#leena_unsaidwords

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  • leena_afsha_ishrot 1w

    #leena_unsaidwords

    18-1-22 9:56 p.m.

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    It kills...

    She:- I am obsessed with you
    He:- Did I ask you to love me?
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 3w

    #leena_unsaidwords

    9-1-23 4:23 p.m.

    Welcome to highlight my mistakes ��

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    कितना दरिया बहाया तेरे नाम पे
    कितनी बार कोशिश की कैद होने के लिएं
    दस्तक भी काई बार दि तेरे चौखट पे

    अपना सब कुछ खो कर, मेरे पास लौट आए हो ना
    भले ही तुम्हारे सामने मुस्कुरा लेति हूँ मैं
    काश तुम समझ जाति मेरी आंखें में नमी क्यूं है

    खैर, तुम्हें ये भी हर बार समझाना पड़ता है की मुहब्बत है तुमसे
    ये किस्सा तमाम कर दो ना
    इनका अंजाम बता दो कोइ
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 3w

    #leena_unsaidwords

    Random thoughts ��

    End up writing as a ��

    3:17 p.m. 9-1-23

    Turn away - start to move away

    First write-up of 2023

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    Yes, I am insane to write about you
    You always want to be free from me
    Everyone there making conspiracy to fade me
    But I sit down to pen about you always
    Flaws blow off

    Why you're sassy?
    You look way too sexy ay...
    Not only look but your personality is way too seductive'

    My favorite mistake is to chase you (la-la-la-la)
    I become deaf when anyone asks me to stay away from you
    I know I'm whole lotta messy
    But when I stay organized to be with you
    (Yuh 're too special for me) x2 (uh-uh)

    There's the time when your late response suffocates me
    Now I am living freely that you are far better without me
    Baby, I am too emotional on somedays
    Now hell to your turn away (hahahaha)
    'cause I'm divine
    'cause I am my dream girl
    (la-la-la-la)

    You're too light to treasure
    I'm complete on my own for pleasure
    God damn when you will go through this
    You will say
    "She's still drivin' me crazy"
    But it will be too late to comeback

    Breaking me is not easy Baby
    Handling me is way too hard, Baby
    I ain't cheesy nor I flatter you to stay
    Yeah I'm your Barbie doll
    But if you ever try to tear me
    I will be your Annabelle
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 5w

    25-12-21 2:15 a.m.

    #leena_unsaidwords

    Everyone says stop waiting for him
    But I still make prayers for him
    It is obvious to be disturbed by his departure
    Cause' I capture him in my heart forever
    Before undressing him with my eyes
    I have observed him minutely
    On both gloomy and sunny days

    Walking on a divergent is never easy-peasy
    The expression may be neglected
    However, I have given space to heal his wound
    Is god watching the world around me burnt, from the day he parted?

    Spontaneously he sucks blood from my body
    Shall I cope with my hope by refilling blood from a blood bank?
    Or shall I try to curl up to the underworld?
    Waiting for someone is not easy, indeed
    And when you are not sure, whether he will comeback or not!
    A phase where I have been tested to be his beloved
    But he's not aware, his name has been tattooed

    Everyone says stop waiting for him
    But I still make prayers for him
    Why listen to outsiders?
    When I have started the journey by my will
    Why step backward?

    Yeah, he made mess by mixing emotions
    But this time I'm loving him in a slow motion
    It's just a phase to pass by
    I bet he think about me
    Come back soon,
    Eagerly waiting for your arrival

    From the day when I connected with your bold eyes
    Though at an early age, I learned to compromise
    Regardless when it comes to you
    How can I stop to admire you?
    Though there's a silent storm in my chest
    I wonder, have I been in love with myself ever in this way?

