//Tu aake dekhle, maine raatein kitni saari Teri yaadon mein guzari //
I hope you remember me as a song, that song you Never listened to in a while Ahh there is always a sad you in my nights , when i see myself as a whole. Its been a long long time now since you left. But I still have those memories, words , that sense of satisfactions. My loneliness , isn't that much alone, Is usually awake every night in search of you.
//Bas mere aage apni hi tu baat kara kar , Dil dukh na jaye mera thoda dhyaan rakha kar Ke tu meri yaadon mai hai puri basti Aur tere siva koi acha lagta nahi //
(Ps-bohot se ache log hai) When I read a letter that you wrote year back that fragrance of peace reminds me of you. And whenever you say i miss you I get the anxiety in the form of cyclone. I'm jealous of everything you get to place your gaze on. Goosebumps were my unknown guests and getting scared what happen next, that this sleepless nights is never going to end. I'm losing myself and pretend like I'm fine. I keep on telling myself that it's summer and again your memories freeze my heart as if it frost and push back into the flashback where i found lost NIGHTMARE
//Par tere aage kuch bhi nahi sab khaakh barabar Mai kho jayunga milke mujhse baat kara kar //