Miraquill
Turmoil between the moon
And the night skies
Reflects my inner battles
©pris_musings
#lifebattles
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- seganda Love this... So deeply
- pris_musings @shrutigaja agree
- pris_musings @seganda glad you thought so
- seganda I love it deep
- pris_musings @seganda thanks
not_her
80w
Battles Leave Scars
The battles you fought all these years had left scars over you but they wouldn't have burnt unless you scraped them. And those scars hurt the most when you do, I know.
©not_her18 0 3
Not all superheros
wear capes
Not all angels
have wings.
©anonymous2100k6 0
sherrys_poetry_space
110w
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Brick wall
I was made for a heavy life
To walk through my obstacles
And I can wake up dress it up
Put the heels on and that beautiful red dress
And I will still save my world in those heels
I could be heart broken to pieces
I still rise and smile
Because nails done or broken
World falling apart or not
You know that smile will be on my face
And I will be super
Because God built me a brick wall
©sherrys_poetry_space1 1 1
- profuselypoetryly Poetically uplifting🤗the verse “I rise and still smile and the ending verse👌🏽👌🏽 Write On✍🏼!
stirred_soul
143w
The silence of night is like the fear in my heart.
It screams aloud but is seldom heard.
It screams words unspoken,
It screams promises unkept,
It screams tears ready to be shed,
It screams about all the back stabbing.
The silence of night is like hell fire,
Burning bright in me,
Feeding the Lucifer of my soul,
Of whose heaven was peace,
But the lost battle in my mind,
Left to smolder
In the Pandemonium
Of this life.
©stirred_soul6 0
thepoetichustle
152w
Battle
The biggest battle is to fight for your own dreams and the biggest disappointment is not letting your soul fight for it.
©ashwini2414 0
For you
It's not like they care anyways... So focus on yourself because at the end of the day it's just you who is there for you... Nothing or no one else matters... Anyway you fight your battles alone all the time this time is also not an exception.
©_word_dreamer_7 1
_divinehope_
175w
Isn't bad
Self harm isn't t bad. People who cut themselves aren't cursed with a bad life. Self harm shouldn't be frowned upon. If you see anybody with scars it means that they had a bad past and they got through it. It was their life battle and the fact that they cut themselves was not for ATTENTION OR SYMPATHY. Depression is such a thing that no one should go through but this Is life and you will have go through hardships and one of them was depression. And now you are10 0
rohitmakhijawrites
185w
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Control
Once you learn to control the million thoughts in your mind,
you learn to control a lot of things around you.
©rohitmakhijawrites10 0 1
The Outcome
After a battle,
If you come out a monster, it's painful.
If you come out an angel, it's a miracle.
If you come out a human, well, it's believable.
©florentyna19 2 2
The Lamb
She sits at the corner of her bed and cries,
When did she become so reckless?
Why did she detach herself from what was giving her life?
A lamb in the woods fending off her preditors, she continues to survive,
She continues to fight the most coldest in the night,
The lion and the beast continue to flee,
as the lamb continues to look out for thee..
A child of God who was finding her place, was soon to be a child who got lost on her way..
This little lamb may never escape,
she may die for preditors attract her attention.
What a messed up little lamb I must agree,
but you have to remember,
for this little lamb was as wise as can be....
©L.J.P11 2 3
Strings of my heart
Whether to deal with the broken heart
Or the battles which are days apart
Heart is clouding the mind's arena
Can you win a war with your inner persona
Time is flying past like the clouds
Destiny like a mystery shrouds
Underneath the mighty stoic warrior
Lies a child who cannot hold back the tears
Faith and hope are valiant soldiers
Confronted with fate they're all but losers
When the soul is crying for help from the Unknown
Only God's mercy can let the forces withdrawn
One battle ends, another goes on
Strings of my heart prod me to move on.
©sandeepani3 0
alekhya123
257w
Lost
When the war came, I became ruthless and changed myself to win every little battle in my way.
Today I see no end to this war and no hope to going back or getting out.
So, did I win or did I lose or does none of it matter for I lost myself along the way.
I wish I didn't have to fight anymore because every battle I win, a war I lose.
I don't know if I win this war with life but I want to find myself again, even if it means losing a few battles.
©Alekhya3 1
zaan74
259w
At some point in your life
You will ride into battle
Only to realise once you have roared the battle cry
That those that promised to back you have changed sides.
And you ride no beast but walk on your own two feet.
Your heart will sink to the depths of the hollow,
Your pride and faith will be hard to swallow,
And your bare hands will quiver in fear
And your eyes will witness death near.
Fight!
What made you strong were not the hands that backed you
Nor the tongues that praised you,
So let them side those that are weak!
Let them stand behind tall walls!
Those that betray have already accepted defeat!
Farah Naaz2 0 1
aditi_sharma
272w
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ILLUSIONS
Dilemmas left her utterly unanswerable,
emerging out of the world of fable.
Short breath ! Heart racing fast,
questioning why everything's vast?
Undergoing through major transitions,
were all beliefs mere obscure illusions?
©aditi_sharma35 0
aditi_sharma
273w
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Story of my life
I was thirteen. I was young , innocent , undoubtedly a radiant child .
But according to this statement "Nothing lasts forever",
my happiness , my radiance even didn't last for long .!
Around six years back , my first anxiety attack met me unexpectedly somewhere in the teenage years of my life with the intention of caging me into that empty void . I do understand now the reason behind it , had intentions to test the strength residing within my chest , also had the best intentions to vampirise my shimmering energies , intoxicating me with the negative vibes leaving me drained and lifeless like a walking dead ! It even got successful in doing what it intended to do , negativity encircled me , destructed my mind by getting access to my inner core , altering the normal programming of my brain , making it to act hell different m
I , was no longer the master of my mind , instead , it was mastering me , resulted negative thoughts were proliferating at a high rate , negative coding information was multiplying each and every moment , occupying my mind .
