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  • dil_k_ahsaas 20w

    " Unusual "

    This happened 2 years back when my mother was too sick due to cancer and almost counting her days.

    One day after returning from hospital after 4 days. In the night she told my father that 4 poeple in black dress came and sat under her bed.

    They're continuously provoking her to hold their hand and come.

    In the morning father told me this and mother also said few people are sitting under her bed and asking her to come and I said to mom ...don't listen to them. Just say I will not come and I always go out with my husband or else with my kids .
    Just ignore them whatever they're saying.

    Due to her illness she started seeing what all is happening around her and she started grumbling non stop day and night. Whole day and whole night we all sit next to her. And I keep talking to her.

    And then one day she said her mother is trying to come near her but inbetween on the way too many people are standing and not allowing her to come. They're continuously telling her to go back. Mom told me her mother want to meet her but no one is giving her a way.

    Her grumbling was increasing day by day and again she stopped eating and drinking anything. Just water she was able to drink.

    Then again we called the ambulance and the moment she was shifted in the ambulance her grumbling automatically stopped and then in the hospital again she said that those 4 black dressed people came in the hospital too and again sitting under the bed.

    One week she was in the hospital. After 2 days of admission she lost the control of her eye lids and now she was not able to see anything because she was not able to open her eyes. She was not able to see family members but she was able to see the spiritual world..

    I keep talking to her so that I can divert her mind. One day before her death she said her mother came. I said no one is here. Right now I am your mother. Then she said no you are my daughter. My mother came to see me and she standing next to you, near my pillow.

    I looked around but found nothing but mom was talking to her. And I understood that now Grandmaa will take her daughter away from me.

    In the night after changing her nurse gave her a new white bed sheet and I was like something is going wrong. I felt something is not good happening here, something is wierd.

    Why all of sudden after so many days nurse covered her with a white bedsheet where as all these days they were giving pink or blue coloured bedsheets.

    And my intuition became strong that something is going to happen and next day my mother left us forever and she was gone to an unknown world with her mother.

    After 2 years still everything is very much alive infront of our eyes as if all these things happened just now.

    It's difficult to forget everything. It difficult to forget that my mother actually saw her death and those devil's who were hidden under her bed for 2 weeks and continuously provoked her to leave everyone and come along with them and when they didn't succeeded they have sent her mother to to convince her to leave us forever.

    Rekha Khanna

  • dil_k_ahsaas 20w

    Poeple have too many habits which may annoy us but for them those are cool habits which doesn't harm anyone but unfortunately they can understand looking at other persons face that they are pulling their nerves out.

    Some common but irritating things annoy me the most ��������

    #cees_pet_peeves #luvnotes_challange_host #challange #irritating_habits #annoying #humour

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    The most irritating thing is.... someone eating something with pachar-pachar, pachar-pachar sound and that sound raise my eyebrows and I can't stop myself from saying ... Close your mouth and eat. Why you are sending a invitation to other members to come and snach your favourite thing and finish...and then I will be like if I will hear it again I will finish your food and send you back to the room.

    When poeple instead of walking nicely start dragging themselves on the road and that foot dragging sound is so irritating that some times I feel like to say why don't you use sketing wheels then no need to walk and waste energy...you can just glide other wise have a helper who can lift your foot one by one and help you to walk sound free.

    When someone fart with a loud sound and look at us to make sure whether we heard it not then I will be like i didn't heard anything but next time go out somewhere else don't let us die with that awesome and heart delighted perfume.

    Some people have a habit of making sound with a spoon while eating anything and to those I always wanted to say please don't give the punishment to your plate aur a bowl ...poor vessels they're always ready to bear the scorching heat of your hot food and you start beating them with your spoons ... instead of that please say thank you to your vessels and family members will raise their eyebrows and say me why don't you get lost while we are eating.

    Rekha Khanna

  • dil_k_ahsaas 21w

    Phrase ..... "Would the sky still breathe tomorrow if I failed to look upon it's face ? "

    In the world full of temporary things and desires
    I am searching how to fill a void within me with some permanent gravity.

    Far away sky looks so bright and showcase beautiful colours and brings the waves of new hopes to dance in my mind.

    Why life is mercyless? Why life is always busy in throwing some on the other challenge and force us to learn something new.

    I often think, how much sky is for me to fly high, a fist full of sky which I see from my window or the endless sky which I see in my dreams.

    Soul, soul that is dying slowly for its freedom but death is still convincing life to pay all the debts of life.

    "Would the sky still breathe tomorrow if I failed to look upon it's face ? " Do sky knows that I am alive somewhere on this earth? Do sky will breathe tomorrow if he will fail to see my face?

    Unlimited desires are growing in heart and mind but why we can't live all those, why we have to struggle so much? Life is a game and we are not too perfect too play it.

    In the world of temporary things I am looking for something permanent. Looking for a gravity which can suck me within its intensity.

    Rekha Khanna