    I perfectly ruined myself and became insane
    I broke my heart, so you don't have to put efforts
    To glue the scattered parts again
    I remember less, how patiently I behave
    Cause when I thought it's over now
    You knocked in my life again
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

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    Everyone says stop waiting for him
    But I still make prayers for him

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    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 5w

    #leena_unsaidwords

    12:57 a.m. 24-12-21

    #random ��

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    I am in cloud nine
    That he is back
    And he realised how patiently
    I was awaiting, for his arrival
    From the last two and half plus years

    He distanced himself from me
    But I always carry him wherever I walk
    Sometimes it's necessary to stay away
    To see the level of attachment

    This time I kept this relationship between us
    In his absence, I just communicated truly to only one
    Due to which I have only believed on that
    Omniscient, omnipresent, omnipotent almighty

    Only because of his absence and in his presence
    I am grateful that I am nearer to almighty
    The conversation between me and almighty
    Is just like a newborn child and mother
    Sometimes in the middle of the night
    Sometimes in the crew
    I silently prayed for him

    I have been waiting for this day for long
    It's not that I never found a better option
    But for me, he is the one, with whom
    I want to celebrate my eightieth birthday

    If we remove the veil of differences,
    we are left with simple human creatures
    I am aware of the circumstances I am gonna face
    But I am preparing myself to overcome it
    I am building myself, where none can point finger on me
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 6w

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    9:09 p.m.

    13-12-21

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    Be with someone who accepts your past
    Be loyal to your partner
    Hold hands to walk not to just have kids
    Rather focus on secure future
    Be with someone who appreciates and encourage you to be your best version
    Not just to walk till he reaches the bedroom
    Be with someone, who would like to start the day with a sip of coffee with you
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 7w

    #leena_unsaidwords

    5:20 a.m.
    12-12-21

    saptapadi - seven Pheras in marriage esp. Hindu marriage

    Tried to write as a song, idk �� how's it

    Comment your thoughts ��

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    Marriage or miscarriage
    Beauty or adversity what's your priority?
    Reproduction or qualification, what's your entity?

    Age is a number
    Do you follow blindly the order?
    Those who believe in saptapadi
    Do they really believe or it's just a custom?

    If young couples vary in their languages
    Why there are low percentage of adaptation?
    Why there are every set of rules and boundaries?
    Why they compelled them to set limitations whom to choose and whom to choose not?

    Communication matters in a relationship
    Not a contractual agreement

    If a couple marry outside the box
    Why judgemental statement knocks?
    By holding n number of degrees
    Why we have to escape to other city to avoid marriage?
    Do y'all know it requires courage to be a rule breaker?

    Marriage or miscarriage
    Beauty or adversity what's your priority?
    Reproduction or qualification, what's your entity?

    Everyone asked not to be friends with strangers
    But the irony is- one can tie knot to stranger
    Cause a few love birds ends happily
    Wreckage, caged, shackled, voyager
    Either have distinct destination or for some others decide where shall they need to heed

    Is there any control on your life,
    If it's headed by anyone except you?
    If we're born free, why we aren't allowed to choose our partner?
    Why mostly there is a force to marry to whom we know less?

    What do you really think, what matters a lot?
    Good skin/ behaviour/ age/ degrees/ wealth
    And the list goes on and on
    Nevertheless, the word DIVORCE shouldn't be on her mouthpiece
    No matter how she's dragging up her married life

    Marriage or miscarriage
    Beauty or adversity what's your priority?
    Reproduction or qualification, what's your entity?
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 7w

    বিবাহ, কি যে আচৰিত!
    যি গৰাকীক লৈ অভিমান কৰা হয়
    সেই গৰাকীক জীৱনৰ সাৰথি কৰিবলৈ সক্ষম কেই জন হ'ব পাৰিছিল?
    কিমান পীড়ানাদায়ক হ'ব নহয় জানো, যদি আন কোনোৱে সেন্দুৰ দিয়ে?

    বয়স, সৌন্দৰ্য্য আপোনাৰ গতি নিৰ্নয় কৰে নে?
    তেনে হ'লে কি ভিত্তি এখন বিয়া সম্পূৰ্ণ হয়?
    শিক্ষীত হয় যদিও, নিজৰ জীৱনৰ চাবিৰ গুছি আনক দি দিব লগিয়া হয়
    নিজৰ মূল্য হ্ৰাস হ'ব পাৰে নি?

    সমাজত স্বীকৃতি দিব নে,
    একে লিংগৰ বিবাহ, একে জাতিৰ বা ভাষাৰ অমিল
    বিবাহ জানো সঁচাকৈয়ে স্বপতবাদি নে
    এটা প্ৰচলিত হৈ আছে কেৱল ৰীতি-নীতি হিচাপে?
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 8w

    11:45 p.m.

