21 posts
  • lamithewordsmith 175w

    Love is madness

    You keep running back
    Like a running man
    And I keep waiting for you
    Like a heart attack
    You know and I know
    This is madness
    Confused cos it seems
    Love is madness


  • happiepill 179w


    counting, staring and almost dying
    there she cries in the point of breaking,
    there she thought she had all the control
    when really she had nothing to play on.


  • thanewb 197w


    Love me where I am or leave me where I was.


  • thanewb 197w

    It's not you, its me

    I was just sitting and thinking today, why am i single?

    I've come to the conclusion that the problem is me.

    I mean, cause i will be the one to understand your problems and want to wait for you to find yourself while i sit like a prize doll on the shelf

    Because, i'll show my heart and you need time because the last one who you gave your heart to hold turned it cold

    Because im cool with being a fb because it lets you feel loved while i just get a few moments of someone else close

    Because, i have this big ol' bleeding heart that no one wants to be responsible for

    Because i see a text or call from you and i put the world on hold

    Because i deserve to be met with a little of what i put out in return.

    Because you throwing it back or bounceing up and down on it isn't enough

    Because i can go without that, i'd rather be loved

    Because the promise of one day i'll try leaves me wondering when and why

    Because you love how i love you but you can't love me

    It's not you, it’s me


  • thanewb 199w

    A nugget!

    Holding on to what we had sometimes isn't enough to carry on with what we have.


  • thanewb 200w

    Grow up

    All she wanted, was for me to grow up
    Was for me to grow up

    Damn, when I look back at what I had

    Sometimes I get mad

    Cause it took so long for me to realize what a good thing I had

    And now I'm doing bad, cause she's never coming back

    And I tried to move on but the feelings so strong that they just keep coming back

    We were two and no matter what we went through

    You never ever saw us apart

    And even though she'd leave

    She'd come back to me

    Her and I we shared one heart

    They say hindsight is twenty-twenty,

    but looking back at it now what would it get me

    Aside from a world of heartache and pain, full those moans and groans

    I'm trying to see it from the other side

    Trying to view the picture now from the brighter side

    And I can finally say, that today I'm such a better man

    Now that I'm grown

    All she wanted, was for me to grow up
    Was for me to grow up


  • thanewb 200w

    Sweet 16

    I'm tripping and I know I don't deserve you

    But baby, you're all I have with any worth on God's green earth

    Precious jewel, a beautiful emerald I've unearthed

    I kept you in a box, I'm such a tool

    I've had many thots but thanks to you

    I've got my mind clear


  • thanewb 200w

    Another heartbreak

    If you're with me now, don't let me down say you'll try

    Cause I'm holding on but I don't know if I'll survive

    Another heartbreak
    Please don't break my heart (don't you do it)
    I've had all that I can take
    Please don't break my heart

    I don't want to rush, let's take our time and move slow

    Please be gentle

    And careful with my heart, keep in mind that it's still fragile

    And it don't take much for it to fall apart, it still needs time to heal

    And I don't want to give up on love but, I don't want to feel

    Another heartbreak
    Please don't break my heart (don't you do it)
    I've had all that I can take
    Please don't break my heart

    I want to let love in but, I don't want to be hurt again

    Cause I done been through it before and it always turns out in the end

    That I'm left with a broken heart

    My world is torn apart

    And i, don't want to go through it no more


  • thanewb 200w


    I swear I want to fight for you, I'm just not sure if you want me too

    It's not easy to walk away, but I'd hate to have you hate me cause I stay

    I'm happy with myself, I just want to share my happy with someone else

    I don't need love to stay alive but I don't want to die with all this love inside

    I'll let the tears fall while I'm alone but out in the world I must be strong

    I wrap up in three blankets at night and I'm still cold, while all day I hear how I have a heart of gold

    It gets me nothing and costs me everything, but I guess I don't ever have to worry about a wedding ring


  • thanewb 200w


    I never expected you to love me, i just wanted someone that would hug me

    Someone that would hold me when i needed to be held, someone there for me when i felt like i failed

    Someone who would pretend to care and that one who would want a world to share

    Someone who could learn to love again, better yet someone that could be my friend

    Someone or anyone, just one

    Someone is out there for me, I'll just keep living my best life til we see


  • thanewb 200w

    The little things

    I love how you feel in my arms, like we're both safe and to us can come no harm

    How your lips take on mine and get me drunk as if off wine

    I love how your body pressed against my own fills the room of sweet cologne

    I love when you smile at me, the life in it calms the wild in me

    How you moan just from a touch, it's all the little things that mean so much

    Now, I would love to have you within arms reach, so i can pull you close and hold you tight as we sleep


  • thanewb 201w

    For fuck's sake

    I don't fuck just for fuck's sake
    I fuck because im willing to love and be loved at the risk of heartbreak.

    Offering your services or just some head is a surefire way to make sure i never meet your bed.

    "You must have a big dick, can i see it?" Sorry babe, i didn't even bring it.

