I feel useless, when I am capable of doing everything but I can't do.
I felt depressed so I tried to communicate.
But no one seems to believe that I am suffering from depression,
I am flustered and can't understand what shall I do.
They do believe it's existence.
But they refuse to see it when they should.
They tell me to act normal and be focused for everyone's good.
My own soul is scaring me,
It feels like two individuals are living inside.
One will kill me, if emotions are being kept on hide.
People tell me to be strong & to do my work everytime I seek for support.
They say nothing happens like that, it feels like they are saying f**k off in short.