    #leena_unsaidwords

    Welcome to highlight my mistakes ��

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    29-11-21

    लोगों के फितरत है
    जान कर अंजन बन कि
    तुम तो मेरी दिल के महमान हो
    मेरी हर ख्यालों में तुम मौजूद हो
    चाहे तुम्हारी संग जी रही हूं
    या मेरी गजलों में तुम्हारा ज़िक्र हो
    कभी तुमसे अलग हुआ ही नहीं मैं
    बस एहसास नहीं दिलाती हूं - "की तुम मेरे हो"
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 9w

    Comment your thoughts ��

    Tried to write as a Rap

    #leena_unsaidwords

    6:25 p.m. 28-11-21

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    Kinda Artsy am I
    But you're allowed to name me crazy

    Don't wanna go out on fancy dates
    Nor wanna have candle night dinner
    Cause I don't wanna gain weights
    I wanna visit art galleries
    By holding your hand
    I wanna visit the book fair
    Don't wanna have sun-kissed
    Nor wanna have sun tanned skin

    I don't wanna have too many qualifications
    Rather I need a minimum education
    Stop taking me as an inward person
    I flip as I find comfort with the one
    I know I live out of the box
    Cause I don't wanna put the seal
    Wanna experience every adventure with you
    Wanna have a diplomatic passport


    Not just walking crazy in the street
    Rather stay till we sign in the Nikahnama
    I am curious to meet my fiance
    Sometimes I become furious
    And wanna skate on the subway


    Don't wanna go out on fancy dates
    Nor wanna have candle night dinner
    Cause I don't wanna gain weights

    Am' enjoying the art of living
    We find glitches in the machine
    But why we ain't determined?
    Not every time touchscreen works
    Sometimes all we need big screens
    Wanna make a trash polka tattoo
    Wanna break taboo to make the first move by you

    I don't wanna have too many qualifications
    Rather I need a minimum education
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 10w



    One evening
    When they were near the shore
    She said "it's a beautiful sunset"

    He stared at her and replied "indeed it's beautiful"
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 10w

    #leena_unsaidwords

    20-11-21 1:09 a.m.

    No offense please

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    ☑️

    It's heartbreaking
    When your partner doesn't reciprocate
    The way you love
    You wait for him
    To have a little cuddle
    And a forehead kiss
    Even not a gratitude speech
    Both works 9-5
    But he behaves he's superior
    Then why can't he help in cooking too?
    Isn't he hungry?
    Why home science is not a compulsory subject?
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 10w

    #leena_unsaidwords

    Tried to write as a song...idk �� how I have written

    17-11-21 3:52 p.m.

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    I ain't an angry girl
    Break up is not the end
    All I wanna have is a Bugatti
    Less I say more I observe yuh

    More than a broken heart
    Broken dreams seem the world blur
    Frustration is what I take in
    It's hard both to live and die
    I would rather lie to all
    Why should I cry, who doesn't reciprocate?
    Why should I fabricate my love?

    Love at a tender age is of adventure
    I ain't a dancer
    But I wanna explore every form of art
    If we fail to have progeny, we will adopt
    We need no one's statement,
    To become one plus one equals three
    Cause we are mature
    No one needs to worry about judgments

    I marry or I fly to Algeria
    But algebra is what I hate
    Can you all be quiet and even you don't
    I am unstoppable
    Cause I know I am phenomenal
    Who are you to criticize me?
    'm not born to prove yuh
    I am here to build my empire
    Be your brand
    And walk like no one else you care


    I ain't an angry girl
    Break up is not the end
    Love is not a scam
    Unless you're in the wrong jar

    Inspiration is what I get from inside
    I have no pride, the way I am
    Who pulled u down, list them in your spam folder
    Lemme remind yuh, You are your path shaper
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 10w



    I feel free
    What made you bound to agree with me?
    Happiness is my key
    Even without yuh

    After your departure
    I seldomly gift self-torture
    Hold on Babe
    You know I develop oxytocin
    When I befriend you
    Praise me or not
    I am the Q- U- E- E- N yh yh
    I am the Q- U- E- E- N
    I am here to buy assets
    Not to love a guy with debts

    Stare at me
    Or be bare
    Once I spot where my value is worthless
    I change places, as water does
    Hold on Babe
    Look up and around
    You're an ordinary Babe

    Curvy doesn't fit in your box
    You're cheap, that shocks me more
    You're not the guy I am attracted to
    Why are mostly good girls distracted by less good boys?

