I feel useless, when I am capable of doing everything but I can't do.
I felt depressed so I tried to communicate.
But no one seems to believe that I am suffering from depression,
I am flustered and can't understand what shall I do.
They do believe it's existence.
But they refuse to see it when they should.
They tell me to act normal and be focused for everyone's good.
My own soul is scaring me,
It feels like two individuals are living inside.
One will kill me, if emotions are being kept on hide.
People tell me to be strong & to do my work everytime I seek for support.
They say nothing happens like that, it feels like they are saying f**k off in short.
©wm
#fluster
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nitikaparashar 22w
Photo By Annie Spratt on Unsplash14 1Days
Days are not at all the same
Sometimes they are dull and lame
Sometimes they are really rough
Sometimes they make you tough
If you are weak
Your eyes will leak
Some days are flustered in agony
Let’s cluster some peaceful harmony
To forget the pain and agony .
Palak11 2 1Fluster
Fringed
Laced
Underwear
Sexily
Touching
Every curve of her
Rear end
©johnbenson11 0himanshi_sharma 23w
#wod #mirakee @writersnetwork #imppersonc #pod #horcrux #fluster
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Life is about having hopes yet
despair is everywhere.
Funny how pain always sweeps through our hearts
But ,
You Add life to me
And when I witness it pulling away
I lose my breath in the most spacious of places;
surrounding your heart.
Poetry never dies, nor does the love
It becomes one and beats inside the poet's heart.
~ Love becomes You
Like that hymn ~
The melody of the song ringing in my ears -
❝ Afsos hota hai, Dil bhi ye rota hai
Sapne sanjota hai, pagla Hua. ❞
I see promises failing
dreams shattering and
the ache of our shattered heart is loud enough to be
perceived through the ears.
~ And when all of our senses stop
Love becomes our coffin.~
I think my skies might just implode into
fiery fluster
looking through your eyes.
A brightness in you where the sun takes
my eternal sunrise.
❝ Meelon ke hain faasle tumse na jane kyu
Anjane hai silsile Tumse na jane kyu. ❞
,
.
I believe there is a reason why I
feel the skies talk to me every night.
I believe your message is reaching me through the beams of the moon.
What if,
We are born here on earth and after we die,
Our souls travel to another universe
and relive the same story?
©Horcrux
,
.
I believe there is a reason why I
feel the skies talk to me every night
©himanshi_sharmaPhoto By Peter Forster on Unsplash27 4 4- faisal_hussain_haqqani_ Woah! Thought provoking
- odysseus_2
- writersnetwork Welcome back
- himanshi_sharma @writersnetwork Thank you so much ✨
Gazes
I was mesmerized of how you played every note
How you cradle each note and speaks a lullaby
How you dance with the strings and gently spin 'em
How your vocal chords artistically paints notes
But I was confused of how those eyes gaze at me
It flusters me enough to hide and disappear
To my whirlpool and whirlwind of serene thoughts
Yet I'll always remember those endearing gazes.
©irene_belidaPhoto By Hamed Foroutan on Unsplash13 0 1to: youth's of my age
youth spent in an
agonizing task
of fixing your way
to worldly success
is but the fluster
one experiences
in the morning's haze
go out and spend
the day without
material productiveness
but of mental and emotional
development
©socialverse11 0_palakjain 23w
My this writing is kind of negative so don't read it if you don't feel comfortable with it.
I wrote this to understand my own thoughts and feelings.....
It's like I have to write everything down what I'm thinking or feeling before it's starts to getting too much.
#mywritingpen #myvisionmystory #fluster #wod
If you ask me how I'm feeling
I'll say I'm fine
what is this feeling
it's all flustering
I don't know anything anymore
I don't know how to define
am I feeling too much
or just empty
am I thinking too much
or nothing
All of this is so
Overwhelming
what is this feeling
my head feels heavy
chest feels knotted
feels like even breathing
for me is getting
exhausting
what is this even feeling
I don't know anything anymore
Every day feels like a loop
repeating itself eveyday
feels like I'm stuck in a dark room
for past few years
with no ray of hope
trying to break the doors
just anyhow want to escape
every compliment seems fake
I don't have confidence in myself
A voice in my head saying
what is this feeling anyway
my body is numbed
my mind is empty
my heart is heavy
what is this feeling
I don't know how to describe
I want to do so much
but can't make my self
getting out of bed
I'm doing nothing
but I'm tired as hell
doubting every piece of my self
is this what people called
existential crisis?
what is this feeling
it's all so flustering
I can't define
my brain is talking too much
then why heart is so quiet
everything seems OK
but why doesn't it feels right?
And you asked
How I'm doing
and I just said
Oh! I'm fine.
©_palakjainHey, how are you feeling?
Oh! I'm feeling fine.
©_palakjainPhoto By Valentina Aleksandrovna on Unsplash4 0Is it okay to cry every night?
So hard that my eyes hurt?
