Why do I feel this way? I guess I'll never know,
Any thing is not fine, but I'll never let it show.
All things in me feels like a mistake,
Honestly all I wanna do is just break!
Am I ever going to be okay? I wonder.
I close my eyes to grip my fists tight in anger,
Fiery hot tears run down my wintry cheeks,
Dark circles around eyes says I haven’t slept in weeks.
And yet to this grief, on adding a lill believe;
A fire in my soul burned so fiercely,
That I found me… I found me lively!