Negative thoughts were getting imprinted inside the walls of my subconscious mind and according to the law of attraction , thoughts were changing into realities .
The demons that existed within me were gaining power each day ,getting stronger , deteriorating the inner me , transforming me and snatching away my real existence !
As i was totally unaware of the different chemical reactions going inside each and every cell of my body , I couldn't describe that state in words , or couldn't write them between the fine lines of the paper .
I was getting lost , loosing my true self somewhere in the layers of these vast dimensions , shedding away my little 'realness' each moment .
Blurry face was the blank one having no emotions , I was emotionless , I was blank , fading and entering that empty space where one shouldn't reach .
A part of me always knew that the things I'm experiencing are not real , my thoughts are also not real , and the actions resulting from such thoughts are actually virtual , tricking me , and are my mind's conspiracies to lead me into a trap , where I'm the lone victim wandering in such a virtual world of nothingness where I'm not me anymore !
Looking out for hope , screaming and crying helplessly , begging for the help , I am the slave of my own mind , which is no longer related to me , it's just a information box fitted inside my skull , managing my thoughts and guiding my body through the electro chemical reactions. Though it's in my body it is acting against my will and true favour , uncanny thought processes are regulated by my brain ,trapping my earthly body into a vicious circle where there dwells gloominess and demons , where there are fears and unexplained phobias , and such complicated mechanisms were quite far beyond the little me under standing .
Anti depressants were the only solution as prescribed my psychiatrist , whenever I opened my eyes , I found myself lying on the hospital bed , parents sitting by my side smiling at me , though i always noticed tears flowing down their cheeks , I was helpless about everything !
I was always in the magic of trippiness that was the outcome of heavy dosage medicines , that were usually given to me, to slow down my hyper active senses , to stop me from screaming loud by putting me to sleep.
I felt like a druggist for whole those years !
My earthly body was mere surviving on the saline glucose that I always realised running deep inside my veins.
It was horrible .!
Sleepless nights , quivering steps , racing heartbeats , uncontrolled thoughts and existing away from the reality , that's what threatened me being a living hell , made me dependent on drugs , and made me to accept that this is my life and I've to accept it , I was born abnormal and it's my true existence , and i can't get the answer of the most over rated question "Why me '!
'Universe works in its own mysterious ways" and the creative power of this universe flows within us , the power that defines our existence being the creator of i
us ; also resides within us and is capable of performing miracles having that star dust magic , and is always taking care of us without our extra effort , I got to understand this when something in me always compelled me not to give up , something always kept that flame of hope alive that I'll get through all of this , which motivated me in those darkest nights where there was just me and the extreme darkness , nights of the hell , the living Hell.
Pain was that strong force that was shaping me into something very rigid and strong unintentionally , miraculous transformation was taking place , weakness were converging to strengths , I was growing strong , and strong .
It wasn't a spontaneous process , each day I was fighting my each fear out of those million fears , procuring my strength back , stepping ahead heroically , considering fears mere illusions of my mind , spirit being divine was resonating with the frequency of this mighty universe , I was winning each battle each day .
And after such repeated small scale challenges , after seven years , I decided to end this crap for life !
Got determined enough to take risk this time , fighting and conquering my fears , decided to take control over my mind , over my life , to win my life back !
And to be honest , I gave my best shot , that mind numbing risk was worth everything !
Mind was the battlefield and between the wars of chemicals , of those neurotransmitters , and between the actions guided by them , I got successful to control them by controlling my mind .
I no longer gets controlled by my mind , instead I do control them
I altered my thought process , paradigm shift took place , I got myself back , queen emerged out from that dusty haze.
I threw my anti depressants away ,proved all of them wrong who once confidently told me that I will survive on them for my whole life .
I proved that part of me wrong that convinced that I'm mentally sick.
I conquered everything that once stopped me from stepping ahead .
Innocent soul turned up brave traversing through Hell , glazing soul gave rise to the genesis of a lion spirited queen , I'm all perfect now , all well .
DEMONS AND HELL- THAT'S WHAT SHE HAS SEEN ,
CONQUERED DEADLY LIFE BATTLES LIKE A VALIANT QUEEN!
©aditi_sharma11 4
- amulyafreelancerr Oh Aditi :') I'm glad I opened my phone to check my notifications and ended up discovering you in the explore tab. All my life I've believed in an optimistic approach towards life and how problems can be dealt with till we have hope inside us. Any melancholy cannot suppress one's mind as long as it has some traces of hope left. Never have I ever been inspired this much. I won't lie, I didn't have tears in my eyes after reading this. I do get some after reading several posts but this time I didn't. You know why? It's because I felt so happy after reading this that the only emotion I could feel is that of love. I did fell in love with you, with your story. How inspiring this is for somebody dealing with anxiety and depression. I'll remember this magnificent piece of work for a very long time. Thank you for sharing your story with us. It means the world to me. The words used to express this emotion i'm feeling simply doesn't exist. I'm glad I found you. Universe do work in a mysterious way!❤
- aditi_sharma @amulyafreelancer Hey I'm really glad you liked this. And I do really thank you for your good words , it literally made me smile (: I thank you whole heartedly ! Really (: Love and light to you ♡
- shreya_sharma Wordings
- karan_manocha You made it clear ! You go girl
aditi_sharma
274w
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UNSTOPPABLE
Demons and hell - that's what she has seen,
conquered deadly battles like an unstoppable queen.
©aditi_sharma
