#betrayedbywords

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  • juhiyverma_ 90w

    LET DEATH BE MY CATHARSIS!!

    Oh, how I fell in love with
    the lunacy sleeping in you
    your chaotic demeanor
    left me enchanted
    no sooner did i realize
    I was drawn towards you
    like a moth towards light
    a mother towards her unborn child
    a lover towards the love of his life
    I was lost
    lost in translation
    of whats happening
    and whats not
    of what could never be
    and what was always meant to be
    my body in confusion
    of all the undesirable chemicals
    as they started flowing through
    the blood inside my veins gushed
    unimpeded
    leaving me
    in a state of sepsis
    that nobody could help me out with
    that no amount of epi or oxygen
    could cure me anymore
    my brain tried to help
    but my body was out of reach
    oblivious to the trauma
    you put me into
    the shock
    my fragile heart couldnt bear
    my breath
    though in vain
    trying to hold onto my life
    my blood
    devoid of any feelings
    no matter how hard it tried
    only poison it could carry
    to my brain
    to my limbs
    to my viscera
    to my mouth and eyes
    as I lay frozen and cyanosed
    not becuase of the impure blood
    but my toxicated emotions
    my putrid thoughts,
    gangrenous
    devouring
    every inch of this tastelsss flesh
    consolidating in me slowly
    as my hands lay still
    rotten and stinky
    waiting to be amputated
    with an artificial
    not so functional
    though a manageable robot,
    a machine
    to replace
    some of the damaged parts
    you marred
    with your negligence
    this fatigued heart too
    inefficient to pump
    that shitty⁰ fluid anymore
    succumbing to the torture
    inflicted upon by picograms of
    undeserved love and care
    adorned by your denial
    almost taking away
    the miniscule of sanity
    left behind in that corner of
    my nasty little greymatter
    as it too
    gave up on my body
    undesirous to try any harder
    brainwashing itself
    to accept the truth
    of my dying body
    of my tormented soul
    lest i shouldn't end up
    lifeless
    like a
    corpse
    doomed until eternity
    under this barren earth
    soiled with fear
    hopeless
    dead
    with a regret
    of never waking up
    again.

    ©juhiyverma_

    #life#love#myth#truth#youandme#me#myself#selfrealization#lifeandlove#catharsis#loveisamyth#uglytruth#betrayedbywords#randomthoughts#iam#seekingquerencia#justafewwords#lifeisachoice#loveisachoice#death#deathismycatharsis

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    Let Death be my Catharsis!

    ©juhiyverma_

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  • juhiyverma_ 91w

    Read in caption!

    dont ask me wat not to choose,
    for none i would ever like to lose
    though this ache is beyond measure
    life always has a way to seek its pleasure
    either in you , or me, or friends few
    or maybe just someone new.
    for my pride,
    will no more be a frown
    at any cost ,
    its one thing that's
    never gonna drown.
    for when it comes to life and love
    life is the ugly truth
    and love is nothing
    but just another myth.

    ©juhiyverma_


    ask me
    no more
    of what
    I may
    choose,
    for it would
    always be
    me ;
    over
    anybody else.

    ~what Not to Choose.

    ©juhiyverma_

    #life#love#myth#truth#youandme#me#myself#selfrealization#lifeandlove#choices#loveisamyth#uglytruth#betrayedbywords#randomthoughts#iam#seekingquerencia#justafewwords#lifeisachoice#loveisachoice

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    Choices...

    ask me
    no more
    of what
    I may
    choose,
    for it would
    always be
    me ;
    over
    anybody else.

    ~what Not to Choose.

    ©juhiyverma_