In times like this, I honestly don't know what to feel or what to think.
Am I to blame for what is happening? Am I being selfish? Do I build my walls up that high? Is it normal to want to focus on myself, but at the end of the day, I somehow feel guilty and regretful for not giving most of my time to connect with others?
I hate how everything changes at a fast pace.
Maybe they're all just in my head. But it pains my heart to feel everything too much just the same.