#denial

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  • succomber 11w

    The Truth Be Told

    People will always treat you good & make you feel special till you are providing them what they want. Deny them for once and that's where everything starts to change. The good mask starts to fade away, reveling the truth hidden behind the facade.
    ©succomber

  • playscript_25 12w

    Is reality the same if it burns you?

  • _drsroy 13w

    Denial...

    The problem with humans is they are always in denial,

    Little did they know that an exposed wound heals faster....!






    ©_drsroy

  • sidh_ru 15w

    Everything in this world
    Literally everything
    Is either a skin business
    Or a capitalism.
    Not just words
    These are
    Echoing every scars
    Made in my journey,
    Tons of humiliations without humanity,
    Rejections without correct validations,
    Denials without considerations
    And hurting without conscience.
    Talent is not what they see
    Warmth in smile is not what they feel
    They are utterly smitten to appearance
    And the dolla' bills.
    So tell me
    How can I treat this world with love ?
    ©sidh_ru

  • sidh_ru 16w

    The fresh wounds of your ignorance started to mend like decaying radioactive carbon isotope.
    But now you are poking it with your messages and presence like sudden lightenings; only temporary.
    So please have mercy on me, you already caused a deep cut in my heart through every chambers.
    So please end my daydreams of you by your gestures as soon as possible...
    ©sidh_ru

  • khammy_the_phoenix 16w

    People try to hide parts of themselves
    In silence but it's often pretty loud
    Changed behaviors
    Distracted tendencies
    Absent ramblings
    They think goes unnoticed
    The hidden self
    Seen by others
    One will deny it
    Yet it's there
    ©khammy_the_phoenix

  • bleeding__words 30w

    #wod #end #miraquil #writersnetwork #ending #shortstory #endingsbeginnings #betrayed #heartbroken #neverendingstory #airportdairies #denial #loveyourself #selfishlove #loveher #brokenbutbeautiful #foreveralone #healing @miraquill @writesnetwork @tammannaa @writershubp

    THANK YOU SO MUCH @writersnetwork for liking the post..Means a lot


    1st August, approximately at 12:00 pm, when she left from Mumbai Airport to her Hometown, little did she know,what looked like never ending fairytale has reached its end.This tale of two hearts ended two years back with so many things to comprehend.

    He dropped her at the airport with a promise to stay together forever and this distance will only make their relationship stronger.As the flight took off his phone switched off too . Now you might think how long she must have called that number, let's say for the next one year she called every hour.

    All his friends dodged her calls,crying for help she lost every ounch of respect and confidence she had earned after all.As days passed by, three months later her phone beeped with an email notification, it was from one of his friends informing about some dengue situation he had fallen int..Suddenly all the anger shifted into guilt, worrying nothing about but his health.

    She couldn't perform well thus decided to quit job till he is unwell. His friend asked her to stay back at hometown and wait for his call as his parents are against the caste to which she belongs.

    She asked this friend to just pay a visit to his home to which she bluntly opposed..Now the anticipation had transformed into worry and all she could think about was is he alive??

    Sharing three long years with eachother that last goodbye changed her forever. The chirpy loving girl went into depression feeling alive only when panic attacks hit her.

    Young, Strong, Independent and friendly soul went into a hidden shell. She fought all this alone not letting anyone know what's wrong..

    Cried in the corners, fake-smiled in the office, slept on the station floors, booked god knows how many cabs to possibly nowhere searching for little comfort to takeover. She looked for help here and there, knocked many shut doors but nobody came near.

    After nearly 11 months the phone was on but yet nobody would ever answer her calls.Now she asked help from her friends and associates, who till now had given up on helping her think straight. She heard from some FaceBook connections that after all he is doing fine, taking some deep breaths of relief, she could stop herself from crying.

    After a year and a half of failed calls, fearing the consequences to meet him and to end the misery and pain, she gained all the strength and went to his house..What she was about to know turned her world upside down.She saw him standing tall feeding his son across the hall.

    Living in nothing but denial, she couldn't believe the most valuable nurture relation has come to an end. Like many people she failed to keep her composure and messed some of her priceless relations.


    IT TOOK HER ALMOST 2 YEARS TO HEAL! Even though she has survived but the trust and faith, basically the urge to save any relation had to END in exchange.

    For some say it is a good excuse to escape from things, but ask me I have seen her growing. Remember there is nothing wrong in putting yourself first and sometimes being selfish helps...

    Sometimes no matter how impossible it may seem relationships come to an END till the smiles get real it is ok to pretend..


    ( thank you for giving it a read. If you have read it, please share your kind words )
    ©bleeding__words

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  • sidharth_jeevakumar 36w

    Denial

    ..
    She brought me joy,
    Being nothing but herself.
    She will deny it though,
    Saying that it is all me.