    Can we be intimate without bringing body parts into it?

    "Oh, you must be gay!" Nah, i just love who i love but, That's what most who never fucked with a real man would usually say.

    My hand works great and there's lotion in every store! yeah, just like that, I want more.

    Can you love me with your clothes on or if we get that close, I've walked into a whore zone?

    Learn to fuck with me, instead of want to get with me to fuck.

    For fuck's sake, is it cool if i come by and we don't fuck?


  • thanewb 203w

    The love and the hate

    I hate how you just know you can disappear and then come back and my heart will still skip a beat, but I love how you can just come back and bring all those feelings I tried so hard to get rid of back to me.

    I hate that I let you see how much in love with you I am, but I love how no one can get a rise out of me like you can.

    I hate you for breaking my heart and I love you for mending it again.

    Tears that fell for you still don't compare to how my heart still drops for you.

    I truly hate how I miss your voice but it's honestly love so I have no choice.

    No choice but to continue to go back and forth with this feeling, but you hold the remedy, you are my healing.

    There is no drug that could ever get me higher than your smile, I'm a frequent flyer.

    It is better to have lost than not loved at all, but if that lost love comes back, the love and the hate, it was worth it all.


  • thanewb 203w

    The greatest love of all

    I believe the children are our future, if they don't kill themselves doin all these dumbass challenges, someone show them how to go play outside, nevermind that's more dangerous, just hide all the sharp objects, make sure you put the bleach away or they may try to drink it through there hole.


  • thanewb 203w

    Single with a side of wings

    When you find out you're only single cause you don't assert yourself and then you got like an 8 piece in the wings.


  • thanewb 203w

    Open Heart Xclusive

    Another chance i may have blew, cause i was feeling u but u never knew

    But now i found the courage to let u know, and it's totally up to u how far it'll go

    And right now I'm paying the price, cause i don't know if I'm going to be a part of ur life

    All is fair in love and war, and you awaked a heart that swore to love no more

    I know ur pain and seen ur struggle, and when I'm within ur presence it makes me humble

    I know u and love what u r, and u make me feel truly like a star

    Ur heart I'll keep and always protect, cause the world u r to me never forget

    That I'm urs if u will have me, with all my baggage, i know.... I'm not easy

    We never argue even if we disagree, talking to u is sometimes like talking to me

    Open heart letter here, 'am i a fool?!', even if, that's what I'll b, for u

    U brought back a joy i thought was lost, and now i stay with a smile like a boss.

    Now, how do i say all this so that u know that this feeling for u continues to grow

    That for u I'll risk my life, and for u any minute with my all ready to fight

    If life imitates art, u r the Picasso hanging in my heart

    What would u do with this power, let me love u or let it wilt like a plucked flower

    This is something i know not how to do, but my smile is a direct reflection of u

    Just know I'm always here, and my heart no longer lives in fear!!


  • thanewb 204w

    Here we go again

    I said never again would my heart be handled by another being and I meant that

    But here it is again opened up and let you in, and with no fight, just like that

    Something about you has me captivated, I try to flee but there's no escapin

    My heart, here please take it but you have to promise that you'll never, ever break it

    Cause like with trust, it easily shatters, so the real you is all that matters

    It's dark and cold out there, come on in but know I don't deal well with moments of, "here we go again"


  • thanewb 204w


    I'm a writer, not a punctuationist. I barely check my speleling, let alone go back over it.

    I'm not a reader. At least, when it comes to my stuff. I just write and then I'm done with it.

    All this "I before e except after c", all i know is there is an i and a c somewhere around an e.

    Your rules and exclamation marts went out the window along with your conformity.

    Let me be great and just do me and ill leave you alone as long as paper and a good high comes from a tree!

  • thanewb 204w

    Why me

    She seemed so sure until it was time to speak, once words entered, foundations were shaken. Sitting with her heart in her throat barely able to grasp a bit of air, her mind is spinning trying to wrap itself around what was just said. In all of her life, never were words so deeply cutting to the core, you could see the moment her whole life shattered written all over her face.

    "Im pulling back up in the driveway now", says a voice over the phone.

    She can't believe it, how does something like this happen? "I've always been kind to people, this just doesn't make sense" She thinks to herself before she goes to question God as to why He would allow someone that, she's been taught all her life, loves her let her suffer so unmercifully.

    The door opens and in walks her boyfriend, "I'm just finst to make a sandwich. Got me burning up my gas and you don't know what you want to eat."


  • thanewb 204w

    What I want

    I want to fuck but I want more. I apologize if I've wasted your time, I was just trying you fuck wit your mind.

    Not in a bad way, but I want to get intimate and hear what your heart mind say.

    I want to hear the things that excite you, hear about the things from which I need to hide you.

    I want to see those moments that no one else sees, that, "no one will ever see this side of me", I want to see because you trust me, that truly love me at my worst me.

    Until we die I want to live with you, as long as, I live I wanna die with you.

    I want to write about other things but my heart just speaks you!