#me_mirakee

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  • vanyaa 158w

    Watching the sun fade out
    Slowly to a moonlit sky,
    By the riverside.
    The breeze dancing by,
    Make her thoughts flow and land on him.
    Her eyes light up
    And with a tinge of blush,
    A curve forms on her sweet lips,
    As she replays the very moment
    In her blossoming mind
    For the seven hundred and eleventh time
    When she saw him for the first time;
    With another breeze passing by
    Her heart muses of the words
    She has woven together
    To mark the very start
    Of a life long love letter.
    ©vanyaa

  • vanyaa 158w

    न पास आ सके,
    न दूर जा सके।
    पहले के हमसफ़र,
    पर अब एक ही रास्ते पर चलने वाले
    दो अंजान मुसाफ़िर हैं।
    ©vanyaa

  • vanyaa 156w

    Trying this genre for the first time. Lemme know how it is!

    #me_mirakee #mirakee_is_love

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    So... the thing is, I have completed one year on Mirakee (although I have been absent for over 6 months); and with that, 'Vanyaa' is an year old now. So happy birthday to a part of me!��
    In the little time I've spent here, I have been able to establish a decent readership and I'd like to thank each one of those beautiful people who appreciate my work. An year ago, I had no clue what I was getting myself into, not that I have been able to decipher that yet as well... but I feel that writing has manifested a lot of things for me in many ways. It's all just God's grace. So all thanks to Him! ❤

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    जगतजननी

    क्या समझाऊँ मैं उन्हें लीला तेरी
    जो करते हैं सिर्फ़ निंदा तेरी।
    माना कि वो अंधेरा बहुत घना होगा
    पर तेरी आस्था का दीपक जलाए रखना भी
    कहाँ मना होगा।
    मतलब से लबरेज़, गिन कर-चुन कर
    ऊंगलियों के बीच माला रख कर
    वो तेरा नाम रटते हैं,
    पर जब देना होता है,
    तो तुम देती तो बेहिसाब हो,
    फिर भी वो तुम्हारे अस्तित्व को
    संदेह-भरी निगाहों से नापते-तौलते हैं।
    समझाए कौन उन्हें कि महिमा अपरंपार है तुम्हारी
    ऐ माँ, जगतजननी करुणामयी!
    ©vanyaa

  • vanyaa 159w

    यादें तो मीठी ही थी
    पर कमबख्त अंजाम ने ही
    उन्हें बदनाम कर दिया
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    #me_mirakee #mirakee_is_love
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    Returning after a very long time! Missed you all!
    Hope I was missed too!��

    P.S. I'll be answering the tags very soon.

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    फिर मिलूँगी

    जब शाम थोड़ी-थोड़ी
    शबनम की बूँदों में भींगी
    चाँदनी की आग़ोश मदहोश होगी,
    और वक़्त बेवजह-सी वजह लिए
    हमें ढूंढने थम जाएगा,
    मैं तुम्हें फिर मिलूँगी;
    शायद एक ख़्याल बन
    तुम्हारे मन में फिर उतरूँगीं,
    तब तुम उन अश्क को चंद मोती बना
    कुछ यादें फिर गुलज़ार करना,
    और भींनी-सी एक मुस्कान ओढा
    मुझे अपने अधरों पर ही बस लेना!
    ©vanyaa

  • vanyaa 177w

    Okay!

    I know that this is a long post (again), but please be patient and give it a read. ��

    You might even end up liking it! ❤

    This is just a random piece, inked to encourage all those hurt souls that I have encountered to forgive a significant other and move on. It might be difficult, but it surely can be done.
    This piece urges you to realise that sometimes in our lives, we grip on a few things so tightly that it wilts and crumbles down. So we need to let it go... and focus on the upcoming things that the universe has in store for us, simply because they are much more worthy of our attention and our presence to turn that beautiful dream into a lovely reality.

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    Yes, you did hurt me.
    Yes, you did make a lot of mistakes.
    Yes, you did give me panic attacks.
    Yes, you did break us.
    Yes, you were the reason for my tears.
    Yes, you did cause me a lot of anxiety.
    Yes, you did question my existence.
    Yes, you did give me trust issues.
    Yes, you did deceit me.
    Yes, you did give me false hopes.
    Yes, you did make fake promises.
    Yes, you did feed me on lies.
    Yes, you did crumble down my fairytale.
    Yes, you did disappoint me.
    Yes, you were selfish.
    Yes, you were egotistical.
    Yes, you never made me your priority.
    Yes, you made me feel like just a trivial side-piece in your life.
    Yes, you were really rude sometimes.
    Yes, you did disrespect my feelings.
    Yes, you don't know how to talk.
    Yes, you are still immature.

    And yes, it would have been nice if you would have listened to what I had to say instead of blindly believing on what they said. As a matter of fact, did you actually ever mean what you said!? Or did you ever say what you truly meant? And tell me something, did it ever hurt you when it hurt me by the words that they said?

