#deepdepression

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  • yashashwani 59w

    त्यक्त्वा कर्मफलासङ्गं नित्यतृप्तो निराश्रयः ।
    कर्मण्यभिप्रवृत्तोऽपि नैव किंचित्करोति सः ॥ (२०)

    भावार्थ : जो मनुष्य अपने सभी कर्म-फलों की आसक्ति का त्याग करके सदैव सन्तुष्ट तथा स्वतन्त्र रहकर कार्यों में पूर्ण व्यस्त होते हुए भी वह मनुष्य निश्चित रूप से कुछ भी नहीं करता है। (२०)

    निराशीर्यतचित्तात्मा त्यक्तसर्वपरिग्रहः ।
    शारीरं केवलं कर्म कुर्वन्नाप्नोति किल्बिषम्‌ ॥ (२१)

    भावार्थ : जिस मनुष्य ने सभी प्रकार के कर्म-फ़लों की आसक्ति और सभी प्रकार की सम्पत्ति के स्वामित्व का त्याग कर दिया है, ऎसा शुद्ध मन तथा स्थिर बुद्धि वाला, केवल शरीर-निर्वाह के लिए कर्म करता हुआ कभी पाप-रूपी फ़लों को प्राप्त नही होता है। (२१)

    यदृच्छालाभसंतुष्टो द्वंद्वातीतो विमत्सरः ।
    समः सिद्धावसिद्धौ च कृत्वापि न निबध्यते ॥ (२२)

    भावार्थ : जो मनुष्य स्वत: प्राप्त होने वाले लाभ से संतुष्ट रहता है, जो सभी द्वन्द्वो से मुक्त और किसी से ईर्ष्या नही करता है, जो सफ़लता और असफ़लता में स्थिर रहता है यधपि सभी प्रकार के कर्म करता हुआ कभी बँधता नही है। (२२)

    #krishna
    #shrimadbhagwatgeeta
    #iskon
    #love
    #loveyou
    #loveandlust
    #depression
    #deepdepression
    #loveisfake
    #fake
    #fakelove
    #world
    #corona
    #pandemic
    #spiritual

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    Krishna

  • lyricalslouch 96w

    What happened to me?

    I try to fix problem after problem even the problems I create in my mind when I obsess about making sure I'm doing all I can and to not fall short. But beyond the bills, rent, appointments, duties etc is a problem I can't think my way out of or manipulate my way past. That I am no longer the person I was 10yrs ago. I no longer have my mother but I also no longer have my self. With every fiber of my being I am trying to accept the fact that no matter what I do I will never be who I was. Even if I lost the weight and became quite attractive again, and stay sober, and do endless counseling and therapy sessions and psychoanalysis and mindfulness and even medications, and I get back my old apartment right next to my mother's building, NO MATTER WHAT I DO TO BE THAT OLD PERSON I can NEVER BRING HIM BACK. The death of my mother drove my borderline personality disorder to a point so strong it forever altered my neurochemistry, thought patterns, cognitive functions, even the stuff deeper than the mind but my soul....my beliefs, pride, attitude, self of security etc...and the worst part of all in this dismay is the secret and change that I can't accept. That I will never have a long-term intimate relationship with a woman and it kills me. That with all my knowledge I just can't maintain a functional healthy long-term relationship and the reason why I can't even can't be put into words. The DSM 5 would say "continual unstable relationships" but that doesn't explain why. I have more compassion and love then 90% of the people I know but I just can't use it properly and I am dying inside to kiss a beautiful lady on her soft lifts and to just look at eachother with so much passion that just for that moment the world stops and nothing else matters and EVERYTHING IS OK!
    I CANT ACCEPT THAT ILL NEVER TRULY EXPERIENCE THAT EVER AGAIN.. ITS JUST AS GONE AS MY MOTHER... AND IT EATS AT ME DAY AFTER DAY. THANKS FOR LETTING ME CRY ON YOUR SHOULDER.
    MAX EDSON
    @lyricalslouch
    ©lyricalslouch

  • dennessajm 105w

    You don't realize she is dying inside you ignore her and call her a liar until she kills herself

    ©dennessajm