ko kabhi Dhyan hi nhi di .... And mere lohe first impression is last all that blah blah blah doesn't matters .... and I haven't opened mirakee... I just opened it now.. so plz.. don't ever think ki mujhe apse prob hai ya kuch ... Just wanna say u thankyou for being there wid me until he returned back
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pakhi1738 86w
Letting go of something
Holding on to another
Looking for a moment of peace
With eyes searching for a never ending sea
A sea with a perfect sunset
And golden sunlight shining like a dream
A dream so bright, with power to heal
Even the deeply wounded
You visit the beach everyday
To feel your feet in the loose sand
And the salty breeze on your face
To listen to the silent roars of the sea!
And as the strangers pass by
You look for a perfect home
A home to hold you in it's arms
Forever!
And to never let go when in pain
You have dreams
A new one everyday
You live them like they are your life
And as the characters of those dreams
Keep visiting you time and again
They become a long lost family
A family from another life
Still holding onto you
You love deeply
And say you've never been in love
You sacrifice things
To please others
You love your stories
And patiently listen
To the hush hush chit chats
Of the stars and the moon
You talk to clouds and birds
And end every conversation
With a see you soon!
"See you soon!"
But you don't really believe that
Do you!?
-Pakhi✍️
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55 52 10pakhi1738 91w
In the moment of absolute silence
When you can feel your heart
Pounding and holding on
to keep you with it
Just a little longer
Long enough for you to realise
That you are worth fighting for,
I'll be there for you
Holding your hand
Lying by your side
Looking at the stars
Dreaming about fairies and unicorns
But most importantly
The life that we had!
Crazy, as one might say
With exhilarating ups,
crashing downs
And of course
Several little middle grounds
Getting drunk on nostalgia
Shaking hands with the present
And smiling at the future
With a hope as bright as the Red giant
As our bodies say goodbye
To this weird but beautiful world
We will be reborn in the stories
We once were a part of
And the dreams that we shared together!
-Pakhi ✍️
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76 61 19pakhi1738 92w
My hands are cold
As I walk through this ocean of fire!
With cold breeze gently calming my soul,
The orangish golden lining of the clouds in the sky
Trying to heal my wounds of ignorance and fear!
I hold on to a little dying leaf to save me from drowning
It smile at me as I watch people frowning!
I sit by the riverside with my feet dipped in the freezing water
I feel the gentle flow making my feet float!
With a perfect sunset painted all over the sky
A little bird on the tree sings for me!
Colorful butterflies hovering on the flowers
Fireflies burning with a soothing cold shine!
I lie down on the dry grass and feel it to be alive
I want to cry but all I can is smile!
This view is perfect
Everything I ever wished for!
With the memories of past and some hope for the future
Trying to seal my wounds with a virtual suture!
I close my eyes listening to the bees
To dream about you, me and our piano keys!
-Pakhi ✍️
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pakhi1738 96w
Half awake in this fraction of second
You drown yourself in pain and guilt
Trying to swim across this ocean
Of rusty, fake memories!
You hope for the gushing water to stop
Wondering why you feel what you feel!
You want to label it some fancy disorder
To make some sense out of it!
Longing to feel like Kintsugi art,
Broken but beautiful
When broken is all that you really want!
Deep deep down!
Enwreathed by the lies that you told yourself
Doubts of your existence show up to haunt!
What if the path you chose was never meant for you?
What if you chose a wrong appartment just because of it's view!?
With ivy all around this little castle of your hopes
Your lofty battlements got covered up with moss!
Afraid to let your guard down
You become rock solid deep inside
Trusting no one, cutting yourself from the world outside!
You put yourself behind these invisible bars
For the crimes you committed at the midnight hour!
With splitting headache and freezing feet
Feel, think, process, fail, repeat!
You lie down on the cold ground
And think about that mysterious letter in lost and found!
"Dear stranger,
I hope you are happy and not just "fine"!
Afterall, the difference between them Is just a line!"
-Pakhi ✍️
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91 80 25- the_charismatic_soul She took his account mai kya karu
- the_charismatic_soul @pakhi1738 she is always forcing me to accept it that he is and this is making me scare I literally don't wanna live without him he did so much for me
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अच्छा है
हुजरे मे किए गए काम! अच्छा है।
गैरों के साथ बिताई वह शाम! अच्छा है।
और उन्हें तो हमने खुद देखा बदलते हुए!
वह हम पर ही लगा रहे हैं,इल्जाम! अच्छा है।
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ज़िंदगी की किताब में
पन्ने बेहिसाब हैं
हर पन्ने पर लिखा एक अलग नाम है!
पाखी, इंदू, आयाशा
ये तो बस चंद किरदार हैं!
पूछे जो तू मुझसे
मेरे चेहरे हज़ार हैं!
एक कहानी लिखी मैंने
एक कहानी तुम लिखना
किस्मत के कंधे पर सिर रख
थोड़ा सा संभलना
किरदारों की यादों से
सजी संवरी मैं
जंग कभी खुदकी, कभी सितारों की
मै जीती, मै हारी
चल अब तेरी बारी!
कुछ ख्वाब थे अनदेखे से, बचकाने से
किरदारों से मोहब्बत आसान थी!
चांद सितारों में उलझी ऐसे
मंज़िल शायद थोड़ी बदनाम थी
लोगों के लिए तोड़ा, मरौड़ा
कितनी ख्वाहिशों को पीछे छोड़ा!
