The first day at college was not like a first day at school, obviously I was more paranoid, hysterical and nervousness was running through my veins. And the excitement was at the peak too, to see more people, to live a new journey, to gain more experiences.
The beautiful part about life is you don't know what comes next, you are clueless of whom you gonna meet, who will make a space in your heart. Life always gives you a lot of shocks. That's what I have been going through since I've come into my consciousness. A lot of unwanted events, people and memories have been attached with me now. Similarly my work place was treating me like that. But amidst of all the bitter and sour circumstances. I came across an alluring face. The face which is too hard to forget now. I'm bad at quoting love phrases but when I see stars or moon at night, it reminds me of her, when I drink my "Chai" in the morning it reminds me of her. Every damn precious thing in this universe reminds me of her. The "Hijab" on her head was not less than a crown. And when she smiles, all the painkillers would have get failed infront of her gracious laughter. I wanted to compare her beauty with all the magnificent things I have read in the fairy tales but then I realized she can't be compared. I could hate many things about my job but there was only one thing that I love about my workplace, and that was to come eveyday and see one glimpse of her. Just saw her for 2 minutes and felt better for 24 hours. And who says magic doesn't exist, you just need a right pair of eyes to look into, and her eyes were like a sea, deep sea where you gonna lost forever. But the hard part about life is it takes your everything one day and now only thing I have been left with her memories and thoughts, her perky and red face like a kashmiri apple is still visible when I'm writing this. The only thing I wanna say is "I miss you crush" and I hope we meet again. and you're gonna be my forever crush and fresh in my heart till the end. .
Corona the queen, I guess you Made the earth clean. You proved-death Is the only fear And made everyone Shed a tear. Made us care For our health, Irrespective of Our wealth. You made us Attend online class Don't worry dudes, This too shall pass.
To be straightforward I don't have thought of what's going on with me from past few months.
As 90 days before I was tested Coronavirus positive and that time span was not good for me as I used to live alone so I was terrified like what will happen to me .And I was having every one of the manifestations , breathing issues and what not .
So I was terrified and not ready to choose if I should go to home since I may place them in peril as I can spread this infection. In any case, some way or another I went to my home as my wellbeing detoriated more and I put myself in isolate for 20 days. What's more, that time was extremely challenging for me and my family. Amidst that time my immediate manager died because of Covid and I couldn't do anything. That terrified me more I'm 29 and he was 40. He was so young to be gone from this world so early leaving behind his wife his 6 year old daughter and 8 months baby stranded alone in this world.Then I realized life is very uncertain ,no matter what you plan you don't know what will happen to you the next morning.
Starting today I'm recuperated however presently I'm terrified like again something happens to me then what I will do and what will happen to my folks. Then, at that point there is responsibility and stress I'm simply not able to cope with this thing. Rejection , expectations and not able to prove yourself now everything is just piling up i am going to overcome this just i need to be more calm and strong minded. #covid#writersnetwork#corona#hope
हमने आपकी रचनाएँ पढ़ी, वह सभी अद्वितिय हैं। हम आपको अपनी नई पुस्तक में सहयोग देने के लिए आमंत्रित करना चाहते हैं। पुस्तक आपके नाम के साथ प्रकाशित होगी साथ उसकी प्रतियां भी आपको दी जाएंगी। आपको सम्मानित करते हुए स्वर्ण पदक भी दिया जाएगा।
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Krlo yeh ailan phirse Yeh mukkadr hh humara Jisne hume yeh din hh dikhaya Glti ki humme se hi kisi ne Pr bhugta pure sansaar ne Dharti maa ki yeh pavan bhumi ne lia samaya abhi kitno k hhh Pehle hote the to "waqt hh sabka aata hh" log kaha krte the Pr ab to bewaqt maut ne apna jhanada lehraya hhh Lihaz karo ae insano... Thoda to reham karo Bhgwan se to nhi pr Apne jese insan se daro Ghr baitho or apne sath sath apne parivar ko bhi surakshit rakho.
Pdhlo paigam phirse Krlo yeh ailan phirse Bado ko chod ab baccho me vaar hoga Vaccine ka tika bhi nhi laga Or immune ka kya hi haal hoga Bacche hh mann k sacche hh Nandaniya krte baat k thode kache Sambhalo to smbhale Nhi to nahi smjhe Krti hu vinti sbse Baitho sb apne ghr Nahi chodna koi ksr Postik khana or roz din vyayam krna Iss br lockdown ho ya nn ho Kripya ghr pe hi rehna.
Maut ko kareeb se dekha h yarro apne parivar ko ankon k samne apne parivar k wo chehra dekha hh bhgwan n kare wo din kisi ko bhi mile jisme aap jio pr apka parivar apke sath n ho. Logo ne abhi apne maa baap bade bhai behen ko khoya pr ab baat bachho pe ayegi bhgwan n kare esi musibat ka apko samna krna pade kyunki maa baap apni jaan luta dete hai apne bacche ka bhavishya banane me pr toot k bikhr jaate h usko chot lagjane pe.