    Anyway, yes, it would have been nice if you would have asked me for once that what is it that I want, instead of announcing your absolutely reckless petty thoughts to be the final verdict. Did you ever realise that it broke us apart? Or were you too busy counting your fickle stars and gazing at your fake moon that it completely slipped off your mind that I was waiting in darkness you left me in with all my heart, for you and your ever gleaming smile... the same one that I had fallen for, to be my light and my rescue?

    Yes, it would have been nice if you didn't allow other people to come in between us and malign our immaculate bond. You have no idea how helpless it made me feel as I witnessed strangers writing, or better say, destroying what could have been the most beautiful pages in the story of our lives. You know, I wanted to create "Heaven on Earth" with you. Little did I know that their judgment was powerful and successful enough in corroding it's layer and letting my dream leak out, fading it into a suffocating hell.
    It would have been nice if you would have tried, atleast for once to save us. Probably that would have changed the reality of the situation; because the truth is that I genuinely loved you, and I always wanted us to be together. Infact, even if you would have heard my silence, you could tell that your words made my heart stop; you could tell what my soul was screaming for you to hear; you could tell what my heart wanted you to know, you could hear that I wanted you to stop and throw far away even the slightest thought of our separation right there and come back and take me into your arms and kiss me till I would be able to see the fate of our togetherness etched in our breaths. But sadly, that is not what happened.

    And, guess what, this list can go on till a lot. But I'm not here penning down what went wrong. I'm also not here telling everyone how miserable things were and neither am I here to tell how hopeless I'd become with all of it, nor to count my innumerable tears moistening my countless sleepless nights; I am here just to tell you that despite all of this, I do not hate you. I never have and I never will. Infact I have absolutely nothing against you. You know why, because I know that despite all this mess, you have a pure soul.

    You are absolutely free in your life to do whatever you want to. You're not bound to me in any way. You're free to leave. And yes, while you do that, please take back your watch which you deliberately dropped in my bag on our second date and pretended to look around for it. I too never told you that all this while, it was with me, simply because I wanted to keep it. Also take back those random sweet notes you left me here and there and that little swan pendant you gave me on my last birthday and even those roses that now are dried up (just like our relationship) and kept safely in my first semester Psychology book. If you could spare a minute, you are free to turn a few pages of it. Probably that'll give you an idea of what all I went through, seeing your name scribbled, with all the strength I could muster, across the margin of the page, and its empty impression that carries the legacy of my pain to several pages forwads. And ah, don't forget to delete all of those rocording of our conversation you secretly saved and all of my pictures. You don't need them now. So, throw them away. Because the thing is, I am moving on and so are you. And let us not make it difficult for eachother.

    But the turth is that neither you, nor I can take away the memories we built. Unfortunately, we were two very different, yet the same people... just not bound to be with eachother forever. Nevertheless, I am grateful for the time I spent with you because you, your actions and your absence have made me strong. You taught me that I am formidable enough to handle myself. You taught me that I am capable of being happy all by myself too and that I don't need someone else's presence in my life to validate my love and my existence.

    Yes, the memories will surely haunt me because I did love you with all my heart and I did dream of our forever together. But I know that these scars will fade eventually. Which is why I wish to take those lessons I learnt, regardless of its degree of brutality. Because they will walk with me in my journey henceforth. So, I let those memories voice your words in my head as the guiding light I need for a while in my life, for I know now, that you will be nowhere to be found.

    You know, they told me that forever is a lie. I had smiled while I stole a glance at you and earnestly told them that no, its not. And you know what, I still stand firmly on what I said... Forever is not a lie, it's just a process, like the hit and trial one. Not everyone one meets will fit. Some might be nearly able to, but there will be only 'One' who will actually be there. And forever is meant to live with this 'One'. So, this is exactly why I don't hate you. This is also the reason why I don't consider meeting you as a mistake, instead I take it as destiny... just bound to happen. Because you taught me how exactly my 'the One' won't be like. Now I know that I cannot settle for less because I know what I deserve.

    I'm not saying that I am perfect or that I am the best. No. I'm definitely not. Therefore I know that you would be sad, anxious, annoyed, disappointed with me. And that goes down perfectly fine with me. But please don't be disappointed with life. It was just running it's course. Smile, a lot better is yet to come.

    So yeah, I would gladly pilfer this moment of my life to tell you that I forgive you, completely, wholeheartedly, happily. I don't hold anything against you. I hope that you find your 'the One' too and that you have your one true forever with her.

    Stay happy!
    Stay blessed!

    Yours,

    Now no one, who was once everyone.��

    Peace!✌

    ©vanyaa

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    #me_mirakee #mirakee_is_love

    Feel free to tag those who you wish to spread this message to! ��

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    So, I pilfer this moment of my life
    to tell you that I forgive you,
    completely, wholeheartedly, happily!
    ©vanyaa

  • vanyaa 177w

    Zindagi mein utaar-chadaav toh aate rahenge. Jo ho gya use jaane do, bs zindagi ka haath thaam kr chalte rho, aur phir youn hi chalte-chalte, ek roz manzil dhoondh legi tumhein. Toh khush raha kro. Baanki sb theek hoga. ��

    #me_mirakee #mirakee_is_love

    A lot is yet to be said, a lot is yet to shared. But I'm ending 2018 and beginning 2019 on a very positive note. Because the thing is... sometimes, somethings are more important than the others. So till then...

