Hello darkness!
The darkness is back
With a vicious slap
Surrendering is the only way
To overcome this ordeal.
But,
My mind is afraid
To reach a point of no return
Which would consume me whole.
I crave love
Like breathing
I want it every moment
The hunger is hard to sate
The more I feed
The ravenous I get
It is gnawing at the insides of my heart
The coldness from within
Seeps into every part of my being
Showing me the darkness of the soul.
The more I fight, the deeper I dig.
There is no path to return.
But, what's exactly ahead of me?
©preethiravi
#darknightofthesoul
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juhiyverma_ 78w
Without You.....
Have you ever wondered what this world would be like, without you?
Lifeless and dead like you??Or the same as it was before, cold and cruel.With only hatred for people like me.Maybe i am wrong or maybe Not.Maybe i judged it all wrong with my myopic eyes and cluttered mind Or maybe i just could not look enough. Not Looked enough to see whether it was all a perception of my own dismantled thoughts,and my handicapped mentality that unwillingly forced me to frame an all wrong notion about the world i am living in, among the people i m struggling with, towards a future i m not ready to be a part of.What if everything that i have been doing is just a part of something thats never gonna happen.Something that was never in the bigger picture that the world hung upon the walls of my broken heart, only to stain it with my own blood.Maybe it wasnt merely a coincidence that all those wounds werent meant to be transformed into beautiful scars but painful memories to be remembered long after I m gone.Or maybe they were supposed to trigger the ache this world inflicted upon me , time and again which my dead and soul less body could no longer feel anymore.But sadly i was numb and oblivious to everything around, owing to my already non existent life.The world would always be the same, no matter you exist or not. Its gonna be there like it was , unperturbed by my death or yours or anyones'. It hardly makes any difference to the world whether u r alive or dead or in a totally third dimension.But for your own satisfaction, u can believe what you want. Whether the world would stop existing for a while or time would cease to mourn over your death. Its all upto you.You can believe in anything and everything that pleases you.Be it the sweetest lies or the ugliest truth. You are already dead so that just means nothing.You are investing in the wrong place, for the wrong people, all for the wrong reasons. Those eyes hiding behind the prettiest faces and honey coated words are myths you could never unravel.Though death might be the eternal truth,your family would be the only one devastated by your loss nevertheless sooner or later they too would learn to live without you.The birds would still chirp every morning and the dawn would still bring beautiful sunshine to your bedroom window, even in your absence. Your words may echoe in the house where you grew up but there wont be anyone to be yelled at now.And Teatime would be the only time , you would be missed But everyone would get used to this new life.Isn't it??
©juhiyverma_
#life#love#struggle#existence#identity#catharsis#deathismycatharsis#withoutyou#theworldilivein#insaneworld#lifeandlove#soulsearching#darknightofthesoul#awakenings#spiritualascension#unlost#unfound#iam#death#darkthoughtsWithout You.....
Have you ever wondered what this world would be like, without you?
Lifeless and dead like you??Or the same as it was before, cold and cruel.With only hatred for people like me??Maybe I'm wrong or maybe I'm Not.Maybe I judged it all wrong with my myopic eyes and cluttered mind or maybe I just could not look enough.Not enough to see whether it was all a perception of my own dismantled thoughts,and my handicapped mentality that unwillingly forced me to frame an all wrong notion about the world I'm living in, among the people I'm struggling with, towards a future I'm not ready to be a part of.
©juhiyverma_14 0 1juhiyverma_ 87w
fading
and falling;
wild,
running away,
stopping a moment,
a few paces off;
a profound
contentment.
~ awakenings
©juhiyverma_
#life#love#spiritualawakenings#insights#awakenings#darknightofthesoul#soulawakenings#selfrealizations#spiritualawakenings#unlost#spiritualityfading
and falling;
wild,
running away,
stopping a moment,
a few paces off;
a profound
contentment.
~ awakenings
©juhiyverma_5 0 1minion_writes 155w
Awakening is tough. I would say it sucks, at times. But it's all worth it (they say). Yeah! I believe it too. But, it's just one of those days when you want to give it all up & just walk away yet you cannot. You cannot, because the path you chose got no visibile roads. You still don't know the destination. You don't know where this path will take you. This path is full of surprises.
And maybe because the way you're feeling right now, is no less than hell & who would want to be stuck in there?
So yeah! I'm letting myself to move forward.
