Quotes and Poetry on deathismycatharsis

Just wondering.....

Why do i need to
hate everyone else,
if i can hate myself

~as much as i want to.

©juhiyverma_

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Why do i need to
hate everyone else,
if i can hate myself

~as much as i want to.

©juhiyverma_

juhiyverma_ 72w

Without You.....

Have you ever wondered what this world would be like, without you?
Lifeless and dead like you??Or the same as it was before, cold and cruel.With only hatred for people like me.Maybe i am wrong or maybe Not.Maybe i judged it all wrong with my myopic eyes and cluttered mind Or maybe i just could not look enough. Not Looked enough to see whether it was all a perception of my own dismantled thoughts,and my handicapped mentality that unwillingly forced me to frame an all wrong notion about the world i am living in, among the people i m struggling with, towards a future i m not ready to be a part of.What if everything that i have been doing is just a part of something thats never gonna happen.Something that was never in the bigger picture that the world hung upon the walls of my broken heart, only to stain it with my own blood.Maybe it wasnt merely a coincidence that all those wounds werent meant to be transformed into beautiful scars but painful memories to be remembered long after I m gone.Or maybe they were supposed to trigger the ache this world inflicted upon me , time and again which my dead and soul less body could no longer feel anymore.But sadly i was numb and oblivious to everything around, owing to my already non existent life.The world would always be the same, no matter you exist or not. Its gonna be there like it was , unperturbed by my death or yours or anyones'. It hardly makes any difference to the world whether u r alive or dead or in a totally third dimension.But for your own satisfaction, u can believe what you want. Whether the world would stop existing for a while or time would cease to mourn over your death. Its all upto you.You can believe in anything and everything that pleases you.Be it the sweetest lies or the ugliest truth. You are already dead so that just means nothing.You are investing in the wrong place, for the wrong people, all for the wrong reasons. Those eyes hiding behind the prettiest faces and honey coated words are myths you could never unravel.Though death might be the eternal truth,your family would be the only one devastated by your loss nevertheless sooner or later they too would learn to live without you.The birds would still chirp every morning and the dawn would still bring beautiful sunshine to your bedroom window, even in your absence. Your words may echoe in the house where you grew up but there wont be anyone to be yelled at now.And Teatime would be the only time , you would be missed But everyone would get used to this new life.Isn't it??

©juhiyverma_

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Without You.....

Have you ever wondered what this world would be like, without you?

Lifeless and dead like you??Or the same as it was before, cold and cruel.With only hatred for people like me??Maybe I'm wrong or maybe I'm Not.Maybe I judged it all wrong with my myopic eyes and cluttered mind or maybe I just could not look enough.Not enough to see whether it was all a perception of my own dismantled thoughts,and my handicapped mentality that unwillingly forced me to frame an all wrong notion about the world I'm living in, among the people I'm struggling with, towards a future I'm not ready to be a part of.

©juhiyverma_

juhiyverma_ 85w

LET DEATH BE MY CATHARSIS!!

Oh, how I fell in love with
the lunacy sleeping in you
your chaotic demeanor
left me enchanted
no sooner did i realize
I was drawn towards you
like a moth towards light
a mother towards her unborn child
a lover towards the love of his life
I was lost
lost in translation
of whats happening
and whats not
of what could never be
and what was always meant to be
my body in confusion
of all the undesirable chemicals
as they started flowing through
the blood inside my veins gushed
unimpeded
leaving me
in a state of sepsis
that nobody could help me out with
that no amount of epi or oxygen
could cure me anymore
my brain tried to help
but my body was out of reach
oblivious to the trauma
you put me into
the shock
my fragile heart couldnt bear
my breath
though in vain
trying to hold onto my life
my blood
devoid of any feelings
no matter how hard it tried
only poison it could carry
to my brain
to my limbs
to my viscera
to my mouth and eyes
as I lay frozen and cyanosed
not becuase of the impure blood
but my toxicated emotions
my putrid thoughts,
gangrenous
devouring
every inch of this tastelsss flesh
consolidating in me slowly
as my hands lay still
rotten and stinky
waiting to be amputated
with an artificial
not so functional
though a manageable robot,
a machine
to replace
some of the damaged parts
you marred
with your negligence
this fatigued heart too
inefficient to pump
that shitty⁰ fluid anymore
succumbing to the torture
inflicted upon by picograms of
undeserved love and care
adorned by your denial
almost taking away
the miniscule of sanity
left behind in that corner of
my nasty little greymatter
as it too
gave up on my body
undesirous to try any harder
brainwashing itself
to accept the truth
of my dying body
of my tormented soul
lest i shouldn't end up
lifeless
like a
corpse
doomed until eternity
under this barren earth
soiled with fear
hopeless
dead
with a regret
of never waking up
again.

©juhiyverma_

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