My Mind
My pain addiction. The affliction with the fucking ambition to bring the end of my days, to fruition. The Seedy Underbelly of Burned Bridges has roots in every good deed done without Karma's Permission. Like, a human transmission... Rode too hard and, put away, having never gotten wet.
In Scarlett Letters to myself, my hand vomits violent clots as I field dress my mind, from it's sharply revolting thoughts. Every which way but grounded. Every which way but intended.
The smoke is free; the ride, that's what costs us and, there's no escape hatch in a Black Hole but she's Sugar, in the raw; She enjoyed the finer things in life like, Brass knuckle engagement rings and, don't forget something; never feed the animals.
We are all born terminal and, I can't tell if I'll find my way through the dense emptiness, so... Please, Don't waste precious time waiting under the street lights, for me to crawl back out from my own Darkness.
I'll never break character because I don't play games. The only role, is reel to reel. Her Jaw skids to a grinding hault like, two plates of raw, fighting steel. Her Fists and Teeth clench down. The electricity telling her heart to keep pumping but not slow down, glitches... Because her broken mind is gaunt and, in stitches.
To the one who desires, all he admires, as he creeps through the Darkness, to me. Her tears are emotionally charged volcanic ash on her cheeks that, stop poetic fury from unleashing through her fists, instead of making you bleed but how can she bury a hatchet that, she never brought to the fight.
Life is punishment for an abject failure. Our demons, we see. Their goodness, lurking in the light of shadows is what frightens me. They're the ones who hurt me.
Carbon Templates and, Mindless Think tanks. You couldn't handle it anyway, my mind.
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इस दुनिया में बस दो तरह के लोग ही खुश रहते हैं
एक वो जो माफी मांगना जानते हैं,
और
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ये निगाहें
ये निगाहें उसकी नजरों के ख्वाब जानतीं हैं,
ये अल्फाज उसके लबों के सवाल जानते हैं,
कुछ इस तरह समाया है वो मुझमें, कि
रोम रोम बस उसका हि नाम जानते हैं...
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Black holes billowing atomic rolls of dragon's breath. Stored energy so powerful, the suns wept neon rivers of condolences into the midnight's sky. Every star; every galaxy knows her name. Knows never to question, as she saunters by. The righteous arrogance and need for vanity have them dangerously underestimating Mistress's authority.
Coerced with tarred feathers, placed across their cheeks and their necks; poured atop their hyperventilating chests so heavy; fearul anxiety in their heartbeats continues it's rippling. Emotional forces tying knots in nooses. The horrified query in their expressions, carry into shrill nothingness; they're second guessing every crimeless face. Every sin-less holy place. Their regret piercing through her, past her; sunken, lucid thoughts splashing acidic blasphemy back onto their mistakenly confident, glass personalities.
For every deadly thought traversing the storm waters in her head, you are six more macabre ideas waiting in line to make the dean's list. Light-years beyond your maniacally fiendish ego, white flags twitch in your lacerated, bludgeoned body. Neurotical twitches, telling your corporeal flight suit that, sutures and ice are rendered useless, when Mistress is finished putting you in your places. She'll bury your head, face down so, you don't have to acknowledge every life you've taken; who stand in broken disappointment, over your gravesites with their heads lowered in traumatic thanks.
Distant expressions, who's eyes are deep, a thousand yards but their vessels are present here, in Mistress's cthonic domain. Polished hooks, anxiously awaiting dinner party guests, are begging for compliments from the executioners who stand patiently, by their sides.
Tie their windows closed; lock them indefinitely with Mistress's boot laces. Black canvas shrouds, to remove any silent begs for mercy, in salty streams flowing from their stitched lids to their quivering chins. Let fall the doors beneath their feet and gaze into the endless spiral of Red Art, overflowing Chalices underneath their defeat.
A punisher, dealing punishment to all her false prophets: touting false hopes. A Mistress of Misanthropy who's judgement is never reluctant in this courthouse of Dark Insurrectionist Revolution. We've added you to our mailing list of reserved seat recipients to attend this, Invitation only, Black Tie Event.
©vondutchess13 0Life is beautiful
Life is beautiful
Make it peaceful
Be a little helpful
Give the love heartful
©prakriti_the_nature11 1अज़ीज़
दुश्मनी नहीं किसी से, मेरे अज़ीज़ थोडे़ कम हैं,
कम मिलता हूँ सबसे, ऐसा नहीं कि कोई गम है...
©poeticpen184 0Life Lessons.
