If you encounter this letter anywhere in the future, make sure you have successfully worked on something you have been working on for years. In case you haven't, then take it as guidance for life.
I do comprehend that you need attention and love, someone to rehabilitate your broken heart that often got broken into a thousand pieces with no chance of fixing. You always needed someone who can accept your past respectfully, push you live the present you've always desired, and encourage you see the future you've always wanted.
You always ran for attention, and mostly fell into the hands of the people that made you feel worthless, treat yourself as unimportant, devalue you to nothing, and convince you that you deserve no happiness and care. It wasn't your fault, but you badly need to disconnect from the toxicity that spoiled you. You deserve better.
I don't know if you still have zero friends and have never been in a relationship yet, I know it's hard to trust people, but believe me, it's still better than seeking attention from people you don't deserve to have in your life, the ones who'd ruin your life for you and leave you alone to fend for yourself.
Despite the Earth having its share of cruelty, there are good people out there, you just gotta find them wisely. Eventually, you'd get a caring partner and some loving friends; if not, then fall in love with yourself, search for a friend inside you; just don't live estranged, from yourself.
I hope one day you'd stop incessantly looking for attention, especially from the wrong people.
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