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The emptiness here is suffocating...
Unspoken words dying as they travel from my soul through my vocal chords,
Never quite making it past my tongue to my lips...
This quiet has become too thick,
This unending cycle of toxicity
Poisoning the very air...
Your touch has left scorch marks upon my soul...
I am still burning in the aftermath of Us,
The taste of ash bitter upon my tongue,
And no matter what I try nothing works...
I can hardly breathe,
Choking desperately on the anger and the pain.
I have tried my best to be true to you...
But I lost my Self, somewhere along the way.
My voice is not loud enough.
I am not strong enough.
I no longer have the will to fight.
I am mute.
Deaf to your cries,
Blinded by the audacity
Of your sudden hatred of me.
I sit here in a cloud of smoke,
The fallout of jealous words and
Insults hurled at me, too much for me to bear
The weight of what we were
Is too heavy for me to carry...
Perhaps I was too honest.
I have learned to bide my time
And bite my tongue.
A lesson learned too late, yet learned ..
I told you too much about my self,
About my past,
And you didn't hesitate
To turn them into
Vicious weapons hurled at me.
Waged in a war I want no part of.
The thought of you hating me so much,
The thought of your dreams of me becoming
Something so twisted and vile...
I can't stomach it anymore.
When it hurts more to stay than it does to leave,
When it takes this much work to simply Be?
I am finished.
So, here I sit alone,
Numb to the flames which surround me.
Too tired to continue this battle
I never volunteered for.
All that is left is me.
By myself.
This poem is my white flag.
I surrender.
©JFH Poetry 2022
#jealousy
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jfhpoetry
1w
10 1
Yes...
Jealousy is the main reason for being in unhappiness...
©iamsatyajitroutPhoto By Daria Shevtsova on Unsplash6 0
Jealousy
You start with j and ends with y,
But you are not joy,
Jealousy is your name,
And you finish all game and fame.
When you enter peace exists,
Between partners and relatives,
You turn friends into foes,
Everyone is always on toes.
Alas came love over you,
And there was you crying,
no worse than you loosing,
And merging in new you.
©mithirocky11 0
dosbambi
5w
Read MoreJealousy is most of us are guilty of but we pretend we are innocent.
I'm not an hypocrite and I'm not scared of acknowledging it.
#dosbambiwrites #dosbambiinspires #jealous #jealousy #lifeissues #lifelessons #nigerianpoet #humannatureYeah, my heart bleeds
The cut goes real deep
Wanted it to be me
Me up there celebrating
Getting all the accolades
Seeing you up there getting them
Rose my jealousy from his grave
Wanted it to be me
Me up there getting it right
Setting up the standard
Making all the difference
Getting the spotlight on
I desire your brain
It's so good looking
It's one of a kind
It has made you a champ
And yeah, I'm jealous
Jealous of how good you are
How everything dance to your tune
How you are so far ahead
And I am far behind
©dosbambi11 0 1
As he puts his lips on the coffee mug to take a sip, a wave of jealousy surges inside me.
"How fortunate is that stupid insensate thing to greet the daybreak with his kiss?"
©debadrita_dattaPhoto By Najmul Hasan on Unsplash6 0
Sometimes Jealousy can make you so strong that you would do whatever you wanted do within just span of seconds...
©iamsatyajitrout5 0
Jealousy
Sour and painfull
Emotions wasting In vain,
But it shows that she cares enough To show it.
©lilyvalley_7 0
Patience is a virtue surely
When Truth is inevitable.
Jealously nurtures hate and
Karma isn't blind.
Be mindful of what you say!
©wordsoftheetwilight7 0
I see you and her,
And I'm
Un
Able
To bear the sight
Of
You and her
I'm green eyed
With envy
I want
That
Memory to be mine
Smell the soap on your neck
Taste your cheek
Now my lips
Grimace
I curl up
Running
Away I can't
Look
I will not
Beg, I won't
Say be happy
I admit
Im selfish
Burning up
with a furious
Fury I
Clench my teeth so hard I break them
I hope I turn to ashes and blow away
©charlieka9 0 1
Jealousy
If it meant having her luck. I wouldn't mind being born an orphan.
©leaonmars8 0
Jealousy
..
I feel jealous about myself,
For I fell in love with her.
She's not just a amazing person,
But such a divine soul too.
©sidharth_jeevakumar6 0
Apni khushiyo ko baate jaa raha tha main
Matlabi duniya ki khair mange ja raha tha main.
Apni khushiyo ko baate jaa raha tha main
Matlabi duniya ki khair mange ja raha tha main.
Khair mangne pe mera kuch na gaya
Jal bhun zamana meri khushiyo pe wara Gaya.
©wordsoftheetwilight9 0
Jealousy
Let go of the jealousy
Let go of the hate
It holds us back
And our lives can't wait
So what if they have talent
So what if they're skilled
We need to find balance
And jealous kills
Little do we know
People are jealous of us
You may not believe it
But my word you can trust
So hold your head up high
Be proud of what you do
Because when you have jealousy
Someone is being jealous about you
©jpwriter6 0 1
anamika_tiwari_mn
30w
Read More@miraquill @writersnetwork #anatiwari
But, I like this transformation ����
#jealousy is the sigh of LoveHe (Earlier) :
Mai Bilkul Bhi Possessive Nhi Hoon. IDC ♀️
He (Now) :
Chhuna Toh Dur Hai.... Ab Na Manjoor Hai.