    ©sidharth_jeevakumar

  • loftydreams101 41w

    A True Love's Deep Slumber

    Laughter sails into the mist
    Giving way to church bells
    Ringing over silent acres of stone
    ~
    Cold and bloodshot stares
    Live in warm summers past
    Turned away from the agony
    Of their desolate march
    ~
    The trail sways in song
    Toward the earth’s black wound
    Slow and steady in denial
    Of their truest love lost

    © 2021 William Wright, Jr.

  • silhouette_of_a_poet 42w

    Denial

    Is there any hope
    Is there any way to stop
    When memories are overwritten
    in denial
    to cope


    ©edward_3355

  • wmbanje 43w

    "i LOST me
    through
    DENIAL
    &
    FOUND me
    through
    ACCEPTANCE"
    -wes mbanje

  • sarie_the_writer 50w

    I wish I can put in words
    How I truly feel about you
    But it's hard to explain
    And all I want is for you to stay
    But these words have the potential to make everything change
    Like it's complicated and confusing
    Any yet theses feelings are all too familiar
    Like Ive been here before
    But I’m not sure if I chose the right door
    My body is consumed with so many different feelings
    that brings happiness but fear
    Cause I created walls so no one could be near
    No one could hurt me and yet
    You are too close to me
    And so I want to run
    Away that is
    But my thoughts are consumed with images of you
    And the taste of you all too familiar
    Even your smell it consumes me
    And I find myself thinking about you when I shouldn't be
    Like in this moment and in the next
    And the sex oh my God the sex
    Got me feeling blessed when I feel you
    And All I want is to feel you
    Touch and hold you say I love you and you know I love you
    These feelings are so confusing
    But it's not lust but I still feel like im losing
    Myself that is
    Control that is
    I obsessed over details and analyze
    Making my next moved before I blink my eyes
    Because it protects me
    But I fear losing a bond that I never had with anyone else
    Something so beautiful and caught in-between being unseen and seen
    A love I never shared with anyone else
    Deep conversations and just being me
    So I try to build walls
    That you cant break through
    But somehow these thoughts break you through
    I Pull back just to not be too confused
    And I listen to your words
    Not expecting anything more than what I've heard
    Blinded by a feeling I hid for decades
    Cause I made a choice in order to stay
    Keep something that I never wanted to lose
    And just seemed like everything I touched crumble before therefore I had to choose
    And I wish I could really expressed this affection that shouldn't be affection
    But I smile with the expression
    Cause I can't get you out of my head
    Walls are down
    I'm defendless
    So listen and prepare
    For the moment I want you here but you can't be here
    And I just want you out of my head
    But your voice makes me smile
    And your presence make me feel safe and alive
    So I become silent
    Cause I want you stay
    And my words aren't my words anymore
    Classical denial and fear
    But never regret for I still believe
    What is mean to be will be
    So I close my eyes and dream
    Trying to see what will be
    And I wish I could put in words
    How I truly feel about you
    But there's no words stronger than
    I love you
    ©sarie_the_writer

  • maevee 50w

    Stupefied
    Denial
    Withdrawl
    Self Accusation

    This is a vicious cycle for an eternal life of pain.

    Disclaimer : These are the symptoms of people who don't grieve because they can't accept what has happened instead of letting it sink in, pause and deal with the grief, they carry it with them like a heavy weight on their shoulder even though it's not theirs to carry.
    No, don't get me wrong.. it's not like they can't, they very well know how to process it but they don't want to deal with the possibility of a loss. They resist change, they're stubborn and adamant.

    So instead of processing the trauma, accepting it, letting themselves vent and grieve. They just show up to work the next day after a loss of a loved one, they don't miss a single day of work since they think that's what keeps them going.
    They're hard working, quiet but as loud as they can be in other ways, efficient, ambitious in fact.

    They're survivors, and the thing with survivors is that they live on their emergency brain and the thing with emergency brain is it responds too quickly, so anything that their emergency brain fails to process, it gets stuck in the loop as their emergency brain only keeps analysing without concluding, resulting in a vicious cycle where they basically torture themselves, unknowingly.

    They now only have different scenarios associated with the memory and they choose the best logical reason to comfort us or to reason with. They instead of letting themselves feel the pain and grieve, choose to torment themselves with a lie, with a piece of logical reasoning in their brain. They choose an eternal life of pain by running away from it. They escape reality, they keep running away, choosing to comfort any other soul for a brief moment that they stay with and then they move on to substituting it by another person or thing to fill that void in them.

    How to identify them?
    They lose their patience too soon, they're anxious all the time, there's always a rush, an edge to things, one race after another leaving them with no time to breathe, while fixating on achieving milestones after milestones.
    They end up crying on silly things like being unable to open up a lock, they get drained of their energy, end up getting hang and shutdown in every couple of months. But they always gather their pieces and pull it all back.
    They look really calm on the face though so you'll have to look closely, if you'll look at the signs voila! you've identified.