#awakening #spiritualawakening #spiritual #spirituality #writersnetwork #mirakee #universe #universeknows #GodKnows #Godcares #God #intuition #seeker #cosmic #cosmology #chakra #chakras #thirdeye #higherself #darknightofthesoul #hermit
#WeAreUniverse| Darkness |
But
Tell me who you are,
When you get surrounded by your darkness.
©minion_writes6 5- thornsandroses Is there any way I can get in touch with you? Facebook, IG?
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minion_writes
@thornsandroses Hey I'd love to. I'm pretty active over IG but I don't share my accounts over here If you could share your username I'll ping you for sure :)
Thanks. - dilipsinghrawat @l4st_bench_duffer
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dolphin_saumya
I'm a rainbow when in dark.
Connect? @dolphin_s.aum.ya IG - minion_writes Would love to. I'll ping you there :) @dolphin_saumya
Only those who find themselves in deepest darkness, are able to see this many stars.
16 1 1juhiyverma_ 162w
For the first time
In the last twenty years,
She wanted to live;
live for Her own
on her own.
- of wants and wishes
©juhiyverma_
#life#love#she#darknightofthesoul#insights#wantsandwishes#justlive#mirakee#lifeandlove#hurt#grief#lostsoul#soullossFor the first time
In the last twenty years,
She wanted to live;
live for Her own,
on her own.
-of wants and wishes
©juhiyverma_3 0jayeesha_merchant 164w
Melancholia
It pays a visit ever so often,
The methaphorical neighbor,
From down the road;
The insolent nuisance,
Who makes a sudden show.
You flinch at the rude inquest,
Try to evade the unkind blows,
But struck for sure misfortune,
The punishing visitation,
Ceases to close.
Agonized by this predicament,
You gather your wits to oust the rogue,
Alas the unsolicited assailant,
Steadily surmounts, the open fore.
You brave the intemperate intrusion,
You take the enemy to task,
The visitor is eventually outwitted,
Easy breathing and peace at long last.
-
Jayeesha Merchant115 2 6juhiyverma_ 166w
DO WE HAVE A WAY OUT OF THIS MISERY???
All memories
streaming down,
thinner and frailer.
I remember,
blinking back tears,
laughter ringing in my ears,
so deep.
©juhiyverma_
#Life#memories#lostintranslation #sadness#depression#misery#tears#laughter#fears#forgotten#lostsoul#darknightofthesoul #lifeissuch #survive#lostDO WE HAVE A WAY OUT OF THIS MISERY???
All memories
streaming down,
thinner and frailer.
I remember,
blinking back tears,
laughter ringing in my ears,
so deep.
©juhiyverma_11 0 1danniswords 169w
That's what happens when your attracted to
The darkness,
You become part of the madness
Of your sadness.
©danniswords15 1nehathena 172w
Just like the lotus feels
isolated in deep waters,
Unable to see the roots in mud
Or feel the pain it's stem endures...
You too,
a blooming soul
are never abandoned
at your worst,
by the Universe.
©nehathena12 1-
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juhiyverma_ 173w
But
What if
She suffocates with the words,
she couldn't breathe??
-an asphyxiated soul
©juhiyverma_
#life#death#mirakee#justafewwords#souloss#asphyxiatedsoul#suffocation#words#breathe#darknightofthesoul#writersnetwork#upallnightpoetry#bymepoetry#poets#writers#obliviatedBut
What if
She suffocates with the words,
she couldn't breathe??
-an asphyxiated soul
©juhiyverma_5 2 1Escape
When running felt like the only option.
She was chained to where she was
©musingsofthemind15 0The Climb
Every thing that you hold in your grasp slides rapidly through your fingers
Was any of that mine to begin with?
Fallen fast and hard into a hole that you once again have to climb out of.
Exhaustion of the journey ahead settles into your being.
All you can do for now is embrace the beauty of falling hopelessly apart.
You have done it once, you can do it again.
Gives you just a glimmer of fleeting relief from the pain your in and about go through.
©musingsofthemind7 1Unsettled
That unsettling feeling that you don't belong, creeps into your physical and up to your psyche.
Just where is your place in this world? Or isn't there one?
Searching for these answers is a pointless merry go round, that you won't get off.
"Just be, my friend... Just be!
All will be revealed in the end...
If you just relax go with the ride...
Don't let the mind play tricks with the heart..
Don't let the ego drown the calling of your spirit...