Koi Mere Siwa........ Tera Zikar Bhi Kare.
©anamika_tiwari_mn35 15
- dipps_ You make him stupid or possessive deepdown falling in you like you make magic on him
- anamika_tiwari_mn @dipps_ jo bhi samjho I didn't make ...he became like this ♀️
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dipps_
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Yu hi nhi wo diwana ho gya
Koi mausam hai jo suhana ho gya
Tumne najro se kuch to fek maraa hai
Yu hi nhi uske dil me thikana ho gya - anamika_tiwari_mn @dipps_
- dipps_
Envy
Glinting in the sky, the star twinkled
with uncanny beauty, it not-so-subtly beckoned.
And I felt the call, through the empty void
and it struck me, with a bright might.
And yet it hid, partly, in the cloudy night.
They stood pearly white
with nary a care for a future fight,
as they unbeknownst, swept a wave of green
and extirpate, that cull who had naïvely been,
dreaming to steal the star away
with just a majestic korero display.
But the star must stay in the sky
far from the inamorato, far away to yearn, to try
else it shall, create for the mortal strife
and raze reason for life.
Life's too short to pine after the star
for there is reality to do us right.
Now there is just fun, near and far,
the twinkle lies forgotten in the dark night.
©pr_itish_958 0
beyond
Sinking rot
Like the caries following a sugar binge,
When the tacky sweet taffy
Covers over molars,
Occluding microbial infestation-
Only
The infestation isn't microbial,
It's stomach twisting anxiety,
Gut wrenching miller moths
fluttering against the cheap plastic blinds
Of my too fragile mind,
An incessant buzzing, thumping, humping.
Why am I so small?
I exist between lines,
Hoping to flit through life unnoticed,
A smoldering mystery.
Can you love
Someone smaller than life,
The muted, earthy hues of me
When other gems gleam brilliantly?
I never learned to be a rock.
I embraced oneness with the river,
Flowingly adaptive.
I swell to hold, to contain,
For other life essences inhabiting this rock.
When do I hold myself,
Collect lost tendrils like rivulets
Back into my source, heart?
Maybe,
Just maybe,
I love too much.
Depth cannot be maintained without
Drowning,
Sinking down
Into the abyss
Where miller moth tapping
Transfigures into a tell-tale heart.
Bury,
Deep beneath the floorboards,
Below clumped clay and loam,
Under soft decaying remains
Of deciduous nymphs,
Bury there the bits
Which no longer serve.
The disintegration of unhealthiness
Will fertilize emotional wealthiness.
©magpyre4 1
Jealousy
In our life once we go though a point of
#jealousy#
With whomever it might be
For whatever reason
But we do experience it.
Jealousy is good upto a limit
As it can push you beyond your limits.
But if it turned your attitude to
Put someone down
Then you might ruin your own
Creative qualities ,
Which was the reason of someone's jealousy.
So control your action and think or else
You will burn out your own
# Identity #
©shrutisontakke7 3
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backstorypoetry
34w
Read MoreJealousy isn't going to take you anywhere.
We start investing our energy in pulling the other's down.
Learning is a long process, you'll learn everyday.
Some learn faster, it's fine if you take time. You will be successful, just never let jealousy and negativity get the better of you.
Follow @backstory.poetry for more..
#believe #believeinyourself #believeintheprocess #writersofbackstory #faith #hardwork #results #innerbelief #struggle #efforts #problems #solutions #success #successful #life #jealous #jealousy #energy #negativity #negativeenergy #negativethoughts #opportunities #potential #competitionSee the success of others as inspiration, not fuel for jealousy.
©backstorypoetry9 0
shk_huzaifa 34w
©shk_huzaifa
Photo By Tommaso Teloni on Unsplash8 0
Read More#whenjealousygetsthebetterofyou
#crush
#jealousy
When jealousy Hits me I try not to pay attention to it, avoid it ,but jealousy is simply just unavoidable-HANGMIRAECELYNEJealousy
I become so jealous when I see you with a girl
I become so jealous when I hear a girl saying you're her crush
I become so jealous when people say "you should be together" " you'll be a perfect match'
When it's not me they are talking about
I'm not perfect enough for you so I have no option but to be at one side and just keep being JEALOUS
© hangmiraeheavens7 40
- vzac_1330 @pikachoo_8 umm I prefer just try to know his feelings much
- vzac_1330 @hangmirae2 aye you don't need to
- vzac_1330 @hangmirae2 yaa go for it
- hangmirae2 @pikachoo_8 I do but she's almost like my fairy god sister,she matter s also and I don't want to make my fairy god sister hurt
- hangmirae2 @pikachoo_8 Yaahhhh I'm here
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