Following my dreams , In my worst days , Losing my hope, Going without friends, Going crazy , Stress levels high , Future I have , Built in my dreamy eyes , Parent's dreams , My own dreams , People's hope , Is a cluster of thoughts, Filled in my mind.
हमने आपकी रचनाएँ पढ़ी, वह सभी अद्वितिय हैं। हम आपको अपनी नई पुस्तक में सहयोग देने के लिए आमंत्रित करना चाहते हैं। पुस्तक आपके नाम के साथ प्रकाशित होगी साथ उसकी प्रतियां भी आपको दी जाएंगी। आपको सम्मानित करते हुए स्वर्ण पदक भी दिया जाएगा।
अधिक जानकारी के लिए संपर्क करें।
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taltosHi @kanishkasharma17 ! Thankyou so much for taking the time to leave feedback but I'm so sorry I cannot read Hindi. Do you mind translating? Please and Bless.
"If sky was a sea, we would have swam more dreams than we see the clouds". I had never doubted the sky even after listening to 'the sky is falling' but maybe I ironically existed to only day dream about 'thousand reasons why would it be' and if I had to convince the sky, I would say, "you don't have to drown me in, I am already a cloud floating, but I hope to capsize soon into your blues" so I keep finding shapes in them like a toddler and finding meanings like an adult. But that evening, a little in me changed, that was the first time, I stared the life into a falling raindrop, slipping miserably from my palms and I looked above the black and gray clouds to only find a sky that was so clear, the winds breezing through the jacket, stopped in the slits and pockets where I always covered the cold fingers. Every morning sky, where the wrinkled bed sheets, where the half filled jug, where the repeated songs, dominated me, she opened the door to the green grasses that waited for my barefooted walk, where the dew drops waited to heal the cracked feet, where her bangles rung the alarm and where the sun rose in my bedroom upon my eyelid, She changed 'the arm chair sleep' into sound snores and 'afternoon unbearable sky' into her shadows that played in me, every afternoon where my unread book was left opened, where the lunch never filled the stomach, where the TV turned blank, she always found an excuse to search the 'me'. She never hesitated to hold the story book for me to find a child in me, she knew the dusk's purple and reddish sky had him color blinded but she knows how to let him see the colors, she knows the biggest fear in me was when the sky turned black again, he will shiver for all the grays. So she never stopped me talking to the walls, instead she let me count the stars where I was left behind holding someone's finger who taught me how to walk and I would today say, 'you changed the skies I had once seen'.
'Now I only the see the fluffy clouds, Romanticizing the shapes we see together'
It's almost midnight, And I am wide awake, Overthinking yet again, About things, That I should not, Because of the hurt, That's hurting me.
I almost think, How to not overthink, But for a control freak, Not being able to, Control the thoughts, Running at a lick, Is a losing game.
Maybe tomorrow, Maybe coming week, Maybe next month, Or perhaps this new year, Will be better enough, To achieve what I couldn't, For I'm done contemplating.
Hope and hardwork, Is what I swear on, Positivity and optimism, Is what I have, And smiling is all, I am left with, To finally realise, Not Yet!
I try to remain strong, Giving up won't be my choice, Focusing on strengths, And working on my weaknesses, Did help me get through, But hitting Adulting gave my life, A whole new set of responsibilities.
Now these responsibilities, And my desire to fulfill it, Is what keeps me going, For I know if I don't, It will tear me apart, In a guilt of not being responsible enough, For those who were always enough for me.
When all of this takes over me, My tiny little heart, Asks me if I could spare some help, Of a heart that could contribute a little support, Not by being tangible, But more on a sentimental level, And now it's almost dawn and I am still wide awake.