I want to scream at you the way that i need to scream at you.
I want to tell you i dont instead of having told you i do.
I want to say fuck off and mean it this time.
I want to hear you say i love you but i want you to mean it this time.
I want to forget that i knew you.
I want to regret that i knew you. I want to fall asleep in your arms.
I want to wake up and fall asleep in your arms all over again.
I want to not have wasted the last 6 mpnths waiting on something i knew was never gonna come.
I want to stand on the side of the highway and stick out my thumb and hitchhike the hell out of this city that turns everything and everyone into shit.
I wish i could rewind back and not have texted you back.
I wish i could hurt you like you hirt me.
But i could never hurt you cause that would just hurt me.
I want to be the one that got away.
I want to be the one you come home to at the end of the day.
I want to irrational and still be the rational one.
I want to see what you do when i do not text you back cause im ignoring you.
I want to be the one this time thats gonna win the break up.
I want to be the one who tells you to fuckk off and mean it when you call and want to make up.