There is no point in holding the grudge for anyone in life. Life is one and that too temporary, so in this short span of life, do what you are meant to do. So Be good.. Be Pure and Be Real and most importantly Be Happy.
©poojaparekh10 0 1adaffodelilah 12w
A note to March
Now that you're here without me even realising how winters slipped by from lazy afternoons and sleepless nights into warm and comforting breeze as if hugging me tight, I hope you have tidings for my hopeful heart. March I truly wish whatever you bring, it doesn't break my heart.
You could bring me slight remorse of past mistakes or things I deeply regret but do not gift me reminiscences of ex-friends turned strangers or past lovers who stabbed me on the back.
I wish you'd help lift the burden of the earlier me, the gullible girl that I was and
instead get me new dreams and dates, experiences and memories to create, a life short yet complete, a life everything but not mundane.
I ardently desire for if nobody but you would sit on the moonlit terrace and pat me on the back. Alas for once, I'll not be alone.
And let's have a nice cup of coffee together minus the overthinking and worries. Remind me of my achievements and how far I've come. Appreciate me with your colourful flowers and embracing spirit . For once let me relish the coming of Spring.
©adaffodelilah7 0gunjan8693 12w
"खंजर लगना वो दर्द नहीं देता,
जितना उसका घाव देता है, वेसे ही
कुछ हो जाने के बाद अंदर ही अंदर
खामोश रहना बड़ा मुश्किल होता है।"
Gunjan V Chauhan
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मनःस्थिति जानने की कभी कोशिश नहीं किए,
फिर मानसिक बीमारी जान के हंस दिए।
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When I wanted to grow up, I wanted to take trips around the world. Ride my time like, my time was a surfboard, parading atop monstrous waves of words. Describe in beautiful details, my dreams of the most magnificent world's, worlds.
When I wanted to grow up, how often I would find myself terribly bored. Not allowed any freedom whilst being screamed at about not keeping myself busy. Stuck in thoughts of the mundane and even, thoughts of running away; never realizing how I should cherish the paused moment of breath, of loneliness with every sip of ignorance, from every dingy Tupperware cup. No words can tell how much I miss the days of not understanding how different my world was.
When I wanted to grow up, what I wanted to be, never paid any mind to someone's stale, loveless bank account. I never wanted people to spend money on me because I was always told there wasn't any. Not even money to feed me. I never frowned because that little girl didn't realize yet, just how badly she'd already been beaten down.
When I wanted to grow up… I wanted to be a mommy. I desperately wanted to give a child everything I was never shown. Wanted to love them like, a love I had never known. See them grow. See them smile, knowing I had not followed suit and, carried with me, the dark side of the family stone.
When I wanted to grow up I wanted to be a mermaid, to be beautiful and, for people to not, when looking at me, only see what I had been through. I wanted to live in a place where these treacherous humans didn't go. Where everyone didn't hate me. Where I wasn't just a fool; a tool only there to fill adult shoes. Shoes that I had no business trying to fill, in the first goddamn place. Where all of the things that tortured me, couldn't follow.
When I wanted to grow old, I wanted love, to be loved, to love like nothing the span of the cosmos had EVER KNOWN. I wanted to do good, to be good, to teach goodness to every living creature I encountered… Wanted to show it possible to others, something I had never been shown. Wanted the world to reap what goodness I had sewn and, how to carry and make gifts of their own.
When I wanted to grow old, I wanted to look back on my life and, know that, I had left this world in a better state than I had found. That I did what I could to make my moments profound, to make them all count. To never bring others down the dark paths that I had so often myself, wandered down.
Here I am, all grown up and, halfway to old. I try to live boldly like, no other who's known me. I share compliments and courage and try never to discourage. And yet, I don't feel like I've flourished. Don't feel like a success, or like I've thwarted some scourge. I haven't saved anyone and my best feels like it was nothing. And… The closest I'll ever come to being a beautiful mermaid, is when they sprinkle my carbon back into the sea. That's the day that, I'll be the best me that, I'll ever be.
©vondutchess5 0After The Storm
Standing at the edge of reality and disbelief,
A broken soul shivers deep,
Was torn and shattered on the reef,
As the thunder crashed and the sky would harshly weep;
A bright light that once lit up the world
Smothered into darkness as nature unfurled
and took the love from this now broken souled girl
The waves of the vast ocean slammed with might
and he tried his best to hide his fright
to hide the worry, so he promised it would be all right
but the fear was all too visible written upon her face
how would they ever escape the ocean's tight embrace
discouraged, still he tried with a poise of grace
To maintain the tides, and stay above
but the current was as mighty as the couple's love
And eventually he became weary, when push came to shove
He continued to fight, to reach the shore
determined, now ravagingly paddling his oar
he made her there at last, but not before...