    Hold on Babe
    Why are you in hurry to make love?
    I feel free
    By losing you
    Regrets! Ha-ha-ha
    I did what I felt like was right to me at that time
    Yeah, your last words were harsh
    Babe, you're no less than starch
    Aren't you ashamed of your actions?
    You cannot break me into fractions

    Hold on Babe x2 oh babeeee....
    I am here to wear the crown
    With fireflies around
    And I always keep a shroud
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 11w

    #leena_unsaidwords

    3:59 a. m. 15-11-21

    Tried to write as a song ...Idk how is it ��������

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    One beautiful night
    When I was holding my crossed arms tight
    Where I was lying under the bright stars
    Wondering about you, beside me
    The distance can never be an issue
    As long loyalty reside
    I carry yuh always in my heart
    I assure yuh,
    No one can adore yuh,
    From the bottom of the heart as I do
    Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
    After I met yuh
    I have changed not wholly, rather partially

    But do you know what's the difficult and best part was?
    When you disappeared suddenly for months
    Survival sucks
    I became insane
    Didn't you felt I was in pain'?
    I tried to contact you wherever possible
    But you were found active everywhere
    Several months passed, you knocked one day
    In the door of my social media
    I could have stayed
    If you didn't played with my emotions

    Do you think I am a mechanical doll?
    Do you think I am a fool?
    It's easy for you to decide to stay for a day
    And next to walk away
    Like I am dead
    You behaved you have unsaid
    The best part was I have healed in silent
    Came back stronger and not violent

    Little did I know me
    Earlier, I go to bed timely
    But this day your voice echoes in my mind
    As if I need to redesign my life
    I fell in love in December
    I wish I have Alzheimer
    As trees say goodbye to leaves
    So I tried to collect broken beads
    As a sign of your deceive
    What did you achieve by splitting me from you?

    Wondering about you, beside me
    Is the best part of my day
    The distance can never be an issue
    As long as loyalty reside
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 11w



    When on someday he dials my number
    To check whether I am over him
    Or
    Do I still into him?
    He expects from me to fall to beg him back
    Or
    To feed my brain again by his venomous thoughts

    As if he occupies my heart with honor
    His toxicity is dropping off by his actions
    He nailed it smoothly
    And I was left in despair
    I ain't scared of love
    But to fall for the wrong person is like a nightmare
    It's not that one can walk out like it happened nothing

    I kept away every single thing that reminds me of you
    Tell me what steps to be followed
    To erase that sweet little memory that we've created
    Though we both had hardly any issue with distance
    How can I believe, you will slam the door on my face someday?
    You can be mad at me
    But what bound you to decide to stay apart?

    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 12w

    1:19 a.m. 2-11-21

    वो घात लगाकर बैठें थे
    मेरे खुशियों के जनाजे में
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 12w

    5:08 p.m. 1-11-21

    सुनने के लिए अनगिनत गीत है
    पर तुम्हारी आवाज़ हर दफा सुनना चाहते हैं
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 13w

    #leena_unsaidwords

    Hasar - परिणाम
    ख़लिश - unease
    गुज़रगाह - road / path

    Welcome to highlight my mistakes ��

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    31-10-21 10:13 a.m.

    तुम्हारी वापसी की, मैं बेसब्री से इंतजार कर रही थी
    काश कह पाते कि क्या हश्र, कैसा ख़लिश की गुज़रगाह थी
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot

  • leena_afsha_ishrot 13w

    #leena_unsaidwords

    @writersnetwork

    8:06 a.m. 29-10-21

    Note - kindly don't flood your comments with a negative mindset

    My intention is not to hurt people but to heal ourselves

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    ✔️

    It's hard to say goodbye to things you love
    It's harder to remain strong all the time
    When you let em go far
    You free em' from you, not your thoughts
    Which are imprisoned in your heart for long
    Until you fall in love, you make a way to defense em
    You may show you're rude, stubborn, badass
    But your inner you are struggling for love
    You may show you're mute, compromising, conceal your marks with layers of make-up
    But your inner you are lacking the confidence to speak up
    If we're not naming each other according to our surname
    We're just a human with almost similar features
    ©leena_afsha_ishrot