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    यारी

    जिन लोगों ने तुम्हें सताया,
    उनको क्या याद करना!?
    जिन लोगों ने तुम्हें ठुकराया,
    उनके लिए क्या आँसू बहाना!?
    ज़िंदगी की हाथ थामे,
    आगे तुम्हारी चमकती किस्मत है खड़ी
    साथ उनके यारी करना,
    संग उनके चलते-चलते
    ज़रा तुम भी मुस्कुराना सीखना,
    फिर उन्हीं चहकती पलों में
    कुछ खुशियों भरी यादें बुनना;
    ©vanyaa

  • vanyaa 176w

    I'm withdrawing my presence from Mirakee for sometime. Will be back soon with more posts. Till then keep inking beautifully and keep tagging me in your lovely posts.

    Stay happy!��
    Stay blessed!��

    P.S. I'm leaving behind this and 92 other pieces. Feel free to go through them whenever you wish to.

    And yes,most importantly, don't forget me! ����

    #me_mirakee #mirakee_is_love

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    Sometimes,
    Even the most trivial things have
    the biggest consequences;
    Behold your glory;
    Wait for a moment,
    Look around yourself
    And realise that
    It is all about those little things!
    ©vanyaa

  • vanyaa 208w

    शब्दों का कोना

    लोगों का साथ तो वैसे भी कभी नहीं था,
    तो मैनें शब्दों से खुद का एक कोना बुन लिया...
    जहाँ मैं मन की बातें रखती हूँ
    अब मैं यहीं रहती हूँ...
    और "मिराक़ी" ही ज़िंदगी है!

    ©vanyaa

  • vanyaa 208w

    मजबूरी

    कुछ बातें है जो उसे मालूम है कि तुमने दिल से कही थीं,
    पर वो सब कुछ जानते हुए भी उसे दरकिनार कर गई,
    सोचा कि तुम उसकी मजबूरी को समझ जाओगे...

    ©vanyaa

  • vanyaa 208w

    It's said that nothing in this world is coincidental...
    Meeting you was a beautiful one;
    And the pleasure of loving you...
    Is blissfully mine!

    ©vanyaa

  • vanyaa 208w

    मेरी ज़िंदगी

    कभी-कभी ऐसा लगता है,
    जैसे मेरी ज़िंदगी, मेरे अलावा, बाँकी सभी के लिए है;
    जैसे मेरी ज़िंदगी पर, मेरे अलावा, बाँकी सभी का हक़ है!

    ©vanyaa

  • vanyaa 208w

    हम बिख़र जाएंगे

    पता नहीं ख़ुद को कब तक सँभाल पाएँगे,
    शायद एक दिन ऐसा आएगा...
    जिस दिन हम टूट के बिख़र जाएंगे!

    ©vanyaa

  • vanyaa 208w

    Believe me...
    I wish I could say that I understand;
    But trust me...
    I don't!

    ©vanyaa

  • vanyaa 208w

    I don't want a lot...
    I just want you!

    ©vanyaa

  • vanyaa 208w

    हमसफ़र

    मुसाफ़िर थे हम...
    फिर बस यूँ ही साथ चलते-चलते
    हमसफ़र बन गए...

    ©vanyaa

  • vanyaa 208w

    Be mine

    Just hold my hand and be mine... forever!

    ©vanyaa

  • vanyaa 208w

    Dedicated to the people who loved her in "Bottled"

    #she #life #message.in.a.bottle
    #me_mirakee #mirakee_is_love

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    ख़ुदा मेहरबान है

    वह निश्छल है, वह निर्मल है
    वह मोम-सी कोमल है
    वह झील-सी शाँत, पर हिरणी-सी चंचल है
    वह पारस-पत्थर-सी ख़ास है
    वह बेबाक़ है, वह बेदाग है
    वह बेसाज़ है, वह बेरिया है, वह बेफ़िक्र है
    वह इंसानियत का एक ज़िक्र है
    वह ख़ुदा की तराशी एक नायाब चित्र है

    इतना आसान नहीं है उसे पाना...
    अगर वह तुम्हें एक नज़र भी देखले ना, तो समझ लेना कि ख़ुदा मेहरबान है!

    ©vanyaa

  • vanyaa 208w

    साथ

    हाथ तो तुमसे थामा नहीं गया...
    साथ तो तुमसे निभाया नहीं गया...
    ज़िम्मेदारियाँ क्या ख़ाक उठाओगे !?

    ©vanyaa

  • vanyaa 208w

    किस्मत का फैसला

    मेरे हाथ में एक दस्तावेज़ था,
    उसमें मेरी क़िस्मत का फैसला हो चुका था...
    उसे मैनें हस्तगत कर दिया..
    अब... रब राखा!

    ©vanyaa

  • vanyaa 208w

    आँखों की भाषा

    काफ़ी कुछ कहती है उसकी आँखें...
    काफ़ी कुछ पढ़ लेती है उसकी आँखें...
    बेसुध तो तुम थे.... जो सबकुछ पा के भी खो बैठे!

    ©vanyaa