An another lockdown. But this time, a year after things are worst than ever. Whole world is suffering because of a deadly virus. Our regular life schedules have changes drastically too. There is no trying of new recipes and posting in your new YouTube channel, Dalgona coffee is no more trending. No cheering up, No crowds, There is no tendency to text your ex again. Nobody is refreshing their heart breaks. We are not in a situation to talk hours to our childhood friend again. We are all depended on the technology for anything and everything. Online classes, online shopping, online food. It's been a year since our home became our school, office, shopping mall and the entire world we see out there. Quarantine no longer sounds like a vacation. Fresh air is now a luxury.
Life in this pandemic is extremely worst. Everything in this atmosphere feels tragic with the presence of a dreadful virus. We are fighting and praying in distance for all our loved ones and for the entire world. Grateful to all the doctors, nurses and medical staffs for giving us this hope to survive. It's really heartbreaking to isolate ourselves from our dear ones when we mentally need them the most. We all are eagerly waiting for this pandemic to be over, to throw away the mask, to hug each other tightly. @aishu24
The wierd society rules. We all know that this society is damn wierd. They have their own rules which makes no sense in this world. One such rule is to act matured. Without no proper guidance we are supposed to follow these maturity rituals too. "Don't cry in public" " Don't touch this" "Don't say that" " Don't do that " Whose is creating all the do's and dont's? Childhood is a beautiful part of one's life. But parents are forcing them to act normal. Aren't they kids? Is this the time to be enjoy? Why is this parents holding them back? . People are supposed to be what they what or what they wish to be. But what really happens is that parents are imposing their wishes to their children just to please the society. Their son who is interested in wildlife photography is supposed to join IIT. Yes definitely it makes no sense. But compelling them to earn a government job and make settle at a very young age is of primary importance. And whatever the passion their son has is not their concern. Their daughter is supposed to be married and have babies at the age of 25,but she is not allowed to go out of the house after 6p.m. Society have a prepared set of questions which they keep on asking. " did your son got a job?" " government job or abroad? " "isn't time to get your daughter married?" "do she have children? " and this cycle goes on repeating. and a lots more nonsense questions. This is the 21st century but still we need not only our parents permission but also the neigbours, cousin's , relative's , society's and a long list of people's. Even though we can't tolerate all these, there is one thing we need to admit. They are the perfect CCTV and the fastest news channels. There are many with shattered dreams and unaccomplished passions between us only because they were anxious about the society. Dancer becames a doctor. Musician becames an engineer. and so many reaching no where carrying regrets. No man was ever and never gonna be perfect to the society. Be what your mind wish for. Achieve your passion. Be who you are! @aishu24
Everything in this world has its own misconception or there exists something of a myth related to it. Because different people have different perspectives and they see things differently too.. Happiness is one such misconception we have perceived. What for you is your happiness? Buying your own house, owning a Benz car, joining the best college, going abroad, marrying your soul mate, leading a luxurious life. ? definitely they are our happiness. But they are not the only happiness. These are the happiness that society has imposed on us and may or may not be the happiness of an individual. Our life is to explore, love and find our true happiness. These lockdown days have made me realise many important realities of our life. There were days I got stuck in my past and finally was able to collect myself from those gone days. Giving my key of happiness to somebody was the major mistake I have done. Our key of happiness lies in ourselves only. We are the ones to find and discover them. Happiness is in the little things, it's in the beauty of this moment that will cherish forever. It's not in the future nor in the past. A text message from your childhood friend, drinking a hot cup of tea in the rain, seeing your little brother smiling, a small act of kindness is the real happiness. And finally, being human is the happiness. @aishu24
Finally at the end of the day what matters is how much have gained,not the scars Or tears you have suffered. Take care of those wounds someday they are gonna shine too. Showcase your smile with delight because no warrior was born excellent. Revive from what lets you down. @aishu24
have you ever heard people telling strange stories about yourself that you have not even thought in your wildest dreams.? Rumours are Limitless, and so the people believing and reciting them too.
At a point you too hear such stories about yourself, maybe the last one to hear. Source for such rumours remain unknown but stopping them won't change things back to how it was. You can't be perfect for nobody but still can't tolerate their disgusting way of staring.
So what will we do then? Sit and cry? Curse everything? Escape ? Hurt yourself? No never. It's like providing an another opportunity to those story makers to prove their things were real.
So let's make their heroine a bit more attractive, let her rule rest of the part. It's us who define our character, not those stalkers. Our life is not to prove them right or wrong. Let them build up new creative stories, it won't end with me or you. And sometimes not giving a reaction is also a reaction @aishu24
I had stories to tell about the sun,moon and all the stars. I wrote on love but not about us. Not because I failed to find the perfect metaphors or rhythms. But I was scared. You are my favorite constant but my words never happened in reality. @aishu24
What makes a person qualified to be loved? Prepare your heart to be broken, to suffer the taste of the salty tears again and again. Learn to praise the darkness you are struck to, Choose yourself to be a slave of loneliness, Once you are ready to throw yourself out of the cliff. Congratulations!! Now you are qualified to be loved. @aishu24
Some stories never ends, new plots, irreplaceable characters, unexpected twists and with no proper endings it keeps on adding. That's how exactly life is. Such a small world with an infinite never-ending stories. We all are born alone but life let's us all related through human connections, and sometimes such connections are the only reason why we survive.
