#justalive

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  • juhiyverma_ 20w

    Disappear...

    I asked the sky to swallow me inside
    But he refused to do so
    So I asked the river to help me flow along
    She said I weighed too much
    And i better walk away lest I'd drown
    Then l I asked the wind to carry me with her
    She paused fr a while
    And gave me a gruesome look
    "How can I carry you if you already carry so much guilt on your chest?"
    Disheartened and grieved ,
    I requested the earth to bury me inside her
    She too denied , for I would hv to turn to dust to be one with her
    and that
    she can't take me alive.
    Then I pleaded the fire to burn me to ashes
    For I have none to grant me salvation
    Those flames of purity tried to grab me
    But they couldnt.
    Disappointed and exhausted
    I asked them all together
    To help me liberate through my misery
    They wondered why would I ask so
    For I was young
    And brave
    But Then asked me to wait,
    Conspiring against my wishes
    Soon after
    The sky gave me a pair of wings to fly
    To wander alone up and high ,to find my destiny
    The water showered me with her power
    The beauty Of lightness and consistency
    To be persistent and ever flowing in this journey of mine
    The wind asked me to flow along
    but With no strings attached
    Worthy of my every deed,
    And Soar High Always
    as light as a feather
    The earth then nurtured me
    with her buds of faith
    and fruits of patience and temperance
    The fire advised me
    Not to chase her but the darkness in me
    To tame my own demons
    and play with my own fire,
    Fiercely and delicately
    For it's the only thing
    that will keep me alive
    and set me free.

    ©juhiyverma_



    #life#love#survival#existence#catharsis #free#freedom#liberation#misery#disappear#doubt#belief#hope#alive#justalive#nature#fire#earth#water#sky#air#notyetdead

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    Disappear...

    I asked the sky to swallow me inside
    But he refused to do so
    So I asked the river to help me flow along
    She said I weighed too much
    And i better walk away lest I'd drown
    Then l I asked the wind to carry me with her
    She paused fr a while
    And gave me a gruesome look
    "How can I carry you if you already carry so much guilt on your chest?"
    Disheartened and grieved ,
    I requested the earth to bury me inside her
    She too denied , for I would hv to turn to dust to be one with her
    and that
    she can't take me alive.
    Then I pleaded the fire to burn me to ashes
    For I have none to grant me salvation
    Those flames of purity tried to grab me
    But they couldnt.
    Disappointed and exhausted
    I asked them all together
    To help me liberate through my misery
    They wondered why would I ask so
    For I was young
    And brave
    But Then asked me to wait,
    Conspiring against my wishes
    Soon after
    The sky gave me a pair of wings to fly
    To wander alone up and high ,to find my destiny
    The water showered me with her power
    The beauty Of lightness and consistency
    To be persistent and ever flowing in this journey of mine
    The wind asked me to flow along
    but With no strings attached
    Worthy of my every deed,
    And Soar High Always
    as light as a feather
    The earth then nurtured me
    with her buds of faith
    and fruits of patience and temperance
    The fire advised me
    Not to chase her but the darkness in me
    To tame my own demons
    and play with my own fire,
    Fiercely and delicately
    For it's the only thing
    that will keep me alive
    and set me free.

    ©juhiyverma_

  • ahuralilith 28w

    Anger issues

    I don't want to lose my cool -
    I want every word coming out of my vocal chord to be saccharine -
    I don't want it to be acrid -

    But sometimes i can't help it -
    The acrid words finds a way out of me -
    It comes out in such a gush that even i can't remember how and when i have spoken -

    Sometimes i just gulp those words -
    They feel like sharp blades, they passes through my heart and remains in my intestines -
    They are sharp blades, cutting me from inside -

    The pain from inside hurts so bad -
    So i cut myself from outside to divert my attention to the outer pain -
    I bleed to near death -

    What i mean is i have anger issues -
    And i don't wanna have it, but i have it -
    So i have to live with it, live with the guilt of being such a burden -

    ©ahuralilith

  • juhiyverma_ 153w

    What would you do if you suddenly realize, you have lost the only thing you had in your life, the one thing that kept you alive until this day??Would you fight back or just let go???

    - thoughts that often bother me.

    ©juhiyverma_

    #life#love#letgo#feelings#randomthoughts#justafewwords#bsyunhi#notalive#justwords#notsogood#mirakee#lifeisasuffering#justalive#thislife#lifeandlove#living

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    What would you do if you suddenly realize, you have lost the only thing you had in your life, the one thing that kept you alive until this day??Would you fight back or just let go???

    - thoughts that often bother me.

    ©juhiyverma_