कहानी एक अधूरी सी
ज़ख्मी पड़ी किसी कोने में थी!
बंद आंखों से सपने देखने की
आदत जो लगी
यादें सारी धुंधलाने लगी!
कामयाबी की इस जंग में
मै जीती, मै हारी
चल अब तेरी बारी!
-पाखी ✍️
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Love is a mirage in the desert of expectations and disappointments cleverly painted by the greatest writers through the history with perfection. An illusion so perfect that it has fooled even the greatest minds over the centuries!
-Pakhi ✍️
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You paint an endless picture
With fantasies from all around the world
Losing the actual one!
You wait with your whole heart,
Patiently for it to come true!
Designing your fantasy world
You start believing in magic!
Tryin' to pull some tricks
You lose faith in logics!
Hoping for things to change
You start creating a vision
A vision for life with perfection!
Lost in your dreams of yesterday and tomorrow
You lose hold of today!
Countless colors in your eyes
Slowly turns into different shades of grey!
Caught in the crossfire of your own thoughts
Tryin' to cross this ocean of memories
You scratch yourself with rocks
Rocks of pain and blunt hope!
Searching for a perfect storybook
To fit in your own little imperfect story
You listen to the wind
The wind of your soul!
The pain you once fabricated for yourself
Starts to fade away!
With the fake memories you once created
To block that loneliness away!
You wait for time to somehow pass quickly
For the right one shall come some day!
You take it into your own hands to make your hazy future bright
As you realise the time will never be just right!
You fight with the ones you love
For what you truly believe in
You hurt everyone around you
Denying to accept the reality!
For fairies shall sprinkle their magic dust
To make you fly far away in the sky
Away from the logics and common sense
Away from this fake reality!
The reality that generations weaved so cleverly
To trap and suffocate creative minds!
You wake up!
For your rebellion was and always will be just a fantasy!
-Pakhi ✍️
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Four years,
His face already fading away from thy memories!
You hold on to a single picture,
And a red tear rolls down your eyes!
As the storm of denial passes away,
And the rain of realisation hits ur reign!
You throw away the phone
In anger and pain!
To mourn the pale face!
The face in that picture!
You realise he's never coming back
And your fairy world crumbles down to shreds!
Denying to understand all those feelings thundering inside,
You grab some stars to leave the world behind!
Lost in your own maze of confusion
Your body decides to shut down,
For some peace!
You surround yourself with stories,
To be in any world, but this!
Trying to feel the pain he felt
And all those thoughts he had,
During his last breath
Pain starts taking over your body
And your thoughts become numb!
You try to hold on to the memories
But you realise you have none!
-Pakhi ✍️
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where did i begin
it was always just the end
no start
no middle
life gone before it began
felt like the end way back when
feels like the end here and now
judge me
begrudge me
you might even love me
i'm tragic
lethargic
fizzling cathartic
constant struggle
so much pain
flailing and bailing in a death spin
is this living if it's always the end
end to end
it never changes
end to end
no new phases
end to end
it's always the end
don't give me that look
i'm all out of tokens
all screw and no drive
she left my heart broken
i don't care what you say
life didn't go my way
all night long my head shouts
the end of the end was never in doubt
captain save-a-joe
yeah i'm talking to you
you get high off my low
but i see your voodoo
you can't sell me
you can't reach me
you can't help me
you can't teach me
leave
leave
get out of my life
say goodbye to my wife
breathe
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दासता
मोहब्बतें इश्क की एक उम्मीद मिल जाए। तुझे मैं मिल जाऊं, मुझे तू मिल जाए।
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लम्हा
तेरी जिंदगी से जा रहे हैं, अब हमारी रुखसत है। याद कर सको तो कर लेना, पर कहां तुम्हें फुर्सत है।
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परिंदा
शाम ढल चुकी है। मैं इस काले आसमान में उड़ता जा रहा हूं। मैं नन्हा सा परिंदा हूं! जो आसमान में फड़फड़ा रहा हूं। जिस मंजिल कि मुझे तलाश थी। उस राह से में भटकता जा रहा हूं। मैं नन्हा सा परिंदा हूं! जो आसमान में फड़फड़ा रहा हूं।और ऊंची उड़ान के लिए तरस गया हूं मैं। अब तो कटी पतंग सा,नीचे गिरता जा रहा हूं। मैं नन्हा सा परिंदा हूं! जो आसमान में फड़फड़ा रहा हूं।
©rex_poetry12 0 1pakhi1738 105w
Trapped in a loop
Running in circles
I look up at the clear sky!
Having weird déjà vu!
Looking out of the bay window!
I find you!
I find you, only to lose me!
You look back and hold me!
In those deep, dark eyes, forever!
Forever!
Lost, lost, lost!
The hidden staircase in this
gigantic chateau of my memories
Take me to the hyaenas in the jungle!
As flamingos were never a part of these entangled dreams!
I cloak away my insecurities and fear!
Silently watching them prouncing on a deer!
Wanting you to come and hold me
Maybe even scold me
For being so careless
Or shall I say carefree!
I wake up to reality
Forcefully shutting down my virtual world!
The moon tide wash away the beach sand
I lie there stuck in bardo!
As the stains of my rose colored glasses fade away!
I soak up the warmth of the Sun
Letting that tan burn away all the scars!
Staring at the light from the lighthouse
I search for you to haunt me for rest of the eternity!
I find you!
I find you, only to lose me
Nd then you disappear, leaving me on my knees!
-Pakhi ✍️
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