Often sleepless lying on the bed
Looking at the stars above my head
And thinking that the most bright one
Is you, waving at me. Smiling at me,
Sending me kisses, wishing sweet dreams
Wish you were here right beside me
Flustered by the memory, I close my eyes
Flashbacks of his face roaming in my mind
All the black patches, all the red spots
The way his eyes were swollen, the way they stared
Prayed to GOD to take them away
Let me forget them and move on my way
But what I thought were bad memories,
Became the strongest point of my poetry
So, I buried my sadness, hide the hurt
Waved him back, blew him a kiss
Smiled through my bloody tears
And just hoped that all I did make sense!
©dumbpoet15 2tuiethetweety 23w
"Fluster"
you probably fluster whether to even
recall my existence in your life for once,
on the other hand,my fluster is whether
to forget your existence in my mind or not.19 3 3- fromwitchpen Hits hard
- iqujiger Poignant
- tuiethetweety @iqujiger ow thank you @fromwitchpen thanks a lot
Fluster
Me or your ego?
He seemed a little flustered.
Little did she know. . .
Ego wins.
©the_girl_with_specs15 2 3I shall not think love, write love, adore love, explain love, argue love again.
Amen.
©sacrilegious_sparrow11 1 1kamikazemind 23w
Making love is a sweet reward.
(Random.made in 5mins to be honest)!!!!!!
Can you guess to whom did I refer the word "banshee" here????
Would like to know in my comment. ❤✨
#fluster
#wod
@writersnetworkBANSHEE
I am Flustered.
That's when I get the urge to bring HER out.
All I have to do is play with my brain.
And to touch those velvety lips,
roses between my thighs.
Soft and slow, like a a smooth jazz.
Passionate and pure, like an orchestra.
I'm aroused, ready for the thrill.
Ready to bring my banshee out.
©kamikazemind10 2 2Why do I act strange sometimes?
Because death is simple, life is strange.
©sacrilegious_sparrow12 1 1My heart had gone rogue,
Untamed, unbridled,
Flustered, erratic.
It beats for only you.
©desert_confession9 1 1'To love or not to love',
I fluster.
What if it crumbles me,
into a million pieces?
What if those pieces
hurt you?
At the thought of it,
I fluster.
©bloomy14 3 2- fromwitchpen Felt
- bloomy @fromwitchpen
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Zigzag runs my gaze
across the corners of the walls
of the room where I sit
with a notebook and a pen,
possibly for an answer, but it's a circle.
Two steps I take ahead,
Third one brings me back to square one,
No progress you see,
So, can I count on you ?
Tell me, if love weren't so important,
Why do we get hurt after losing it?
And, if it were so important,
Why do we lose it?
And then why it's needed again to heal back
And why this vicious cycle repeats ?
All I hear is the ticks of the clock
All I feel is cold, all I do is shiver
And all I know is I don't want a heart
that longs to be loved.
I'm okay with losing it once
But it doesn't work as per my will
It gets to push me into pitfalls that grow deeper and deeper
darker and darker with each time
I'm flustered and I hope you are not.
I need you to be not.12 3 1- fromwitchpen Heartfelt yet unique
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sush_s_anand
@fromwitchpen Thank you for the remark.
About your second comment, I appreciate your gesture :) I saw it in the notification but I can't see it in the comments. I'm not sure what you meant but from what I understood, I'd like to say that I chose to use 'were' instead of 'was', I thought of keeping a hypothetical.. Doubtful.. kind of state for that mood and what best suited it, I went for it. More like if It were so.. I would have.. kind of feel. That's all. Thanks again :) -
fromwitchpen
My pleasure
Oh yeah actually I was confused about the use of 'were' but really amazed by your thought process while using it instead of 'was'
Thanks for expounding :^)
Days fly by
Nights calculate but crash without reasons
Afternoon is lazy
Midnight is dizzy
What's going on?
©sacrilegious_sparrow12 1 2It makes me Flustered
If loving someone is
Irrational
Then how could the
rational methods help
Us to unlove them.
©iqujiger22 2 3poetrycity 23w
@writersnetwork @miraquill #wod #fluster #topography @shaiz_fs
Thank you @writersnetwork for the likeRoses bloom and wither
but a poet remains flustered by its roots dwelling in his heart.
Lovers unlove, love and die
but the mirage of their eyes remains flustered.
©poetrycity40 14 9- faisal_hussain_haqqani_ @poetrycity no need to say sorry!
- fromwitchpen
- shaiz_fs Woah
- poetrycity @shaiz_fs thank you ❣
- poetrycity @fromwitchpen thank you so much ❤❤
Fluster
Taken is the words I can't say , silenced by a secret ,only told in the hushed briefings of flashbacks I only can see myself, captive by unspoken words do and die as my silence kills me the same... Forced to briddle the fluster of truths, discombobulated by stolen innocence, derailed life a hope that's fading for a future that's uncertain ,. My words can heal me while setting me free.... Yet my silence kills as my words would do the same...
©sparrowsofsorows19 13 2- shadowofthoughts_ Yes. :)
- sparrowsofsorows #thanks for telling me... ⭐
- seulmi
- sparrowsofsorows saulmithank you
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sparrowsofsorows
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#saulm ty