Remember those words, what will be will be..
You must not make the mistake of thinking you have any control..
Surrender my friend..
To the pain
To the hurt
To the suffering
So you may one day be able to experience the trueness of..
Love
Happiness
Peace
The road you have chosen is by far a breeze,
But, you chose this!
This is yours
Just be, my friend... Just be"
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Wake up in the mourning
In the midst of the mourning I awake; to the sound of my heart break.
@goddessgleams9 0Soul glow
Find peace in the pulse of your blood flow.
Breathe with the rhythmic beat of your heart & watch your soul glow.
The gleam of a reemerging flame..
Behold your light shining through the rain.
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tejasheart 215w
The Dark Night Of the Soul
Rain splutters on the window sill
Reminiscing life while sitting still
Listening to the silence that surrounds me
The rustling of trees around me
Questions arise! At this hour!
Questions about the past?
Questions about the future?
Alas! Memories of long lost
Soul journeys and friendships
Of failed love and unquenched desires
The door creeks eerily
The cat calls in the dark night
Im reminded of the soul
The spirit, delicate as an ant
Blown away by the
Karmic wheel of life
Questions arise!
They trouble me
Where do I come from?
Is anyone truly by my side
The wrenching truth
Pierces forth
Alone I feel!....
The dark night descends
Plop, plop, rain drops...
Petrichor! the familiar smell of home
Home is where I belong!
Home!.....
Where I am....myself
Through the grins and grinds of daily life
Home is where
I celebrate
The feather light moments of joy
And patiently endure
The dark night of the soul
At times, this dark night is like
The slowly gurgling thunder clouds
Announcing the arrival of a storm
At other times, it is
The violent flash of lightening
The sends forth shivers down the spine
And tears from my eyes
Yet!
There's a knowing of peace
Of being taken care of, by the one above
Oh! Divine interference, Oh! unconditional love
This undercurrent of peace
Ebbs and flows
Soon....
The storm will subside
The rain will stop
The cat would fall asleep quietly
Noisy wind-chimes would rest their voices
And all will be....
As once it was.
©tejasheart14 2 1writersnetwork 278w
Originally posted by : @urbanlotuspoetry
#urbanlotuspoetry #indiepoetry #poetryisnotdead #spilledink #spokenword #freespirit #writers #writersnetwork #poets #inspiration #glory #defeat #brotherhood #sisterhood #onehumanfamily #onelove #inspiration #darknight #darknightofthesoul #pheonix #victory #timetoshine #success #shine #sky #localart #localwriter #gypsysoul #freespirit #yogini #cosmic #illuminate #enlightenmentDon't Compare Your Story
Forget your envy
No one escapes tragedy in this divine comedy.
We all go through it at different times,
You may not see my defeat,
I might not witness your fall,
I may only see your victory, but let sweet life remind me, no one escapes tragedy in this divine comedy called life.
I honor your time to shine, so please don't curse me in mine.
Let glory be our foothold holding one another up.
Some will rise from the ashes
Some may tire in the undertow,
Ultimately our soul glow will shimmer itself out of darkness and cast itself into the mystic night sky, shining lights at different times illuminating the way for you in the dark, and when my supernova burns out, may you light the night sky in my dark night.
©urbanlotuspoetry75 2urbanlotuspoetry 284w
#urbanlotuspoetry #indiepoetry #poetryisnotdead #spilledink #spokenword #freespirit #writers #writersnetwork #poets #inspiration #glory #defeat #brotherhood #sisterhood #onehumanfamily #onelove #inspiration #darknight #darknightofthesoul #pheonix #victory #timetoshine #success #shine #sky #localart #localwriter #gypsysoul #freespirit #yogini #cosmic #illuminate #enlightenment
Don't Compare Your Story
Forget your envy
No one escapes tragedy in this divine comedy.
We all go through it at different times,
You may not see my defeat,
I might not witness your fall,
I may only see your victory, but let sweet life remind me, no one escapes tragedy in this divine comedy called life.
I honor your time to shine, so please don't curse me in mine.
Let glory be our foothold holding one another up.
Some will rise from the ashes
Some may tire in the undertow,
Ultimately our soul glow will shimmer itself out of darkness and cast itself into the mystic night sky, shining lights at different times illuminating the way for you in the dark, and when my supernova burns out, may you light the night sky in my dark night.
©urbanlotuspoetry