san_wordzz@shrey2310 No no I am not. I wanted to but am here for those who really care. Btw "too" ?? Who is that 'too'?
shrey2310@san_wordzz ahh ntng, i mean many people had left already. I saw many of my fav ones leave, so i asked you too. I don't wanna lose and lose and lose, yk
san_wordzz@shrey2310 Oh yess. That's so true. But actually this place has become quite toxic and disturbing. That's why people leave. I too wanted to , as I was disturbed by the current situations but then there are people who want me to stay here. That's why I stopped.
Also, I was/still am on a break. So I'll read you very soon ❤
shrey2310@san_wordzz it's okay, anytime you want And yes this place, i can't say much on it because i was always ignorant for all the stuffs happening here and i guess thats the best thing to do. Also things have been really slow and quiet here lately, as if it has lost its charm/life
san_wordzz@shrey2310 See I agree and am happy about you being ignorant. But when its about you and your content then you would also be disturbed right? And besides , the charm is lost because of the biased and selective behavior of the big account. Genuine writers are not even given a little bit of appreciation. It hurts you know. Also I am not talking about myself but a reality that even you would also not like to escape of.
What bothers my heart the most is that you needed a reason to stay. when I laid down in your bed, and you touched me wherever you wanted, I realized that the thing I tried to lay down was my love but all you did was shove it under ur bed where I never saw it again. now I'm picking up the pieces you left down the trail in my soul like crumbs for a dog.
I never realized that I had a leash around my neck the entire time. now I'm trying my best to cut it off. I find pieces of glass during my day and I rub it against the rope that hangs me from my bedroom ceiling. and the words run through my mind, "what I didn't know then, couldn't hurt me."
(I'm sorry I haven't been around much.. life's been a weird turn of events. I felt the urge in my hand to write more so here you go )
while it was I before who found comfort in you, you battle against your flurry of emotions emotions that stung you emotions that haunt you emotions that make you want to kill you
I can't let that happen never don't push me away I'm trying to save you from the waters that are drowning you in your head please let me save you you're trapped in the clouds of misery and grief and I know the feeling
we both know it
and we both knew how dangerous it can grow into
let me help you before I can't help myself let me help you before both of us sink into our abysses of ghosts of pasts and the present