Vibes, lies, pain, regrets, we build along the story, hope turns the page. Absence will occupy its presence too. Our responsibility is to capture the best of the moments, perfect frames, being better portraits of characters. Even the tears and fears we suffer knowingly or unknowingly is adding sense to the story. There are invisible strings we all are attached to, we all crave for it be a long-lasting one. Some strings are fragile, others are eternal, and such bonds never ends within me or you or us. @aishu24
saswatbarry19@aishu24 You're most welcome, if needed you can drop a text in my Instagram handle, me and a few people have been a sufferer of similar kind of thing in a kind relationship aspect, one has taken suicide attempt, now in coma
saswatbarry19@aishu24 In coma... I will ask my other friend, he is in WhatsApp, I will ask him, and Infact something similar happened with me, I thought of committing suicide out of guilt 2 months ago.... But my teacher, my mentor and few friends were there to back me up.
Things don't stay pretty always, and that's a strange truth of time. As time goes on we discover new versions of anything and everything around us and the one inside you also undergoes changes, the best and the worst. Yes.. Change is the only constant.
Sometimes we fail to describe things happening around us. How could things change all of a sudden, we wonder and that's life. You can't take anything for granted. Nobody, nothing in this world can be considered as ours alone. And whatever we have lost is not ours anymore and it's for the good.
But the purest thing of the entire universe is that the ones who holds on to you even on the toughest times. When things get messy, when you hate yourself more, when you curse yourself like hell, still your flaws glow when you are around them. Life isn't easy and literally we are all alone in some way or the other, but with some real gems, you feel worth and never forget to take care of those precious souls. Value them. They deserves to be loved. @aishu24
Today, just like any other day went normal, but mind was roaming like a paper boat and finally found home in her thoughts. “Dear bestie, you are more than an angel”, there is no better human than a real friend, one who knows all your dust and dirt and still decides to stay. A dead flower I was, you being the only one who knows the thorns I suffered. Words wont be enough to thank you for helping me accept the reality, bitter it was, but together we recreated everything back. In days where I wandered in regrets, you never forgot to lift me up. You guided me in my destiny without expecting any reward in return. I am grateful for the warm hugs you have gifted to this broken soul. You made me a better person each day, and that's how a loyal friend is. I feel so pure to find you in my life. May god gift you with everything you deserve and I promise to be your forever even in the darkest hours.
Rebirth Drowned in the dare of nature Diving deeper to survive harder. Spread of venom in every second Masked faces, Gloved hands Chaos to silence, Egos to patience. Streets stopped murmuring. Miss the weather, we never cared Rules no longer applicable. All these suffering posed by An invisible deadly enemy.
Death was outside my house too I rushed to distant; Distance was our new bond. God went on leave; Doctors working from dusk till dawn, Dealing with the unknown. I compare myself to the fishes In the aquarium; what if you find Dead the next morning? Scary it is!
Reality is now a perfect illusion. Myself a tired traveller, Eager to feel the light again. God! Bring us back To those secured days to gather, to recover Back to the dust and dirt. Awaiting for another day For dear earth's rebirth @aishu24
We live in a generation where people crave to love and being loved. They keep trying but only by scrolling their mobile phones to find their perfect one. It sounds weird. Isn’t? but yeah.. that’s how it is. We concentrate more on social media profiles, forgetting what you are in real. The one with the perfect Instagram picture end up being your partner. The rest is all guided by internet- relationship goals, couple T shirts, couple watches, couple shoes.. etc..etc. Your followers may say”made for each other”, but the major thing is missing- Trust!
Watching relationship advise videos online and reading limitless love quotes and posting them as your stories will never help create trust in between. A relation without trust is like a sand castle, fragile it is. Appreciate a stronger, healthier relation. Friendship or love, learn to exchange trust and respect. Give a hand to them in their troughs and crests and finally when the quarantine is over,you will understand who all really cared, hold on to them, they will definetly stay forever.
Charming eyes, long hair, perfect figure, fair skin. Isn’t that the way you describe a pretty girl? Isn’t the perfect beauty concept? But is that beauty guaranteed? Never
Peel off that mask. Let your actions speak good about you. Invest on your character not on your external beauty. Because beauty is neither in those expensive mascara nor the skin fitting jeans, but is in the quality of your behaviour. Let those wrinkled skin unfold the story of time, but compelled to hide it with the fairness cream. In this world of fake dramas and selfies, be the one with an innocent smile.
Lets leave these mighty buildings forever. Wrapped with fakeness and judgements, the emptiness in me is roaring for peace. The dust and dirt tangled over me gifts me nothing but a crooked smile Fed up of the battles with masked demons, where equity was never served right.
Miles apart to my home, Peace is never an illusion anymore I could inhale air,not injustice. Home, the perfect portrait of goodness Painted with the purest colors whispered togetherness Memories bloomed, kissing away insecurities for the one last time. Now, a Human again!
Statutory Warning: My Use Of Words Might Be Very Strong And Sensitive Of Course. If Anyone Has The Courage To Read It And Accept The Truth It's Fine, If Not And In Return They Try To Argue Or Scold Or Abuse Me, Then I'm Sorry, I Apologise To Them And I Must Say That They Are Coward And Impotent Enough Either To Accept Their Flaws Or The Reality Of Scenario In Our Nation.