    @mirakeeworld @miraquill @mirakee_words @mirakeeans @mirakee_post
    #denial #withdrawal #selfaccusation #overthinkers #livealittle #liveyourlifetothefullest #ambitious #eternity #anemptyvoid #love #letgo #moveon #toreality #toescape #toletbe

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    Stupefied
    Denial
    Withdrawal
    Self Accusation


    ©maevee

  • juhlianne 51w

    One day…

    One day, I would care-less
    I would stop asking questions
    I would smile endlessly and laugh at each sentence

    One day, the mirror would remind me of who I was before you
    One day, the apologies will no longer matter
    The silence would not bother me anymore

    One day, I won’t be here when you come home drunk
    That day, I would be miles away from you;
    Basking in my new-found freedom

    That day may be tomorrow.

    - Teewrites🌹

  • goddessbittersweet 51w

    Combination challenge

    My sweet love, how has it come
    For us to be once again be blind

    Should we not rise above our ego
    Tears once more flow
    With mistaken words, that only time will heal

    The denial among our true love, once again fool our thought.
    My soul ached for with yourself,
    the storm and thunder Stirring inside your heart.
    Can you hear me? Can you still see me?

    My love for you, is a faith which can not be undone.
    The universe will simply just bring you back to me.
    Whether this a curse, or whatever you need it to be.
    Promise, as forever, I love you.
    For this is our beautiful nightmare.
    ©goddessbittersweet

  • pink_blue 51w

    Combination:
    The stars in your eyes shall live longer than history and Denial

    #combination #contest #mirakee #writersnetwork #denial #wod

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    Denial

    The stars in your eyes shall live longer than the history; but the denial to your beautiful heart shall always remain as a mystery

    ©pink_blue ️

  • ranger9 52w

    What is it that you feel?
    - Grief
    What is it that you desire?
    - Peace
    What is it that you show?
    - Rage
    What is it that you need?
    - Reassurance
    What is it that you want?
    - Truth
    What is it that you give?
    - Care
    What is it that you do?
    - Hurt

    Is any of it even real?

    ©ruz

  • lollipop71 53w

    My Love

    Is a gift to my heart,
    He gives me strength when
    I am weak.
    He gives me hope when I
    Am in denial.
    He makes me smile, when I
    Really want to frown
    He helps me remember
    Why I am still here when I
    Just don't feel like being
    Around.
    My Love.
    ©lollipop71

  • idrisyeverdd 56w

    Wish I'm good for you

    It was a typical sunny day, classes were off,
    I was sitting alone in the park, reading my book.
    You walked past me, with your friends,
    It took a moment to turn your head to me,
    I pretend to never saw you,
    You felt the spark, you want to lit,
    That's your greatest mistake.


    I'm not the girl whom you think    
    I keep wishing that you never saw me.
    I keep pushing you away from me,
    But you always find a way to me,
    Why don't you forget me, and leave me?
    I'm not good for you,
    Don't run after me,
    I'm not the one for you


    It wasn't a good day, I was off,
    Locked me in the bedroom,  crying on the floor.
    You knocked on the door, you wanna change my mood,
    It took all my strength to shut you out,
    I pretended to hate you,
    You knew I was lying, you wanted to comfort me,
    That's the biggest mistake,


    I'm not the girl whom you think    
    I keep wishing that you never saw me.
    I keep pushing you away from me,
    But you always find a way to me,
    Why don't you forget me, and leave me?
    I'm not good for you,
    Don't run after me,
    I'm not the one for you


    You kept coming to me, Baby, you don't know me,
    I will only hurt you,
    And I don't want to see you (hurting)
    I beg you to go away..
    'cause
    I'm not the girl whom you think    
    I keep wishing that you never saw me.
    I keep pushing you away from me,
    But you always find a way to me,
    Why don't you forget me, and leave me?
    I'm not good for you,
    Don't run after me,
    I'm not the one for you


    I would want you to stay with me,
    If I didn't love you like I do,
    It's so sad, so hard, so bad
    that I'm not good for you....


    ©idrisyeverdd

  • journeyhale 59w

    Impossible

    We are impossible, you and I.
    We explode and attract like matter reconfiguring itself, every time different but the same.
    We build walls and reinforce them with platitudes and jokes that touch the surface of things we'll never say because we are both too afraid.

    You, of change.
    Me, of rejection.

    Our boundaries are so damned solid that if we broke them we wouldn't know who we are anymore.
    This may be the castle that we will die trying to conquer, where the undercurrent in the moat drags at us constantly.

    I can't even say I want you. I can't say that I want to share your space and feel your hands on me.
    To breathe you in, panting and gasping.
    To drown in you because this chemistry is intoxicating and addictive.

    Some days I don't care about the consequences.
    God, it's like an explosion waiting to happen that is a bomb ticking into infinity.

    I fucking think about you and I hate it because you dominate my thoughts with your voice and your words.

    You're my downfall and the one thing I will never have.
    ©journeyhale