With relief, she stepped one foot on the nearby boulder
she quickly turned to glance over her shoulder
and panic sat in as she knew for him, it was over...
The waves crashed into the rocks and just as the thunder struck
Fate intervened and decided he was out of luck
The tide grabbed ahold of him and wouldn't let up
She screamed and tried to reach him but it was no use..
Under he went, the current refusing to let loose
How could this be she cried, so confused!
He lost his life to save hers, it didn't seem fair
"What is life without him?" she yelled in despair!
It wasn't everyday that you found a love so rare
She looked around, feeling so alone
This was it, she was truly on her own
Her ideal date ended savagely, if only she'd have known
Then abruptly the waves grew more fierce, but the air seemed to still
And slowly the clouds parted precisely just to reveal
the rays of warmth that the depths of her soul could even feel
It was him ..she knew it, His Spirit's Song
Telling her it was okay, she must be brave and be strong
Just think of his love when sad, but continue moving on
For the time will come when they will meet again
Because a love like theirs would surely never end
And a new life within her body is soon set to begin
Yes, a seed of their love, it was his final gift
A joy of this nature is how her spirit could actually lift
Suddenly things changed, her views of reality..what a remarkable shift!
Suddenly the sky wasn't so dark; the ocean so vast
The thunder wasn't so loud, the winds ceasing at last
Here came the sun. the storm finally came to pass.
© -Manda H.
©mandah887 0Dance While You Can
Much like a merry go round
We go and go, never slowing down
Before we know it our life is at it's end
Would you say you lived to it's fullest, my friend?
Here's the thing, we don't get another chance
In this particular life, so might as well dance
Live each day joyfully, and love like you'll never be hurt
Because once your time is up, it's back to rot in the dirt
Life is what you make of it, they say
And since we're having to live it, anyway
Then why not make it count, have fun
Enjoy and cherish the warmth of the sun
© Manda H.
©mandah881 0Life Is
Beautiful
You can lose it all
In a single moment
So value each day
Embrace and own it
Live as if tomorrow
May never arrive
Sing your heart out
And dry your eyes
Cherish what you have
Forget what you've lost
Make magical memories
No matter the cost
Life is beautiful
Each and every day
Don't let difficulties
Stand in your way
Follow your dreams
See where they go
Find the things
That fulfill your soulPhoto By Wim van 't Einde on Unsplash12 1Life
Life is not a race
Slow down,
Sit down,
And just be
Find the reasons to smile not to be sad
Because, Every day is a fresh start nahhh...!!!
©amrin_sadikPhoto By Josefa nDiaz on Unsplash14 0kp_singh 26w
I never saw a river giving up flowing because of any rock tried to stop its flow,
I never saw a tree stopping its roots to grow!
Then why do you friend feel like it's the end?
Life is a journey of road with too many bend!
The worst thing about heart is that it breaks easily,
The best thing is that we can always mend!
You need to have a heart soft like a saint,
and the strength of a soldier!
So that Dharma (righteousness) you can defend -Kps©2021!
#dharma #righteousness #kpspoetry #kpsquotes #bend #lifeisbeautiful #nevergiveup #lifemustgoonI never saw a river giving up flowing because of any rock tried to stop its flow,
I never saw a tree stopping its roots to grow!
Then why do you friend feel like it's the end?
Life is a journey of road with too many bend!
The worst thing about heart is that it breaks easily,
The best thing is that we can always mend!
You need to have a heart soft like a saint,
and the strength of a soldier!
So that Dharma (righteousness) you can defend!
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I know till now life has been through into too much mess,
Pain seems to be an old friend along with stress.
Life sometimes feels like a tough game of chess,
But when with a humble heart we pray God to bless!
He puts his tender hands on our head and caress,
With his healing touch he converts our mess and stress into success!
#godblessall #godiswithyou #godismyprotector #godismyfriend #kpspoetry #kpsquotes #lifeisbeautiful #nevergiveupI know till now life has been through into too much mess,
Pain seems to be an old friend along with stress.
Life sometimes feels like a tough game of chess,
But when with a humble heart we pray God to bless!
He puts his tender hands on our head and caress,
With his healing touch he converts our mess and stress into success!
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People move on
So does your priorities
Not everyone is busy
Not everyone is idle
Stop treating the one
Who wait all day, all night
Just to make sure
You are ok
If you say..it's waste of time...
Let me be the recycle bin
If I empty it....
You are on gone forever
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